(ND HELL) Going outside and mogging while being ND is suicide fuel (Hopelessness)

[Alienmaxxer]

You go outside and mog but it literally doesn't matter. Groups of normie friends pass you friendcucking you while you have none, guys that you mog to oblivion are with hot girls, crowds of people each with their friends mocking you while you get to walk past and "mog" them, social spaces that you cant access due to your loneliness are filled with people. You get to see the "life" all around you that has been denied to you. At least you mog them tho!

It gives a sense of powerlessness. That even though you've come this far and ascended more than you ever thought possible for yourself, it literally doesn't matter.

"just ascend bro if ur attractive you can get away with anything" what a lie.

People really dont understand ER. He was constantly getting friendcucked, kept out of social spaces, left to rot indoors, forced to see couples where he mogged the guy to oblivion, and not only was there this humiliation and sadness, but also an anger and sheer confusion at how all these people around him made friends, got girls, etc. and he, the wealthy fashionmaxxed not-ugly guy who went outside everyday, was completely alone and basically banished from normie society.

He saw how many of them were loud, rude, ugly, or dumb, and yet had no trouble making friends or getting girls, and "had a life," meanwhile he was excommunicated for seemingly no reason. Of course, we know now it was just autism, but from his perspective, he couldn't figure that out.

Of course ER was a delusional narcissist and spoiled rich brat mass murderer, so it's hard to have sympathy for him. But for this part I definitely feel sympathy.

 

[milkshake_addict]

who would have thought being NT matters?

 

[JporkFoid]

You go outside and mog but it literally doesn't matter. Groups of normie friends pass you friendcucking you while you have none, guys that you mog to oblivion are with hot girls, crowds of people each with their friends mocking you while you get to walk past and "mog" them, social spaces that you cant access due to your loneliness are filled with people. You get to see the "life" all around you that has been denied to you. At least you mog them tho!

It gives a sense of powerlessness. That even though you've come this far and ascended more than you ever thought possible for yourself, it literally doesn't matter.

"just ascend bro if ur attractive you can get away with anything" what a lie.

People really dont understand ER. He was constantly getting friendcucked, kept out of social spaces, left to rot indoors, forced to see couples where he mogged the guy to oblivion, and not only was there this humiliation and sadness, but also an anger and sheer confusion at how all these people around him made friends, got girls, etc. and he, the wealthy fashionmaxxed not-ugly guy who went outside everyday, was completely alone and basically banished from normie society.

He saw how many of them were loud, rude, ugly, or dumb, and yet had no trouble making friends or getting girls, and "had a life," meanwhile he was excommunicated for seemingly no reason. Of course, we know now it was just autism, but from his perspective, he couldn't figure that out.

Of course ER was a delusional narcissist and spoiled rich brat mass murderer, so it's hard to have sympathy for him. But for this part I definitely feel sympathy.

well
maybe personality matters more than looks

 

[DrRodger]

Yeah I hate my highschool life
Definitely not gonna do this till I'm 18

 

[Alienmaxxer]

Yeah I hate my highschool life
Definitely not gonna do this till I'm 18

I had a friend group in HS until the third year, when I was kicked out. After that I was completely alone and ate lunch by myself everyday. I spent my time reading non-fiction and listening to music mostly. At the time it wasn't bad because I figured it was just a little fluke in my life, that id eventually get the hang of it. Little did I know I was actually autistic and wasn't a fluke at all that id spend most of my time alone and be banished from nt society essentially.

 

[jayfumetsu]

You go outside and mog but it literally doesn't matter. Groups of normie friends pass you friendcucking you while you have none, guys that you mog to oblivion are with hot girls, crowds of people each with their friends mocking you while you get to walk past and "mog" them, social spaces that you cant access due to your loneliness are filled with people. You get to see the "life" all around you that has been denied to you. At least you mog them tho!

It gives a sense of powerlessness. That even though you've come this far and ascended more than you ever thought possible for yourself, it literally doesn't matter.

"just ascend bro if ur attractive you can get away with anything" what a lie.

People really dont understand ER. He was constantly getting friendcucked, kept out of social spaces, left to rot indoors, forced to see couples where he mogged the guy to oblivion, and not only was there this humiliation and sadness, but also an anger and sheer confusion at how all these people around him made friends, got girls, etc. and he, the wealthy fashionmaxxed not-ugly guy who went outside everyday, was completely alone and basically banished from normie society.

He saw how many of them were loud, rude, ugly, or dumb, and yet had no trouble making friends or getting girls, and "had a life," meanwhile he was excommunicated for seemingly no reason. Of course, we know now it was just autism, but from his perspective, he couldn't figure that out.

Of course ER was a delusional narcissist and spoiled rich brat mass murderer, so it's hard to have sympathy for him. But for this part I definitely feel sympathy.

i hate how real this is lmao i cant even sit with my nt friends and larp nt i feel so hopeless and disgusted

 

[UserE_7.random]

You go outside and mog but it literally doesn't matter. Groups of normie friends pass you friendcucking you while you have none, guys that you mog to oblivion are with hot girls, crowds of people each with their friends mocking you while you get to walk past and "mog" them, social spaces that you cant access due to your loneliness are filled with people. You get to see the "life" all around you that has been denied to you. At least you mog them tho!

It gives a sense of powerlessness. That even though you've come this far and ascended more than you ever thought possible for yourself, it literally doesn't matter.

"just ascend bro if ur attractive you can get away with anything" what a lie.

People really dont understand ER. He was constantly getting friendcucked, kept out of social spaces, left to rot indoors, forced to see couples where he mogged the guy to oblivion, and not only was there this humiliation and sadness, but also an anger and sheer confusion at how all these people around him made friends, got girls, etc. and he, the wealthy fashionmaxxed not-ugly guy who went outside everyday, was completely alone and basically banished from normie society.

He saw how many of them were loud, rude, ugly, or dumb, and yet had no trouble making friends or getting girls, and "had a life," meanwhile he was excommunicated for seemingly no reason. Of course, we know now it was just autism, but from his perspective, he couldn't figure that out.

Of course ER was a delusional narcissist and spoiled rich brat mass murderer, so it's hard to have sympathy for him. But for this part I definitely feel sympathy.

Find your own people honestly don’t jester to get into groups. That’s what I do I talk w people I actually like, it’s insufferable talking w normies I don’t know. I’ve felt that feeling of envy and loneliness before but honestly I’ve let it go. There’s no point in being friends with people you don’t even like, goodluck bro.