my whole life I've never been relevant, or useful

[PeakIncels]

realized that my 17 years on earth have been the most useless thing ever.

both online, and irl, my presence was worthless, even in discord servers i was "ignored"

wouldn't say ignored, just my presence didn't matter to another person, I'm not a variable

at school, if i went or didn't, nobody noticed, if i hung out, none of my friends really cared or not

if i was in family meetings, nobody really cared, again, i didn't matter

it's like in this world i don't belong anywhere, i don't have a place to stay, or be

you'll see users like @Volksstaffel that are so popular, but like, he actually earns it, and works for it so it's fair, and it goes smooth for him, i do it? won't work

I'm just a shadow in everyone's life

I think that's my problem, I just don't have an impact, i don't really care about that, i won't cry over it or wtv, i just wish things were differently, wish i was better

 

[PeakIncels]

@Pento @trench @Proex @greycel

 

[PeakIncels]

@MoggerGaston

 

[Pento]

I’ve noticed better looks and height = more status, same with being socialable.

 

[PeakIncels]

I’ve noticed better looks and height = more status, same with being socialable.

I'm not just talking about looks, I'm talking about general person, personality, every factor

 

[PeakIncels]

b

 

[Proex]

I’ve noticed better looks and height = more status, same with being socialable.

I have never ascended past MTN, still treated like nobody at 20

 

[Pento]

I'm not just talking about looks, I'm talking about general person, personality, every factor

Looks are personality, how you look is how your regarded.
I think it is subconscious. And gut feelings to. I don’t know how to explain it but I think people can read off others vibes and aura aswell.
The better I looked the more respected I was everywhere

 

[PeakIncels]

@valentine @wollet2 mirin positivitymaxxing?

 

[MoggerGaston]

@MoggerGaston

Build a new life, find people that do and more importantly, start finding yourself relevant and useful because you wont what you dont believe in

 

[Volksstaffel]

Idk how to help you to be honest.
If it makes you feel better, IRL I'm a ghost as well

 

[McSkziofren]

new identity


new sim card


new iphone


new face


new date of birth

 

[Bitterschön]

Same problem here

 

[dawooddX]

realized that my 17 years on earth have been the most useless thing ever.

both online, and irl, my presence was worthless, even in discord servers i was "ignored"

wouldn't say ignored, just my presence didn't matter to another person, I'm not a variable

at school, if i went or didn't, nobody noticed, if i hung out, none of my friends really cared or not

if i was in family meetings, nobody really cared, again, i didn't matter

it's like in this world i don't belong anywhere, i don't have a place to stay, or be

you'll see users like @Volksstaffel that are so popular, but like, he actually earns it, and works for it so it's fair, and it goes smooth for him, i do it? won't work

I'm just a shadow in everyone's life

I think that's my problem, I just don't have an impact, i don't really care about that, i won't cry over it or wtv, i just wish things were differently, wish i was better

u are responsible for making something of ur life though
life is short
have u put effort atleast? into actually getting to know a person or actually have something going on for urself? for ur future?
anything even a bit?

 

[superpsycho]

relatable, i’m pretty much invisible

 

[davidlaidisme67]

 

[inceI]

incel > peakincel

mogged

 

[inceI]

atleast you have double rep ratio

 

[flambria]

realized that my 17 years on earth have been the most useless thing ever.

both online, and irl, my presence was worthless, even in discord servers i was "ignored"

wouldn't say ignored, just my presence didn't matter to another person, I'm not a variable

at school, if i went or didn't, nobody noticed, if i hung out, none of my friends really cared or not

if i was in family meetings, nobody really cared, again, i didn't matter

it's like in this world i don't belong anywhere, i don't have a place to stay, or be

you'll see users like @Volksstaffel that are so popular, but like, he actually earns it, and works for it so it's fair, and it goes smooth for him, i do it? won't work

I'm just a shadow in everyone's life

I think that's my problem, I just don't have an impact, i don't really care about that, i won't cry over it or wtv, i just wish things were differently, wish i was better

Holy shit, same thing is happening to me, on ignore for nearly 18 years

So irrelevant, I left school, my "friends" didn't ask me, where I went, even though I gave them my contacts, I gave it to 5 of them, not single message (left school at grade 11) they were meant to be my supposed to be my close high school "friends" from grade 7 - 11, all for nought

honestly did I have friends?, I guess they were superficial and outcasts (they were autistic and socially inept)

Who did I have? That's right, I'm alone, no connection to a human soul, never had a girl, LTN, recessed jaw, crowded teeth, ethnic in western society, 5'8 would of roped if I was 5'6 or below.

I lost all, no friends, who am I?
What purpose did I serve, or going to serve?
Why did I come to this Earth, it had to be for a reason right?
What undiagnosed fucking medical problem fucked up all my potential?

You see these questions are all in progress of answering, I will never know if I can answer them, I'm an empty shell of what I used to be 2 years ago.

How will I fix it? It might be coping, but I will try to ascend in this lifetime. Whether it be roids, surgery or geomaxxing. If I fail by 30 y/o, I will jump off the face off the Earth, but who cares, I'm irrelevant anyways.