brazilianheightcel
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So it's been a while ever since I set foot on here but I think this is worth sharing maybe you'll learn a thing or two idk
Like many niggas on this forum I grew up as a high inhib introspective kid with undiagnosed mental issues so as I grew up all these problems started manifesting more clearly in my life and in the way people saw me, especially as a teenager (14-17)
Being shy also made me a social recluse so every ounce of affection I got from others was always a big deal for me
I met this girl 2 years ago back when I was extremely depressed and spending all my time on the internet. I didn't give two fucks about her as my old school had some very hot chicks and for me she was just okay
She then called me to dance with her at a party as I standing all alone and prob felt bad for me, I didn't know what to do cuz I didn't interact with women at all and barely knew her so I turned her down
Realizing what I assumed was a failed opportunity to leave khhv status, I later convinced myself that she was looking at me from afar so I went to sit closer to her. We talked a bit to each other from time to time but it never evolved from very superficial stuff as I had a very hard time interacting with women. She probably noticed how nervous I got around her and started using me for favors, which at the time was enough to convince me that she liked me back and was just being affectionate JFL
3 months in, I made her a huge pink bouquet of flowers and poured my heart out on a love letter. I was too shy to give it to her myself so I arrived early to school just to leave it on her desk and pretend nothing happened
Although she loved it I then committed the fatal flaw of telling her friends that she used to stare at me multiple times a day (she didn't), so she tells me to get the fuck away from her and ghosts tf out of me. I tried sucking it up but at that point everyone and their mothers knew I liked her so she was constantly teased about me. Someone later convinced her that I was talking shit behind her back after she practically rejected me, so she crashed out and called me a douche, piece of shit and worse to my own friends, who laughed at my face after I found out. We never interacted ever again aside from the occasional glance
As the months passed, I noticed she was actually looking at me now, but I never took the initiative to do anything about it, as everyone conviced me I was paranoid and just imagining things
She now has a boyfriend that she loves and he's way better than me in all aspects
If she liked me back at some point I missed my only chance of getting a girlfriend as nearly all women I know despise me
Like many niggas on this forum I grew up as a high inhib introspective kid with undiagnosed mental issues so as I grew up all these problems started manifesting more clearly in my life and in the way people saw me, especially as a teenager (14-17)
Being shy also made me a social recluse so every ounce of affection I got from others was always a big deal for me
I met this girl 2 years ago back when I was extremely depressed and spending all my time on the internet. I didn't give two fucks about her as my old school had some very hot chicks and for me she was just okay
She then called me to dance with her at a party as I standing all alone and prob felt bad for me, I didn't know what to do cuz I didn't interact with women at all and barely knew her so I turned her down
Realizing what I assumed was a failed opportunity to leave khhv status, I later convinced myself that she was looking at me from afar so I went to sit closer to her. We talked a bit to each other from time to time but it never evolved from very superficial stuff as I had a very hard time interacting with women. She probably noticed how nervous I got around her and started using me for favors, which at the time was enough to convince me that she liked me back and was just being affectionate JFL
3 months in, I made her a huge pink bouquet of flowers and poured my heart out on a love letter. I was too shy to give it to her myself so I arrived early to school just to leave it on her desk and pretend nothing happenedAlthough she loved it I then committed the fatal flaw of telling her friends that she used to stare at me multiple times a day (she didn't), so she tells me to get the fuck away from her and ghosts tf out of me. I tried sucking it up but at that point everyone and their mothers knew I liked her so she was constantly teased about me. Someone later convinced her that I was talking shit behind her back after she practically rejected me, so she crashed out and called me a douche, piece of shit and worse to my own friends, who laughed at my face after I found out. We never interacted ever again aside from the occasional glance
As the months passed, I noticed she was actually looking at me now, but I never took the initiative to do anything about it, as everyone conviced me I was paranoid and just imagining things
She now has a boyfriend that she loves and he's way better than me in all aspects
If she liked me back at some point I missed my only chance of getting a girlfriend as nearly all women I know despise me
