g4rlic
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You really start to internalize looks as status markers more than sex after highschool. I have literally built more shame and sometimes even find myself repulsed by fatter women as I've gotten older.
The will to fuck is there but I simply cannot be seen with them. The approval of women I'm not attracted to also matters more to me cuz ik that if one likes you then a bunch others likely will and that even mid women are brain rotted and hypergamous, even ugly women will treat you like shit ( probably even worse jfl).
I used to simp for my ltb hs crush and put her on a pedestal. I don't think that would happen today despite how intensely I felt for her.
The will to fuck is there but I simply cannot be seen with them. The approval of women I'm not attracted to also matters more to me cuz ik that if one likes you then a bunch others likely will and that even mid women are brain rotted and hypergamous, even ugly women will treat you like shit ( probably even worse jfl).
I used to simp for my ltb hs crush and put her on a pedestal. I don't think that would happen today despite how intensely I felt for her.
