My screen time for today

[Azie555]

Any opinions?

 

[ykls.]

normal

 

[Azie555]

normal

But i also played with my computer so probably high

 

[ykls.]

But i also played with my computer so probably high

Higher than the average for sure

 

[Azie555]

Higher than the average for sure

I was at home the all day im tired from work and world cup final yesterday today i studied in the morning and then i just ate and looked at my phone. I was analyzing my face and others i was so insecure about some of my ratios but i kept on measuring it wrong the measurements were showing that i was a subhuman. I studied mu face hours measuring my fwhr for hours but it always gave me different result and to other models i was measuring

I must have been doing something wrong i was about to cry because i couldnt stand having an unideal feature i started recording myself and posing on my phone when i looked at myself i started taking pictures of the most ugly parts of myself in the video so i could see what is unappealing

I ussualşy get told im good lucking and i have gf and girls ask for me outside too but i seem to have no interest on those stuff i believe that i must be perfect and flawless to be enjoying life i must be really attractive thats what i want

Thats why i usually started not to like socialize and going to parties

I couldnt stand having an unideal feature i cried in my room all day asking for approval in here but nobody here replied to me. And then i stressed i started jerking off on twitter.. And then i started playing roblox on my computer but it wasnt no fun.



I couldnt find any fun games so i got bored. I have an exam tonorrow ill probably study for that a little now before i sleep.

 

[ykls.]

I was at home the all day im tired from work and world cup final yesterday today i studied in the morning and then i just ate and looked at my phone. I was analyzing my face and others i was so insecure about some of my ratios but i kept on measuring it wrong the measurements were showing that i was a subhuman. I studied mu face hours measuring my fwhr for hours but it always gave me different result and to other models i was measuring

I must have been doing something wrong i was about to cry because i couldnt stand having an unideal feature i started recording myself and posing on my phone when i looked at myself i started taking pictures of the most ugly parts of myself in the video so i could see what is unappealing

I ussualşy get told im good lucking and i have gf and girls ask for me outside too but i seem to have no interest on those stuff i believe that i must be perfect and flawless to be enjoying life i must be really attractive thats what i want

Thats why i usually started not to like socialize and going to parties

I couldnt stand having an unideal feature i cried in my room all day asking for approval in here but nobody here replied to me. And then i stressed i started jerking off on twitter.. And then i started playing roblox on my computer but it wasnt no fun.



I couldnt find any fun games so i got bored. I have an exam tonorrow ill probably study for that a little now before i sleep.

if you have girls asking you out then you are all good man. Isolation will make it just worse

 

[Azie555]

if you have girls asking you out then you are all good man. Isolation will make it just worse

Yeah but i dont find that enough. I dont know why but i dont find myself attractive enough im having a hard time about my looks im so insecure i wanna reach higer i think im not ugly but i wanna be able reach higher like when im inside a room i want my presence to be feeled. Like people look at me with admiration.

Im trying to detect my flaws so i can fix then in future with surgeries im 17 right now and im thinking of future surgeries and what would ascend me. I currently am trying to find if my fwhr is ideal or not but i cant cuz i was measruing it and it was saying 1.6 but ppl here saying was around 1.8-1.9 when i posted myself. I also measured chico s fwhr and it was saying 1.6 to him aswell i dont know if im doing something wrong but i became attached to it.

I dont know but if its unideal i think ill be doing a lip lift surgery to make it more ideal. But if its already ideal I dont wanna be botching myself.

 

[notsofreakyshawel]

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Any opinions?

Not bad

 

[ykls.]

Yeah but i dont find that enough. I dont know why but i dont find myself attractive enough im having a hard time about my looks im so insecure i wanna reach higer i think im not ugly but i wanna be able reach higher like when im inside a room i want my presence to be feeled. Like people look at me with admiration.

Im trying to detect my flaws so i can fix then in future with surgeries im 17 right now and im thinking of future surgeries and what would ascend me. I currently am trying to find if my fwhr is ideal or not but i cant cuz i was measruing it and it was saying 1.6 but ppl here saying was around 1.8-1.9 when i posted myself. I also measured chico s fwhr and it was saying 1.6 to him aswell i dont know if im doing something wrong but i became attached to it.

I dont know but if its unideal i think ill be doing a lip lift surgery to make it more ideal. But if its already ideal I dont wanna be botching myself.

Just fix your mental health

 

[proxxyy11]

im tired from work

i assumed you were ~17 from a previous post. are you around that age working? Or are you older

 

[Azie555]

i assumed you were ~17 from a previous post. are you around that age working? Or are you older

Im 17

 

[Azie555]

i assumed you were ~17 from a previous post. are you around that age working? Or are you older

I just work 15 hours a week so i can afford the things for looksmaxxing i was thinking to wageslave still surgery and i also ordered some roids

 

[proxxyy11]

I just work 15 hours a week so i can afford the things for looksmaxxing i was thinking to wageslave still surgery and i also ordered some roids

how do you know the amt of roids you inject is healthy and wont have any sides? or you don't and you're just simply risking it

 

[Azie555]

how do you know the amt of roids you inject is healthy and wont have any sides? or you don't and you're just simply risking it

zagro is coaching me