RedRiser
Fighting with intrusive thoughts
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Last year i started taking sertraline prescribed by a psychiatrist because i started self harming. the doctor that prescribed me that dogshit had only seen me that one time and only talked with me for about 30 minutes before making my mom buy this shit. I started at a dose of 50mg per day, and let me tell you, yes, i stopped cutting my fucking arms but in the process i would be so tired that id fall asleep randomly at min 3 times a day. i also used to have a very VERY high libido despite my quite low testosterone levels right when it started to kick in. The first 3 weeks were awful, i felt like a zombie and couldnt even have a single thought on my mind, i would stare at the white noise of the tv for hours almost as if i was allucinating while feeling literally no emotion whatsoever. when i talked to the doctor i said i didnt want to take antidepressants because they would change my personality, and that fucking piece of shit said that wasnt true and that there were no side effects on my hormonal profile. Lies. My dick wouldnt even fucking work, yeah i felt like shit before taking them but at least i still had good performance in sports and wasnt so lifeless, eventually i started researching more and more about blackpill and hormones and realised they were literally poisoning, my libido took 6 months to fully recover despite having taken zoloft for only a few months, so i decided to spit out allat and told my mom to help me lower the doses, also i stopped seeing that faggot that gave me the rat poison prescription and eventually started working out, getting sun, eating good and stopped being such a pussy, and allat cured my depression and tiredness. Also for my anxiety i used ashwagandha for only 1 and a half months and it worked 3 times better. so yeah sorry for the long ass thread, in conclusion: dont take Zoloft unless you wanna become a woman (literally)