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nsk4ll

nsk4ll

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not in a good way at all, these days im feeling the worst, im looking the worst and the events i had to witness doesnt help either. i might do something i might regret later, but if anything i am not doing anything anytime soon. i will try to get better these days, at least try to get a female friend and a normal friend, but i dont think that will happen, im losing my hope day by day. i wish i was normal or still a kid. life is so much fair when you are a kid. or when ur normal u live a normal life just like others. i just hate it all. my life has turned into a living hell since ive hit puberty. and i hate people who denied me for it
 
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i wonder if i ever will be satisfied with myself again
 
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not in a good way at all, these days im feeling the worst, im looking the worst and the events i had to witness doesnt help either. i might do something i might regret later, but if anything i am not doing anything anytime soon. i will try to get better these days, at least try to get a female friend and a normal friend, but i dont think that will happen, im losing my hope day by day. i wish i was normal or still a kid. life is so much fair when you are a kid. or when ur normal u live a normal life just like others. i just hate it all. my life has turned into a living hell since ive hit puberty. and i hate people who denied me for it
its okay bhai keep gooning :LOL:
 
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its okay bhai keep gooning :LOL:
ive stopped that a year ago, i hate masturbating, it just reminds me of how i will never be able to fuck a pussy or breed a female because of the way i am
 
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ive stopped that a year ago, i hate masturbating, it just reminds me of how i will never be able to fuck a pussy or breed a female because of the way i am
proud of ya
 
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not in a good way at all, these days im feeling the worst, im looking the worst and the events i had to witness doesnt help either. i might do something i might regret later, but if anything i am not doing anything anytime soon. i will try to get better these days, at least try to get a female friend and a normal friend, but i dont think that will happen, im losing my hope day by day. i wish i was normal or still a kid. life is so much fair when you are a kid. or when ur normal u live a normal life just like others. i just hate it all. my life has turned into a living hell since ive hit puberty. and i hate people who denied me for it

Good post until the elliot rodger tier bluepilled brainrot.
 
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Good post until the elliot rodger tier bluepilled brainrot.
yes ive copied it because it is true
thanks for the compliment tho
but really, isnt life really nice when you are a kid?
 
yes ive copied it because it is true
thanks for the compliment tho
but really, isnt life really nice when you are a kid?

Yes, but I was brutally bullied (including physically) during elementary (7-14) and ofc during HS too somewhat but lightly.
 
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Yes, but I was brutally bullied (including physically) during elementary (7-14) and ofc during HS too somewhat but lightly.
I was and am still bullied rn since 12.
but my life was the best when i was a kid
 
not in a good way at all, these days im feeling the worst, im looking the worst and the events i had to witness doesnt help either. i might do something i might regret later, but if anything i am not doing anything anytime soon. i will try to get better these days, at least try to get a female friend and a normal friend, but i dont think that will happen, im losing my hope day by day. i wish i was normal or still a kid. life is so much fair when you are a kid. or when ur normal u live a normal life just like others. i just hate it all. my life has turned into a living hell since ive hit puberty. and i hate people who denied me for it
Same dude I'm a ND with social anxiety and life is shit when u are not able to even pay for shit at the grocery:trepidation:
 
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Same dude I'm a ND with social anxiety and life is shit when u are not able to even pay for shit at the grocery:trepidation:
i agree, good luck in your life bruv the last part was really sad
 
not in a good way at all, these days im feeling the worst, im looking the worst and the events i had to witness doesnt help either. i might do something i might regret later, but if anything i am not doing anything anytime soon. i will try to get better these days, at least try to get a female friend and a normal friend, but i dont think that will happen, im losing my hope day by day. i wish i was normal or still a kid. life is so much fair when you are a kid. or when ur normal u live a normal life just like others. i just hate it all. my life has turned into a living hell since ive hit puberty. and i hate people who denied me for it
Dammn bro. Idk what to even say
 

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