nd and mental health pill is so fucking brutal

[FiendFiend]

I literally mog, am top 15% looks percentile, blonde, blue eyed, 7.5 inch BP, 5'10, 6ft in shoes.

Yet im still fucking rotting on here FUCKING NIGGERS

 

[FiendFiend]

I literally mog, am top 15% looks percentile, blonde, blue eyed, 7.5 inch BP, 5'10, 6ft in shoes.

Yet im still fucking rotting on here FUCKING NIGGERS

Location, upbringing, neurotypicality IS the true fucking blackpill. U can be in the fucking hoarde in the 50 percentile, have a 5 incher, not even be white, 5'9, and you will still fucking lifemog me just off good location, upbringing, being nt.

Fuck this faggot world

 

[Vincent Freeman]

I literally mog, am top 15% looks percentile, blonde, blue eyed, 7.5 inch BP, 5'10, 6ft in shoes.

 

[FiendFiend]

why the gif

 

[fraudislaw]

50 percentile, have a 5 incher, not even be white, 5'9,

yo was calling me out like that necessary
bigger than 5 inch tho ngl

 

[FiendFiend]

yo was calling me out like that necessary

 

[catastropy]

Location, upbringing, neurotypicality IS the true fucking blackpill. U can be in the fucking hoarde in the 50 percentile, have a 5 incher, not even be white, 5'9, and you will still fucking lifemog me just off good location, upbringing, being nt.

Fuck this faggot world

I mean u still wouldnt trade ur current life for that one tbh, even tho the life quality is better, but yes its basically an equal trade off i guess, just look at the deepest slums of delhi, once ur in there, and ur ugly it is genuienly over no matter how good u look in the future

 

[mxl4chi1]

its the complete opposite for me, im gaslight into thinking its my mindset/personality/nd whatever when its 100% my looks

 

[jflmeister]

it's only brutal because it makes you descend

i gained a lot of weight because of mental illness and it fucked up my looks

i have to spend a long time and waste a portion of my youth so that i can lose weight

 

[FiendFiend]

it's only brutal because it makes you descend

i gained a lot of weight because of mental illness and it fucked up my looks

i have to spend a long time and waste a portion of my youth so that i can lose weight

i might just get myself sent to the ward at this point i need it and to cope. Im invisible even in my own home, in public, no one gives a fuck about me.

 

[FiendFiend]

its the complete opposite for me, im gaslight into thinking its my mindset/personality/nd whatever when its 100% my looks

that can be if ur genuinely ugly. But i used to be subhuman, i now have good stats, im still subhuman

 

[mxl4chi1]

that can be if ur genuinely ugly. But i used to be subhuman, i now have good stats, im still subhuman

i used to be sub5, im just completely mid now

 

[I need a new face]

I literally mog, am top 15% looks percentile, blonde, blue eyed, 7.5 inch BP, 5'10, 6ft in shoes.

Yet im still fucking rotting on here FUCKING NIGGERS

i'm 6'1 but i don't mog shit and i am an ocdcel and high inhib so it's over

 

[horseman]

it's only brutal because it makes you descend

i gained a lot of weight because of mental illness and it fucked up my looks

i have to spend a long time and waste a portion of my youth so that i can lose weight

How much do you weigh bro

 

[Vincent Freeman]

i'm 6'1 but i don't mog shit and i am an ocdcel and high inhib so it's over

how old are u oldcel

 

[I need a new face]

how old are u oldcel

i am not an oldcel

 

[FiendFiend]

I mean u still wouldnt trade ur current life for that one tbh, even tho the life quality is better, but yes its basically an equal trade off i guess, just look at the deepest slums of delhi, once ur in there, and ur ugly it is genuienly over no matter how good u look in the future

yeah thats my point, that location, being NT, and upbringing matter more than looks.

 

[Vincent Freeman]

i am not an oldcel

but you will be in no time

 

[Eltrē]

How about instead of humblebragging on here you narcymaxx and do it in-person

 

[Rashm0n]

7.5 inch BP, 5'10, 6ft in shoes.

trade penis lenght for some inches on height and you will slay

 

[FiendFiend]

How about instead of humblebragging on here you narcymaxx and do it in-person

Im not humble bragging. I just have good stats, you cant comprehend even with good stats that someone is still a virgin rotting.

I dont go school, i dont go college, i havent hanged out with my friends since summer. I live like a hermit other than to run errands.

I'm not a narcissist; I am just naming my stats. My upbringing, location, not being NT has got me here. I will never be understood but thats okay

 

[Eltrē]

Im not humble bragging. I just have good stats, you cant comprehend even with good stats that someone is still a virgin rotting.

I dont go school, i dont go college, i havent hanged out with my friends since summer. I live like a hermit other than to run errands.

I'm not a narcissist; I am just naming my stats. My upbringing, location, not being NT has got me here. I will never be understood but thats okay

Retard all you have to do is go outside if those are actually your stats and the normies will do the rest

You just need positive reinforcement

 

[FiendFiend]

Retard all you have to do is go outside if those are actually your stats and the normies will do the rest

You just need positive reinforcement

I did for a few months I got a bit of confidence, even did some troll cold approaches. Nigga nothing helps. My phenibut and benzos ran out that i'd use to even hang out with my friend and barely even have the inhib of a NT normie.

Its not as simple to just go outside when ur location is shit, when ur not NT, when u have negative reinforcement, overthink constantly.

Dont get me wrong I dont fear to go outside like I used to when I was subhuman, but even when I was a normal good looking kid i've always been this way.

This is my natural form. My dads side has a history of suicide and alcoholism, he looks good but there is no looks for a fucked up brain u were given at birth or ur upbringing

 

[christiank123]

So true mentally ill as fuck barely go outside still slay somehow tho

 

[eology]

I literally mog, am top 15% looks percentile, blonde, blue eyed, 7.5 inch BP, 5'10, 6ft in shoes.

Yet im still fucking rotting on here FUCKING NIGGERS

fr making up stats

 

[FiendFiend]

So true mentally ill as fuck barely go outside still slay somehow tho

dont even have the confidence or self love to go slay, definitley not possible without a bunch of meds, and I ran out and my mom hates when i take them.


The only solution if ur as mentally fucked as me is genuinely to be a 6'5 chad, thats the only thing that could genuinely override this level of shit mental health and NDness

 

[Eltrē]

I did for a few months I got a bit of confidence, even did some troll cold approaches. Nigga nothing helps. My phenibut and benzos ran out that i'd use to even hang out with my friend and barely even have the inhib of a NT normie.

Its not as simple to just go outside when ur location is shit, when ur not NT, when u have negative reinforcement, overthink constantly.

Dont get me wrong I dont fear to go outside like I used to when I was subhuman, but even when I was a normal good looking kid i've always been this way.

This is my natural form. My dads side has a history of suicide and alcoholism, he looks good but there is no looks for a fucked up brain u were given at birth or ur upbringing

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A few months wont undo years of a bad upbringing, you're just coping because it'll take a lot of effort to undo it all

Where there is a will there is a way (valid proverb considering your stats if you're not lying about them JFL)

 

[FiendFiend]

fr making up stats

i actively go on snapchat i should do my snapchat diaries of being a dickmogger but honestly it will just remind me how big of a loser i am that i dont talk to random whores from the third world instead of slaying irl because im a nd bum

 

[Eltrē]

definitley not possible without a bunch of meds, and I ran out and my mom hates when i take them.

How long have you been on/off them?
Were you dependent on them?

When I quit benzos I was just as insecure and hopeless as you for probably half a year, typical withdrawal symptoms so just wait it out

 

[FiendFiend]

A few months wont undo years of a bad upbringing, you're just coping because it'll take a lot of effort to undo it all

Where there is a will there is a way (valid proverb considering your stats if you're not lying about them JFL)

i can send u my face in dms, im not coping.

Not sure as for dick thats kinda gay but foids from third world slums on snapchat can vouch

 

[Eltrē]

i can send u my face in dms, im not coping.

Not sure as for dick thats kinda gay but foids from third world slums on snapchat can vouch

PM then

 

[FiendFiend]

A few months wont undo years of a bad upbringing, you're just coping because it'll take a lot of effort to undo it all

Where there is a will there is a way (valid proverb considering your stats if you're not lying about them JFL)

i can send u my face in dms, im not coping.

Not sure as for dick thats kinda gay but foids from third world slums on snapchat can vouch

 

[christiank123]

dont even have the confidence or self love to go slay, definitley not possible without a bunch of meds, and I ran out and my mom hates when i take them.


The only solution if ur as mentally fucked as me is genuinely to be a 6'5 chad, thats the only thing that could genuinely override this level of shit mental health and NDness

It helps that im jbg but i understand u man i hope u feel better id recommend ssris but they fucked me up and took years to get good ones. It would prob help to spend time away from screens and shit but i don’t wanna tell u what to do yknow

 

[mangotimer]

Dam

 

[FiendFiend]

How long have you been on/off them?
Were you dependent on them?

When I quit benzos I was just as insecure and hopeless as you for probably half a year, typical withdrawal symptoms so just wait it out

im not dependant i took them for work, and phenibut when i went out with my friend because i just came off a hiatus of rotting at home for 2 years

 

[Saint Casanova]

How long have you been on/off them?
Were you dependent on them?

When I quit benzos I was just as insecure and hopeless as you for probably half a year, typical withdrawal symptoms so just wait it out

Benzo withdrawals seem brutal man. Some guy offered me Xanax and I was tempted because I was having some sleeping issues but I’m glad I didn’t take em

 

[Eltrē]

Benzo withdrawals seem brutal man. Some guy offered me Xanax and I was tempted because I was having some sleeping issues but I’m glad I didn’t take em

Never take benzos unless you have to, literal retard drug.
You're borderline retarded when on them so you stop giving a fuck about anything + they all cause delusions of sobriety so you'll just keep munching them down as you think you feel sober

4 months of my life are completely missing from my memory and for the first 3 months after quitting I only slept 1-3 hours a night.
I looked like a fucking ghoul.

Brutal shit blud.

 

[Saint Casanova]

Never take benzos unless you have to, literal retard drug.
You're borderline retarded when on them so you stop giving a fuck about anything + they all cause delusions of sobriety so you'll just keep munching them down as you think you feel sober

4 months of my life are completely missing from my memory and for the first 3 months after quitting I only slept 1-3 hours a night.
I looked like a fucking ghoul.

Brutal shit blud.

Definitely. It’s a huge issue though since they’re prescribed for things that shouldn’t really need benzos. In general taking things that fuck with your Gabaergic system isn’t a good idea unless you really need it.

How are you doing now ?

 

[tanmanSIXSIXSIX]

I literally mog, am top 15% looks percentile, blonde, blue eyed, 7.5 inch BP, 5'10, 6ft in shoes.

Yet im still fucking rotting on here FUCKING NIGGERS

js larp nt boyoyo not dat hard

 

[Eltrē]

Definitely. It’s a huge issue though since they’re prescribed for things that shouldn’t really need benzos. In general taking things that fuck with your Gabaergic system isn’t a good idea unless you really need it.

It's brutal, I was actually thinking to myself earlier that chances are most people really aren't that soulless, they just got raped by their doctors and are basically walking pharmacies.

I think like 1 in 5 women in America are on some kind of psychiatric medication JFL.
That + hormonal birth control, no wonder they act the way they do.

How are you doing now ?

Better, only in the past few weeks have I started to consistently get 6ish hours of sleep though.
But hey, it is what it is.

 

[user98120]

I literally mog, am top 15% looks percentile, blonde, blue eyed, 7.5 inch BP, 5'10, 6ft in shoes.

Yet im still fucking rotting on here FUCKING NIGGERS

Its kinda brutal actually being nd and high inhib while normies just socialize and acts like its nothing they will never know how it feels to be nd tho

 

[Saint Casanova]

It's brutal, I was actually thinking to myself earlier that chances are most people really aren't that soulless, they just got raped by their doctors and are basically walking pharmacies.

I think like 1 in 5 women in America are on some kind of psychiatric medication JFL.
That + hormonal birth control, no wonder they act the way they do.

Better, only in the past few weeks have I started to consistently get 6ish hours of sleep though.
But hey, it is what it is.

Exactly. So many people have been unnecessarily given a cocktail of drugs. Not to mention all the shit in our environment which likely impacts our neurochemistry. Hell most looksmaxxers willingly take a bunch of shit too. I’m worried to take 5ARs myself because they indirectly impact the gabaergic system by alternating allopreg but I’ll probably sadly to have to compromise too. MBP is too brutal.

That’s good. It takes time but generally it seems that the brain’s system recovers over a while

 

[Vincent Freeman]

Im not humble bragging. I just have good stats, you cant comprehend even with good stats that someone is still a virgin rotting.

 

[Eltrē]

Exactly. So many people have been unnecessarily given a cocktail of drugs. Not to mention all the shit in our environment which likely impacts our neurochemistry. Hell most looksmaxxers willingly take a bunch of shit too. I’m worried to take 5ARs myself because they indirectly impact the gabaergic system by alternating allopreg but I’ll probably sadly to have to compromise too. MBP is too brutal.

And that's why these 'pharmacologist' (drug addict) looksmaxxers are always mentally deranged JFL.

I'd say it's the lifestyle too, it's ridiculous when you look at how a lot of people live.
BRB waking up to eat tofu and using a large syrup coffee from Starbucks to wash down 5 different pills to have enough energy to whore around and then finish the day with a blackout to cope with their life.

Apparently there are a few new promising treatments for MBP in trials but I haven't really looked into it, I know a lot of r/tressless fellas were hyped up about them though so maybe look into that.

That’s good. It takes time but generally it seems that the brain’s system recovers over a while

Yeah, thankfully so.

I'm still only 18 so my brain should recover fully
I actually had quite a bit of neurotoxicity at my worst to the point where my motor skills were completely fucked JFL

I'd say I'm like 80% recovered though

 

[Eltrē]

I’m worried to take 5ARs myself because they indirectly impact the gabaergic system by alternating allopreg but I’ll probably sadly to have to compromise too. MBP is too brutal.

 

[Saint Casanova]

And that's why these 'pharmacologist' (drug addict) looksmaxxers are always mentally deranged JFL.

I'd say it's the lifestyle too, it's ridiculous when you look at how a lot of people live.
BRB waking up to eat tofu and using a large syrup coffee from Starbucks to wash down 5 different pills to have enough energy to whore around and then finish the day with a blackout to cope with their life.

Apparently there are a few new promising treatments for MBP in trials but I haven't really looked into it, I know a lot of r/tressless fellas were hyped up about them though so maybe look into that.

Yeah, thankfully so.

I'm still only 18 so my brain should recover fully
I actually had quite a bit of neurotoxicity at my worst to the point where my motor skills were completely fucked JFL

I'd say I'm like 80% recovered though

Yeah I mean look at Clav for example. He’s like a robot. No emotion likely from all the shit he’s taking. Not to mention how he crashed his car falling asleep on pregab iirc.

I can see why people take all this shit tbh. Modern life is so horribly dull. It makes sense why people need something.

I’ve heard about them but it’s gonna be a while until they pass all the trials. I’ll probably just have to microdose fin or use it topically in the meantime.

Definitely will recover. I’ve read that even very harsh drug withdrawals from ssris, benzos ect recover but it does take a while

 

[Eltrē]

Yeah I mean look at Clav for example. He’s like a robot. No emotion likely from all the shit he’s taking. Not to mention how he crashed his car falling asleep on pregab iirc.

He has that soulless stim stare, once you learn to recognise it you'll see it quite often.
I heard he quit the harder stuff but I doubt he'd be able to trudge along completely sober

I can see why people take all this shit tbh. Modern life is so horribly dull. It makes sense why people need something.

Do you take anything?

I'm against using stims to be a better goy but having a little weekend off every now and then is something that would benefit pretty much everyone

I’ve heard about them but it’s gonna be a while until they pass all the trials. I’ll probably just have to microdose fin or use it topically in the meantime.

Apparently GT20029 should be released late 2027, maybe 28/29 if all goes well.

Brutal how fast time passes it's gonna be 2030 soon

Definitely will recover. I’ve read that even very harsh drug withdrawals from ssris, benzos ect recover but it does take a while

Yeah, unfortunate you can't really speed things up though... nor can you really tell how far you've progressed since you just get used to how you are.

 

[cowmuncher26]

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[Saint Casanova]

He has that soulless stim stare, once you learn to recognise it you'll see it quite often.
I heard he quit the harder stuff but I doubt he'd be able to trudge along completely sober

Do you take anything?

I'm against using stims to be a better goy but having a little weekend off every now and then is something that would benefit pretty much everyone

Apparently GT20029 should be released late 2027, maybe 28/29 if all goes well.

Brutal how fast time passes it's gonna be 2030 soon

Yeah, unfortunate you can't really speed things up though... nor can you really tell how far you've progressed since you just get used to how you are.

Yeah I see it often from people I know too sadly.

I took before weed ( made me slow and spiked my heart), alcohol, and I’ve tried coke and molly. Coke felt the best but I never took it again.

Hopefully it doesn’t get delayed. I’d probably have to get on fin though. I personally don’t believe PFS for example since like I said you should generally recover from any gabaergic disruption and it’s impact is mild if anything compared to benzos say, but clearly some people get sides and could take a while to resolve.

Best thing is just not to focus on it as silly as it sounds. Thats how I sorted out my insomnia. I just stopped giving a shit and went about my day and goals irrespective of how I felt and just forgot about it and could sleep

 

[Eltrē]

Yeah I see it often from people I know too sadly.

I took before weed ( made me slow and spiked my heart), alcohol, and I’ve tried coke and molly. Coke felt the best but I never took it again.

Hopefully it doesn’t get delayed. I’d probably have to get on fin though. I personally don’t believe PFS for example since like I said you should generally recover from any gabaergic disruption and it’s impact is mild if anything compared to benzos say, but clearly some people get sides and could take a while to resolve.

Best thing is just not to focus on it as silly as it sounds. Thats how I sorted out my insomnia. I just stopped giving a shit and went about my day and goals irrespective of how I felt and just forgot about it and could sleep

Not much else you can do IG, worth checking this site out though, has all the dates and everything
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Yeah, I'm less worried about the insomnia and more about the cognition these days though.
Can't help but be a little paranoid about it so any little noticeable decrease I instantly sperg out about it....