BrrBrrPatapimTralle
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Prologue
You probably know me
Ive had 40k posts across all my accounts on this site. Im not gonna specify what country im from but all you need to know is its a poor chink country. Ill refer to it as Chinkistan
Pre birth
My mother was born in Chinkistan and she moved to the US at 19, and she dated a white model. Things seem to be going fine so far, right? A hapa with a white model dad, seems like hell live a normal life. But then it all went wrong and she met my 5 5 chinkistani dad in a cell phone store (arranged by her friend).
Birth
I was born in a sleepy town in the US state of Washington with a long chinkistani name (22 characters). (I was born with the umbilical cord wrapped around my neck
) Anyways my parents started arguing a few days after I was born and my dad left (he came back in a couple weeks)
Early Childhood
My living situation wasnt exactly what you would call stable.
My parents separated and got back together quite a few times and we moved around a lot.
From a young age it was clear there was something wrong with me and it took a long time before I had begun to talk.
One of the many bad experiences i had was at a pizza party, i was grabbing my slice and some kid said "Eww hes spreading his disease". Anyways that pissed me off and i touched all the slices and i got suspended. Mind you this was before covid but they wete probably saying it because i was a chink. Anyways we settled in Illinois.
Middle School
Middle school wasnt great eithet. I hadnt yet learnt to jut to hide my atrocious 150 degree jaw frontal angle and i had started to fall behind in height relative to my peers. A bad experience i recall from this time was every single person on the bus slapping me before they got off. I couldnt go one day without getting bitched in some way, and I had to force myself with the popular kids at lunch.
I looked for a situation and i thought i had found it, i had started getting into the redpill and the gym during this sort of intermission between old me and current me. I got rid of the shitty buzzcut every chink has and i started jutting. Believe it or not a few girls were interested in me during this time. One being a fat nigerian who heightmogged me by several inches (Norbit JFL) and the other a chinkess.
High School
Starting in my freshman year of high school i had started to learn about the blackpill and this site and i had made my first account. As expected everyone called me subhuman.
A ftm transgender with a brickhead who heightmogged me by several inches approached me. I got put into special education classes during this time btw.
JFL at trying to socialize or have real friends when you get called to the counselors office every single period or when the escort comes to drop you off at your retard class.
Chinkistan Pt. 1
My parents decided to send me to chinkistan for whatever reason. It wasnt that bad since i was staying in the capital with my moms parents and there was internet and running water. Not much to say about this.
Came there when i was 14 and stayed for 11 months before returning to the US.
Interlude
My parents had moved once again while i was gone and i had to go to a different school. I got kicked out of that school for talking about school shootings and i got sent to a school for unironic retards.
They dont allow you to bring your phone and they dont provide any chromebooks/tablets
I really fucking hated my classmates and the teacher and eventually i got kicked out and sent to the mental hospital for talking about school shootings (got sent to the ward twice before for suicidal ideations btw)
Anyways my mom informed me that it was back to chinkistan for me once i got out.
Chinkistan Pt. 2 (present)
Anyways this time i got sent to a rural area with my dads brother and his family rather than the capital with my moms parents.
There is no running water nor are there any paved roads.
I have to walk like a mile to the public showers each day and im writing this during the 20 minutes of internet access i get a day.
At least im finally above average height tho
I geniunely thought my situation couldnt get worse before this (assisted housing and food stamps)
Future
I was considering saving up and getting surgeries but my current stay in chinkistan will be delaying that by several years.
Im 16 and have been told several times i look older
By the time ive worked the 2-3 years necessary to get my surgeries ill look old as fuck and therell be no point
I dont know what im gonna do
Thoughts on myself
Im the ugliest you can get without qualifying and medically deformed
I would say im a 2-3/10
Im so fucking ugly its insane
Every proportion and festure on my face is significantly below average
Im a bottom 1% face
Even if i got those surgeries i would be hltn if gods feeling generous
I wanna add that i have no father figure
He doesnt speak english and i only ever saw him in the late night
I only have one irl friend at a time too
Anyways you probably think im low iq or low sentience or wahtever after reading this
Im like 110-125 tho
@Looks over NT
@Kman
@NorwoodAscender
Prologue
You probably know me
Ive had 40k posts across all my accounts on this site. Im not gonna specify what country im from but all you need to know is its a poor chink country. Ill refer to it as Chinkistan
Pre birth
My mother was born in Chinkistan and she moved to the US at 19, and she dated a white model. Things seem to be going fine so far, right? A hapa with a white model dad, seems like hell live a normal life. But then it all went wrong and she met my 5 5 chinkistani dad in a cell phone store (arranged by her friend).
Birth
I was born in a sleepy town in the US state of Washington with a long chinkistani name (22 characters). (I was born with the umbilical cord wrapped around my neck
) Anyways my parents started arguing a few days after I was born and my dad left (he came back in a couple weeks)Early Childhood
My living situation wasnt exactly what you would call stable.
My parents separated and got back together quite a few times and we moved around a lot.
From a young age it was clear there was something wrong with me and it took a long time before I had begun to talk.
One of the many bad experiences i had was at a pizza party, i was grabbing my slice and some kid said "Eww hes spreading his disease". Anyways that pissed me off and i touched all the slices and i got suspended. Mind you this was before covid but they wete probably saying it because i was a chink. Anyways we settled in Illinois.
Middle School
Middle school wasnt great eithet. I hadnt yet learnt to jut to hide my atrocious 150 degree jaw frontal angle and i had started to fall behind in height relative to my peers. A bad experience i recall from this time was every single person on the bus slapping me before they got off. I couldnt go one day without getting bitched in some way, and I had to force myself with the popular kids at lunch.
I looked for a situation and i thought i had found it, i had started getting into the redpill and the gym during this sort of intermission between old me and current me. I got rid of the shitty buzzcut every chink has and i started jutting. Believe it or not a few girls were interested in me during this time. One being a fat nigerian who heightmogged me by several inches (Norbit JFL) and the other a chinkess.
High School
Starting in my freshman year of high school i had started to learn about the blackpill and this site and i had made my first account. As expected everyone called me subhuman.
A ftm transgender with a brickhead who heightmogged me by several inches approached me. I got put into special education classes during this time btw.
JFL at trying to socialize or have real friends when you get called to the counselors office every single period or when the escort comes to drop you off at your retard class.
Chinkistan Pt. 1
My parents decided to send me to chinkistan for whatever reason. It wasnt that bad since i was staying in the capital with my moms parents and there was internet and running water. Not much to say about this.
Came there when i was 14 and stayed for 11 months before returning to the US.
Interlude
My parents had moved once again while i was gone and i had to go to a different school. I got kicked out of that school for talking about school shootings and i got sent to a school for unironic retards.
They dont allow you to bring your phone and they dont provide any chromebooks/tablets
I really fucking hated my classmates and the teacher and eventually i got kicked out and sent to the mental hospital for talking about school shootings (got sent to the ward twice before for suicidal ideations btw)
Anyways my mom informed me that it was back to chinkistan for me once i got out.
Chinkistan Pt. 2 (present)
Anyways this time i got sent to a rural area with my dads brother and his family rather than the capital with my moms parents.
There is no running water nor are there any paved roads.
I have to walk like a mile to the public showers each day and im writing this during the 20 minutes of internet access i get a day.
At least im finally above average height tho
I geniunely thought my situation couldnt get worse before this (assisted housing and food stamps)
Future
I was considering saving up and getting surgeries but my current stay in chinkistan will be delaying that by several years.
Im 16 and have been told several times i look older
By the time ive worked the 2-3 years necessary to get my surgeries ill look old as fuck and therell be no point
I dont know what im gonna do
Thoughts on myself
Im the ugliest you can get without qualifying and medically deformed
I would say im a 2-3/10
Im so fucking ugly its insane
Every proportion and festure on my face is significantly below average
Im a bottom 1% face
Even if i got those surgeries i would be hltn if gods feeling generous
I wanna add that i have no father figure
He doesnt speak english and i only ever saw him in the late night
I only have one irl friend at a time too
Anyways you probably think im low iq or low sentience or wahtever after reading this
Im like 110-125 tho
@Looks over NT
@Kman
@NorwoodAscender
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