komaru
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I'm excluding some of the East/Southeast Asian women in my school because they don't look bad at all and actually HAVE a personality.
But ffs my bar for women my age in terms of how appealing their physical features and personality is already very low.
But there is this one girl that I know who currently likes me (my friends told me that she said she liked me, so it's pretty much confirmed. YUCK
)
I want to let you know how unappealing she really is. She's the worst out of all the girls in the school.
In terms of physical features (not just face), she's flawed in practically every aspect possible. She's recessed, has a short philtrum and long chin, fat, has crooked teeth, the list goes on and on. Mind you, this is all from eyeballing. She wears heavy makeup (and I mean heavy). She's applying an unhealthy amount of makeup to her face likely because she's self aware that she's hideous without it. But even with makeup, she's still hideous. It's truly terrifying.
Furthermore, she's just really weird. She's like one of those girls that have this "cringe = funny" humor, which isn't even bad imo, but she just executes it very wrong. Like, I have the same humor, but it's more controlled. And because I'm on ADHD medication, I've started to distance myself away from this humor, at least somewhat.
If she was attractive, her weirdness would've positively amplified my perception of her, but no, she has to be horrendously ugly.
You know what else is funny, she questions my habits and traits (e.g. Why do you bite your nails?) like worry about your own self you fucking bitch.
She also compliment farms when she's around me and it's so fucking obvious.
I know I'm NOT in the same league as her. I've measured my facial proportions and ratios already, and comparing my measurements to my analysis of her face, she's tiers below me. It's still very insulting knowing a girl who is flawed in practically every aspect possible likes me. It brings down my self worth, like holy fuck.
I know I'm not physically attractive either (I put myself a 4.4/10, especially taking into account my facial measurements) but the only positive thing I got from this is fuel to lock the fuck in, so I'm pretty confident of myself in the future.
But ffs my bar for women my age in terms of how appealing their physical features and personality is already very low.
But there is this one girl that I know who currently likes me (my friends told me that she said she liked me, so it's pretty much confirmed. YUCK
I want to let you know how unappealing she really is. She's the worst out of all the girls in the school.
In terms of physical features (not just face), she's flawed in practically every aspect possible. She's recessed, has a short philtrum and long chin, fat, has crooked teeth, the list goes on and on. Mind you, this is all from eyeballing. She wears heavy makeup (and I mean heavy). She's applying an unhealthy amount of makeup to her face likely because she's self aware that she's hideous without it. But even with makeup, she's still hideous. It's truly terrifying.
Furthermore, she's just really weird. She's like one of those girls that have this "cringe = funny" humor, which isn't even bad imo, but she just executes it very wrong. Like, I have the same humor, but it's more controlled. And because I'm on ADHD medication, I've started to distance myself away from this humor, at least somewhat.
If she was attractive, her weirdness would've positively amplified my perception of her, but no, she has to be horrendously ugly.
You know what else is funny, she questions my habits and traits (e.g. Why do you bite your nails?) like worry about your own self you fucking bitch.
She also compliment farms when she's around me and it's so fucking obvious.
I know I'm NOT in the same league as her. I've measured my facial proportions and ratios already, and comparing my measurements to my analysis of her face, she's tiers below me. It's still very insulting knowing a girl who is flawed in practically every aspect possible likes me. It brings down my self worth, like holy fuck.
I know I'm not physically attractive either (I put myself a 4.4/10, especially taking into account my facial measurements) but the only positive thing I got from this is fuel to lock the fuck in, so I'm pretty confident of myself in the future.