My road to NT

[one job away]

I will get xannax for day to day situations and meetups and mostly speed for party settings.
Im aspie af and quite insecure now when it comes talking to girls(wasn’t always the case. There was a time where I was a smooth talker). Ima keep you updated.

oh yeah and cialis/ viagra for when I need it.

If you have other recommendations pls go ahead

 

[Eduardo DOV]

no nt for your picles dick

 

[one job away]

Update: even on hard drugs my head is still empty. In the beginning they work really well but after 3-4 hours it becomes even worse than without. Like i literally sit next to you and say NOTHING. Imagine sitting next to a person for 5-10 minutes and don’t exchange a single word cuz i have to say NOTHING.

so far I wasn’t able to try xannax. But I think they would make my head even emptier. Not possible but it won’t make me go talkative

I need smtj better. I might try ssris

 

[volcelfatcel]

good luck man, i probably have some permanent adhd autism honestly from high prenatal T

 

[Amexmaxx]

Xanax dont reduce anxiety

 

[one job away]

Xanax dont reduce anxiety

It’s not anxiety. I’m not scared of people. I’m not shy. I just got nothing to say. Empty head 24/7

 

[Deleted member 6785]

It’s not anxiety. I’m not scared of people. I’m not shy. I just got nothing to say. Empty head 24/7

Lack of blood flow to your brain probably

 

[one job away]

Lack of blood flow to your brain probably

Fr? Is that a thing ?

 

[JosephGoebbels]

It’s not anxiety. I’m not scared of people. I’m not shy. I just got nothing to say. Empty head 24/7

And you think xannax is going to give you discussion topics?

 

[one job away]

And you think xannax is going to give you discussion topics?

Hoped so yeah. The thing is I used to be able to talk about shit all day. I just want to get back to how I was. I remember going from weird hyperactive aspie to NT as fuck through daily Amphetamines. Now I’m neither, not hyperactive, not NT. I just exist. It doesn’t matter if you go out with me or alone. I add nothing. I just OD on some drug in the corner.

 

[JosephGoebbels]

Hoped so yeah. The thing is I used to be able to talk about shit all day. I just want to get back to how I was. I remember going from weird hyperactive aspie to NT as fuck through daily Amphetamines. Now I’m neither, not hyperactive, not NT. I just exist. It doesn’t matter if you go out with me or alone. I add nothing. I just OD on some drug in the corner.

I see. You've probably just been isolated for prolonged periods of time. Try going out more and things to discuss about will come naturally the more you're exposed socially. If you were non-nt you would have always been non-nt, regardless of your intoxication status.

 

[one job away]

I see. You've probably just been isolated for prolonged periods of time. Try going out more and things to discuss about will come naturally the more you're exposed socially. If you were non-nt you would have always been non-nt, regardless of your intoxication status.

Yeah. Basically a full year without real human interaction due to covid. I don’t play online games nor have snapchat n shit and don’t like texting. I rather see ppl and talk to them in person. But yeah that wasn’t possible. But now when I go out with my former friends it feels like I’m just a drag for them.