disillusioned
Kraken
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Ok it's still mostly my shitty genetics/garbage lower third, but my mother did MASSIVE damage to my social development at every stage of my life. She's a sub-human retard on disability (has been most of her adult life I think) and she overreacts to anything. This resulted in her being overprotective for me. She put me on autism meds at an early age. She pressured the school to put me into special classes (so less interaction with the other kids plus I start getting viewed as 'that autism kid' for being in special classes), and before I was 18 (literally never had a job) she applied for disability welfare for me (I didn't even know she was doing this at the time) and it was accepted and I've now been on it ever since (31 years old now) which mean I never entered the workplace, never formed relationships or meaningful friendships with other adults etc basically just stayed at home and played video games.
Yes in hindsight I can see this was fucking retarded but at the time I was just a late teenager and this was basically free money for me so I saw no downside at the time.
Looking back at it it's fucking surreal just how much damage my sub-human mother did to my social life with her absolutely mind-numbing levels of stupidity. Just a complete and utter sub-human.
I still retain that looks are everything, but frankly I'm not even that ugly. I'm tall (6.ft2), white (albeit in a country that is overwhelmingly white anyway) have blue eyes and dark hair. My biggest failo is scrawny frame and mediocre lower third. I've seen people in my looks range get laid or have a girlfriend at least once in their lives. But this was all robbed from me because my mother made it literally impossible for me to even be in the social environments in which this could have happened. Hilariously she later started lamenting that I don't have an active social-life LMAO!
Yes in hindsight I can see this was fucking retarded but at the time I was just a late teenager and this was basically free money for me so I saw no downside at the time.
Looking back at it it's fucking surreal just how much damage my sub-human mother did to my social life with her absolutely mind-numbing levels of stupidity. Just a complete and utter sub-human.
I still retain that looks are everything, but frankly I'm not even that ugly. I'm tall (6.ft2), white (albeit in a country that is overwhelmingly white anyway) have blue eyes and dark hair. My biggest failo is scrawny frame and mediocre lower third. I've seen people in my looks range get laid or have a girlfriend at least once in their lives. But this was all robbed from me because my mother made it literally impossible for me to even be in the social environments in which this could have happened. Hilariously she later started lamenting that I don't have an active social-life LMAO!
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