SubhumanCurrycel
It’s just hair bro
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She's become quite popular on TikTok and IG in recent months. Last time I checked she had just under 10k followers on both apps. She had no more than 200 when we first met. Most of her posts at that time were relatively innocent in a sense that they were focused on her spending time with friends, doing skateboarding tricks, etc. All of that changed when she posted a video of her getting a tattoo just below her belly button. Obviously she had to show some skin to get the tattoo, and even though she wasn't like naked or anything, it was more than enough nudity to attract a decent amount of online attention. Since then, she's embraced her sexuality a lot more. Almost all of her posts have been one step away from Only Fans territory.
Her most recent TikTok is actually what prompted me to share this post. She posted a video of her sitting on the edge of the bed with me sleeping in the background. She was wearing what she calls pajamas and what I call underwear. She slowly proceeded to pull down the blanket to reveal that I'm not wearing a shirt. She continued pulling until the blanket reached my waist. The video stops there with her biting her bottom lip and seductively smiling at the camera. Cue thousands of views and likes. Most of the comments requested a part 2. A few even said the sex must have been good for me to be passed out like that. Ironically, there was never any sex. My gf made it clear to me since day one she was not about that sex before marriage life, which I respected.
She gave me a hand job one time and that was the most sexual thing we have ever done to date. It's been a year since that hand job. Sometimes I masturbate to her content on social media because she's more sexual on there than she is with me. I will never put pressure on her (or anyone) to have sex with me, but based on what I've been seeing online, I just can't help but feel like she's using up all her sexual affection on the internet instead of in our relationship. I want to respect her wish to wait until marriage before doing anything sexual with another person, but marriage is not even on our minds at the moment. How do I encourage my gf to show me the same sexual energy she shows thousands of random strangers, without sounding like I'm either implying that she's a hypocrite or that I'm disrespecting her values?
FML. This was supposed to be a one paragraph post. Sorry.
**EDIT:**
Thank you so much for all the feedback. I never expected to attract so much attention on this sub. I'm sorry I didn't respond to all of you, I could no longer keep up with the volume of comments coming through. I just wanted to provide an update so that I don't leave my post so open ended. I talked to my gf. Thanks to the advice on here, I was more confident in what I wanted to communicate. In short, she said she knew I was gonna "break" eventually because at the end of the day "guys want girls who want sex". Not gonna lie, from there I kind of lost control of the conversation. She became annoyed at my comment about consent and wasted no time deleting the recent TikTok of me sleeping, even though I didn't ask her to delete it. I became so overwhelmed that I decided to show her this thread. Big fucking mistake. She accused me of making her sound like a slut. Then she cried and said it's ironic because here I was complaining on the internet about her getting so much attention for being sexual, and yet, my first response was to discuss her sexual behaviour with horny strangers on a sex site, and not only get hundreds of messages and thousands of upvotes, but also awards for it. She said that made both of us sluts. We decided to drop the subject for the evening because we were both getting emotional and saying hurtful things. We went our separate ways and have yet to speak again. Not quite the happily ever after I was hoping for.
Her most recent TikTok is actually what prompted me to share this post. She posted a video of her sitting on the edge of the bed with me sleeping in the background. She was wearing what she calls pajamas and what I call underwear. She slowly proceeded to pull down the blanket to reveal that I'm not wearing a shirt. She continued pulling until the blanket reached my waist. The video stops there with her biting her bottom lip and seductively smiling at the camera. Cue thousands of views and likes. Most of the comments requested a part 2. A few even said the sex must have been good for me to be passed out like that. Ironically, there was never any sex. My gf made it clear to me since day one she was not about that sex before marriage life, which I respected.
She gave me a hand job one time and that was the most sexual thing we have ever done to date. It's been a year since that hand job. Sometimes I masturbate to her content on social media because she's more sexual on there than she is with me. I will never put pressure on her (or anyone) to have sex with me, but based on what I've been seeing online, I just can't help but feel like she's using up all her sexual affection on the internet instead of in our relationship. I want to respect her wish to wait until marriage before doing anything sexual with another person, but marriage is not even on our minds at the moment. How do I encourage my gf to show me the same sexual energy she shows thousands of random strangers, without sounding like I'm either implying that she's a hypocrite or that I'm disrespecting her values?
FML. This was supposed to be a one paragraph post. Sorry.
**EDIT:**
Thank you so much for all the feedback. I never expected to attract so much attention on this sub. I'm sorry I didn't respond to all of you, I could no longer keep up with the volume of comments coming through. I just wanted to provide an update so that I don't leave my post so open ended. I talked to my gf. Thanks to the advice on here, I was more confident in what I wanted to communicate. In short, she said she knew I was gonna "break" eventually because at the end of the day "guys want girls who want sex". Not gonna lie, from there I kind of lost control of the conversation. She became annoyed at my comment about consent and wasted no time deleting the recent TikTok of me sleeping, even though I didn't ask her to delete it. I became so overwhelmed that I decided to show her this thread. Big fucking mistake. She accused me of making her sound like a slut. Then she cried and said it's ironic because here I was complaining on the internet about her getting so much attention for being sexual, and yet, my first response was to discuss her sexual behaviour with horny strangers on a sex site, and not only get hundreds of messages and thousands of upvotes, but also awards for it. She said that made both of us sluts. We decided to drop the subject for the evening because we were both getting emotional and saying hurtful things. We went our separate ways and have yet to speak again. Not quite the happily ever after I was hoping for.