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Kraken
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Most people begin their puberty around 12/13 but it wasn’t the case for me. It was the case for my father and my grandfather also. Until I was 16 I was 5 foot tall, had high pitched voice, had childlike appearance and overall I had childish mind. You could easily confuse me with some 13 or even 12 year old. Because of that I was outcasted by my peers and hadnt have any friends or even acquaintance in middle school and furthermore in high school.
Because all of this I still clearly remember how life was before puberty, and I can ascertain you that it was much more bearable than it is now or how it was after puberty started. The best thing was that I wasnt interested in foids and any form of relationship with them. Also that peace of mind and curiosity that you have as a child cant be compared to anything else in adult life. Even though my social life was failure I was overall most of the time happy and little things made me excited and happy. I still remember when I started puberty at 16 I spiraled into deep depression from which I have never recovered. I despise life and world from that moment with burning passion. I just want to go back for one day and experience this bliss again.
Because all of this I still clearly remember how life was before puberty, and I can ascertain you that it was much more bearable than it is now or how it was after puberty started. The best thing was that I wasnt interested in foids and any form of relationship with them. Also that peace of mind and curiosity that you have as a child cant be compared to anything else in adult life. Even though my social life was failure I was overall most of the time happy and little things made me excited and happy. I still remember when I started puberty at 16 I spiraled into deep depression from which I have never recovered. I despise life and world from that moment with burning passion. I just want to go back for one day and experience this bliss again.