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Mike Mike
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im a 176cm/5'8, 75kg/165lbs lean, freshly 18, graduated like a week ago.
im not gonna pretend like my life was miserable like the other faggots i see on here cus its really not, im a virgin but not an incel, not bullied, had 4 girls confess crushes on me and turned them down mostly cus im an idiot and was just too much into thinking that im not ready and i wont go into a relationship before im perfect and I now realize that thats unrealistic cus theres no perfect state, im always gonna be fucked up in some sort of way.
I live in Israel, im an arab levantine greek, palestinian lebanese on dads side and greek with some italian on moms side, im also a devout catholic so thats another reason why I dont want a relationship rn, its not like im feeining for it, if anything i think i might be asexual idk how that works cus i still love women but wtv.
i'd rate my face a solid 4.5/10 and smv maybe 6/10 cus i got money stability and education etc etc.
im not even sure why im writing this here i dont even visit that frequently i guess i just wanna share my story and goals in the near future.
im getting braces soon, my teeth are mostly all good and healthy but my lower ones are a bit cramped so i want to get them fixed before things fuck up, my upper maxilla is decently wide and it fits my face not too wide not too narrow, my jaw is visible and sharp but my chin fucks up my side profile cus i dont have enough chin projection but i think that can be fixed with chin implants later (im not doing botox or filler cus that shit has too many risks and upkeep maintaining).
now heres the fun part, my appearance is almost entirely fake, in realty im about 169/170cm tall, i fraud extra height using height insoles. my real shoulders arent as wide as i make them seem i wear a posture fixing thingy on my back and shoulder pads under layers of clothes (utilized during winter or cold seasons).
emotionally i feel not empty but kind of dull or numb idk the right word to use, its like yeah i care about certain things like i got to go to my driving lesson in like 4 hours from now and im sitting here writing this bullshit that no one will prolly read.
im into politics and history stuff but i dont really like talking about it cus most people dont agree and i hate to waste my time in useless debate where no one is willing to concede views if convinced. im also studying economics or i studied economics in high school idk what i wanna do now after graduation prolly just work a bit and save more money to get the fuck out of this shithole and maybe go to europe or america im not sure yet, that would depend on location and safety.
i guess going to america would be easier cus i can get a green card easy because my stepdad has american citizenship, but i also dont like socialist economics where i have to work my ass off to fund the living of somalis on welfare, thats kinda the main reason im getting out of israel, besides the war which i dont really mind much cus its pretty cool when the alarm goes off and we go to the roof to watch the missiles get interecepeted, oh also im a military geek whos way too into planes and tanks (4000h+ on warthunder).
if you see this, fuck you faggot, be radical, be an extremist, have values and stand by them, be a third positionist if you dont fit in, be a fascist, and long live the catholic monarchy.
im not gonna pretend like my life was miserable like the other faggots i see on here cus its really not, im a virgin but not an incel, not bullied, had 4 girls confess crushes on me and turned them down mostly cus im an idiot and was just too much into thinking that im not ready and i wont go into a relationship before im perfect and I now realize that thats unrealistic cus theres no perfect state, im always gonna be fucked up in some sort of way.
I live in Israel, im an arab levantine greek, palestinian lebanese on dads side and greek with some italian on moms side, im also a devout catholic so thats another reason why I dont want a relationship rn, its not like im feeining for it, if anything i think i might be asexual idk how that works cus i still love women but wtv.
i'd rate my face a solid 4.5/10 and smv maybe 6/10 cus i got money stability and education etc etc.
im not even sure why im writing this here i dont even visit that frequently i guess i just wanna share my story and goals in the near future.
im getting braces soon, my teeth are mostly all good and healthy but my lower ones are a bit cramped so i want to get them fixed before things fuck up, my upper maxilla is decently wide and it fits my face not too wide not too narrow, my jaw is visible and sharp but my chin fucks up my side profile cus i dont have enough chin projection but i think that can be fixed with chin implants later (im not doing botox or filler cus that shit has too many risks and upkeep maintaining).
now heres the fun part, my appearance is almost entirely fake, in realty im about 169/170cm tall, i fraud extra height using height insoles. my real shoulders arent as wide as i make them seem i wear a posture fixing thingy on my back and shoulder pads under layers of clothes (utilized during winter or cold seasons).
emotionally i feel not empty but kind of dull or numb idk the right word to use, its like yeah i care about certain things like i got to go to my driving lesson in like 4 hours from now and im sitting here writing this bullshit that no one will prolly read.
im into politics and history stuff but i dont really like talking about it cus most people dont agree and i hate to waste my time in useless debate where no one is willing to concede views if convinced. im also studying economics or i studied economics in high school idk what i wanna do now after graduation prolly just work a bit and save more money to get the fuck out of this shithole and maybe go to europe or america im not sure yet, that would depend on location and safety.
i guess going to america would be easier cus i can get a green card easy because my stepdad has american citizenship, but i also dont like socialist economics where i have to work my ass off to fund the living of somalis on welfare, thats kinda the main reason im getting out of israel, besides the war which i dont really mind much cus its pretty cool when the alarm goes off and we go to the roof to watch the missiles get interecepeted, oh also im a military geek whos way too into planes and tanks (4000h+ on warthunder).
if you see this, fuck you faggot, be radical, be an extremist, have values and stand by them, be a third positionist if you dont fit in, be a fascist, and long live the catholic monarchy.
