my suicide plan failed and my life is ruined

[Gamerspyy786]

Do u not think that this could be a test from god?

 

[Deleted member 177974]

My life is ruined. As some may have already read in my old threads, I want to kill myself. I had prepared every single thing, everything was perfect. I had sodium nitrite, benzodiazepines, an antiemetic, and a painkiller. I had prepared every single thing in such detail and precision. Unfortunately, I forgot a small detail that led to my parents finding out. My plan was ruined, and it was all my fault. My parents immediately took me to the hospital, and the doctors decided to admit me to a psychiatric ward. I've been here for two weeks now. They also diagnosed me with major depression and a severe mood disorder. Basically, my brain doesn't produce serotonin and dopamine; I'm basically incapable of being happy. I really don't know how to behave or what to do. They're putting me on therapy, which I hope will seriously help me. The fact is, my suicide plan is ruined right now. My parents found and threw away all the things I ordered, I'm desperate. I was supposed to kill myself on July 15th, the date will be postponed to a few months I think.

bro you could be reborn as an indian

 

[Deleted member 129952]

My life is ruined. As some may have already read in my old threads, I want to kill myself. I had prepared every single thing, everything was perfect. I had sodium nitrite, benzodiazepines, an antiemetic, and a painkiller. I had prepared every single thing in such detail and precision. Unfortunately, I forgot a small detail that led to my parents finding out. My plan was ruined, and it was all my fault. My parents immediately took me to the hospital, and the doctors decided to admit me to a psychiatric ward. I've been here for two weeks now. They also diagnosed me with major depression and a severe mood disorder. Basically, my brain doesn't produce serotonin and dopamine; I'm basically incapable of being happy. I really don't know how to behave or what to do. They're putting me on therapy, which I hope will seriously help me. The fact is, my suicide plan is ruined right now. My parents found and threw away all the things I ordered, I'm desperate. I was supposed to kill myself on July 15th, the date will be postponed to a few months I think.

Dont kys hop on drugs life s getting easy

 

[Deleted member 160598]

My life is ruined. As some may have already read in my old threads, I want to kill myself. I had prepared every single thing, everything was perfect. I had sodium nitrite, benzodiazepines, an antiemetic, and a painkiller. I had prepared every single thing in such detail and precision. Unfortunately, I forgot a small detail that led to my parents finding out. My plan was ruined, and it was all my fault. My parents immediately took me to the hospital, and the doctors decided to admit me to a psychiatric ward. I've been here for two weeks now. They also diagnosed me with major depression and a severe mood disorder. Basically, my brain doesn't produce serotonin and dopamine; I'm basically incapable of being happy. I really don't know how to behave or what to do. They're putting me on therapy, which I hope will seriously help me. The fact is, my suicide plan is ruined right now. My parents found and threw away all the things I ordered, I'm desperate. I was supposed to kill myself on July 15th, the date will be postponed to a few months I think.

Bro do you remember me? If not its still alright, hope you get better twin if you need someone to talk to im here with open arms, i also hope therapy will help you, ain't got anything to say anymore, just hope you get tge best in life gng

 

[truexeno]

My life is ruined. As some may have already read in my old threads, I want to kill myself. I had prepared every single thing, everything was perfect. I had sodium nitrite, benzodiazepines, an antiemetic, and a painkiller. I had prepared every single thing in such detail and precision. Unfortunately, I forgot a small detail that led to my parents finding out. My plan was ruined, and it was all my fault. My parents immediately took me to the hospital, and the doctors decided to admit me to a psychiatric ward. I've been here for two weeks now. They also diagnosed me with major depression and a severe mood disorder. Basically, my brain doesn't produce serotonin and dopamine; I'm basically incapable of being happy. I really don't know how to behave or what to do. They're putting me on therapy, which I hope will seriously help me. The fact is, my suicide plan is ruined right now. My parents found and threw away all the things I ordered, I'm desperate. I was supposed to kill myself on July 15th, the date will be postponed to a few months I think.

take drugs, believe me u wont wanna kill yourself after taking 2000mg of dmt

 

[Abdullahm06]

dont kill yourself its not worth it logically

who knows what kind of fate death could bring? its the biggest gamble of them all

fuck therapy. embrace the true whitepill. eat healthy food, meditate a little bit, do some MMA. accept the fact that the blackpill is true and just move on

the whitepill is the final pill. the pill that allows you to become a stoic god like marcus aurelius and find peace in life
we must all consume the whitepill for our own good

 

[valentine]

the whitepill is the final pill. the pill that allows you to become a stoic god like marcus aurelius and find peace in life
we must all consume the whitepill for our own good

copepill

 

[Deleted member 160598]

My life is ruined. As some may have already read in my old threads, I want to kill myself. I had prepared every single thing, everything was perfect. I had sodium nitrite, benzodiazepines, an antiemetic, and a painkiller. I had prepared every single thing in such detail and precision. Unfortunately, I forgot a small detail that led to my parents finding out. My plan was ruined, and it was all my fault. My parents immediately took me to the hospital, and the doctors decided to admit me to a psychiatric ward. I've been here for two weeks now. They also diagnosed me with major depression and a severe mood disorder. Basically, my brain doesn't produce serotonin and dopamine; I'm basically incapable of being happy. I really don't know how to behave or what to do. They're putting me on therapy, which I hope will seriously help me. The fact is, my suicide plan is ruined right now. My parents found and threw away all the things I ordered, I'm desperate. I was supposed to kill myself on July 15th, the date will be postponed to a few months I think.

Bro do you remember me? If not its still alright, hope you get better twin if you need someone to talk to im here with open arms, i also hope therapy will help you, ain't got anything to say anymore, just hope you get tge best in life gng

 

[Deleted member 160598]

Hear theoeople on tge thread supporting you, you matter bro, if you need help with anything just express yourself and tell your problems, im with you, even if I don't know you i just hope for the best in your life twin, recover from this

 

[yesimog420]

 

[Dwrk]

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Bro this shit is so sad bru don't make yourself sad like that we love you man please keep going

 

[LTNUser]

lmfao no, im still a fucking virgin

How do you not pull girls just baffles me

 

[looks>books]

My life is ruined. As some may have already read in my old threads, I want to kill myself. I had prepared every single thing, everything was perfect. I had sodium nitrite, benzodiazepines, an antiemetic, and a painkiller. I had prepared every single thing in such detail and precision. Unfortunately, I forgot a small detail that led to my parents finding out. My plan was ruined, and it was all my fault. My parents immediately took me to the hospital, and the doctors decided to admit me to a psychiatric ward. I've been here for two weeks now. They also diagnosed me with major depression and a severe mood disorder. Basically, my brain doesn't produce serotonin and dopamine; I'm basically incapable of being happy. I really don't know how to behave or what to do. They're putting me on therapy, which I hope will seriously help me. The fact is, my suicide plan is ruined right now. My parents found and threw away all the things I ordered, I'm desperate. I was supposed to kill myself on July 15th, the date will be postponed to a few months I think.

Lets go

 

[looks>books]

Read what i sent you fool

 

[bp_1]

My life is ruined. As some may have already read in my old threads, I want to kill myself. I had prepared every single thing, everything was perfect. I had sodium nitrite, benzodiazepines, an antiemetic, and a painkiller. I had prepared every single thing in such detail and precision. Unfortunately, I forgot a small detail that led to my parents finding out. My plan was ruined, and it was all my fault. My parents immediately took me to the hospital, and the doctors decided to admit me to a psychiatric ward. I've been here for two weeks now. They also diagnosed me with major depression and a severe mood disorder. Basically, my brain doesn't produce serotonin and dopamine; I'm basically incapable of being happy. I really don't know how to behave or what to do. They're putting me on therapy, which I hope will seriously help me. The fact is, my suicide plan is ruined right now. My parents found and threw away all the things I ordered, I'm desperate. I was supposed to kill myself on July 15th, the date will be postponed to a few months I think.

dude dont kill yourself, i admit life is harder for some people more than others but ur not incapable of being happy. a lot of the things doctors blame on genetics, are entirely environmental. please try to take care of urself bro, there is still hope

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Why

idk lol

 

[looks>books]

Life is not your friend

Life is not your enemy

Life is your trainer

Stop being a pussy

Watch creed 2

 

[Everythingislaw]

Did the therapy at least help a little? I am also going thru a similar phase bro and it is hard!

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Bro do you remember me? If not its still alright, hope you get better twin if you need someone to talk to im here with open arms, i also hope therapy will help you, ain't got anything to say anymore, just hope you get tge best in life gng

thanks brah

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Did the therapy at least help a little? I am also going thru a similar phase bro and it is hard!

idk man, like it helps a little bit but i still want to kms, thats the problem. stay strong tho bro, love you

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

How do you not pull girls just baffles me

i really dont know man, i feel like a fucking joke to humanity

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Bro this shit is so sad bru don't make yourself sad like that we love you man please keep going

thank you very much bro

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

@akiontp

 

[wiggamaxxer]

My life is ruined. As some may have already read in my old threads, I want to kill myself. I had prepared every single thing, everything was perfect. I had sodium nitrite, benzodiazepines, an antiemetic, and a painkiller. I had prepared every single thing in such detail and precision. Unfortunately, I forgot a small detail that led to my parents finding out. My plan was ruined, and it was all my fault. My parents immediately took me to the hospital, and the doctors decided to admit me to a psychiatric ward. I've been here for two weeks now. They also diagnosed me with major depression and a severe mood disorder. Basically, my brain doesn't produce serotonin and dopamine; I'm basically incapable of being happy. I really don't know how to behave or what to do. They're putting me on therapy, which I hope will seriously help me. The fact is, my suicide plan is ruined right now. My parents found and threw away all the things I ordered, I'm desperate. I was supposed to kill myself on July 15th, the date will be postponed to a few months I think.

How are you doing rn bro?

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

How are you doing rn bro?

idk man not good, could be worse tho

 

[King Solomon]

idk man not good, could be worse tho

there are frequencies subliminal and biokeneesis YouTube videos to assist you in producing serotonin.

sunlight and a clean organic whole food diet may help you.

 

[Deleted member 184012]

dont kill yourself its not worth it logically

who knows what kind of fate death could bring? its the biggest gamble of them all

fuck therapy. embrace the true whitepill. eat healthy food, meditate a little bit, do some MMA. accept the fact that the blackpill is true and just move on

@Kiwi'sSub5 This guys speaking the truth don't kill yourself bhai, please get the help you need.

 

[Deleted member 184012]

not even nature? idk bro theres a lot of things that are just fun without raping ur dopamine circuits like drugs

like getting a dog
going outside in sunlight
cooking steak

Or going for a nice brisk walk. Actually

 

[weepmeep]

If your life is crap, at least get on opioids so you don't waste your chance to get high.

 

[AverageFrank]

My life is ruined. As some may have already read in my old threads, I want to kill myself. I had prepared every single thing, everything was perfect. I had sodium nitrite, benzodiazepines, an antiemetic, and a painkiller. I had prepared every single thing in such detail and precision. Unfortunately, I forgot a small detail that led to my parents finding out. My plan was ruined, and it was all my fault. My parents immediately took me to the hospital, and the doctors decided to admit me to a psychiatric ward. I've been here for two weeks now. They also diagnosed me with major depression and a severe mood disorder. Basically, my brain doesn't produce serotonin and dopamine; I'm basically incapable of being happy. I really don't know how to behave or what to do. They're putting me on therapy, which I hope will seriously help me. The fact is, my suicide plan is ruined right now. My parents found and threw away all the things I ordered, I'm desperate. I was supposed to kill myself on July 15th, the date will be postponed to a few months I think.

keep trying in therapy, maybe at first it might be hard or you might not like your therapist but keep trying, you can always find a new therapist if this one sucks. Be honest and set goals. You will feel happiness again.

 

[SoundnVision]

Try buproprion

Don't drink alcohol

 

[rik]

im just so done with everything, not only bp, All I see is darkness, there's nothing that brings me joy. I have no reason to live

take oxy schrooms or xtc