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tyuezlookist
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i have been ascending, and I am treated better now, but even before I still got female attention. Girls would stare at me and have strange obsessions over me, like there was this one girl that would stare at me the whole class. She got fed up of my ndness. Ofc, i still didnt do anything, didnt really want to by then anyway bc even tho i did like most of these girls for years unable to do anything I did eventually snap out of it.
ND pill is beyond brutal. No surgery for your neuridivergence. Most people can ascend a good amount with surgery, you can even get limb lengthening to be taller, but nothing can really fix your neurochemistry unless you take some kind of drug or stimulant.
Even though I get stares and attention, I struggle to even look at any girl i may find attractive. For some reason I fear getting caught by them or anyone. I would look if
i could freeze time for everyone else. Even girls that were my friends during childhood, ones i got along well with but moved, I would act like a robot and not even talk or look at them whenever I would see them again. A couple glances here and there, but they would also be looking, so there was no point in all the cautiousness anyway. I would even develop crushes for them, so i would have to watch as they left again without any social interactions between me and them even though we used to be good friends, and i can tell from their behavior that they want to talk to me but are also shy. Men are supposed to be the ones that approach right? Why cant I do such a simple thing?
Then the compulsions. I am already 6ft, I have grown and ascended since my manlet days, but I still do shit that interferes with my life. I still LDAR to avoid spinal compression. I still prefer to be laying down most of the day while taking msm and glucosamine to maintain morning height. Maybe if i were 6’4 i wouldnt need to do this.
Maybe i should get LL for my mental health.
I dont have a single true friend anymore. I was able to get by through masking in the past, and i’ve always had a pretty good sense of humor so I had friends, but i isolated myself more and more over time. These days I got no one.
The only way to escape is to ascend to chad, literally the only way. Even then, maybe the shy girls wouldnt approach. I dont want a hoe with 1000 bodies, I want a girl that truly cares for me and values me above any other, guy. Maybe a religious girl with 0 bodies
I have been diagnosed with ADHD, and i might have some autism or ocd or some shit, but yeah i’m hella nd. What to even do. Do normal people really approach? They have no issue interacting with girls? Over
ND pill is beyond brutal. No surgery for your neuridivergence. Most people can ascend a good amount with surgery, you can even get limb lengthening to be taller, but nothing can really fix your neurochemistry unless you take some kind of drug or stimulant.
Even though I get stares and attention, I struggle to even look at any girl i may find attractive. For some reason I fear getting caught by them or anyone. I would look if
i could freeze time for everyone else. Even girls that were my friends during childhood, ones i got along well with but moved, I would act like a robot and not even talk or look at them whenever I would see them again. A couple glances here and there, but they would also be looking, so there was no point in all the cautiousness anyway. I would even develop crushes for them, so i would have to watch as they left again without any social interactions between me and them even though we used to be good friends, and i can tell from their behavior that they want to talk to me but are also shy. Men are supposed to be the ones that approach right? Why cant I do such a simple thing?
Then the compulsions. I am already 6ft, I have grown and ascended since my manlet days, but I still do shit that interferes with my life. I still LDAR to avoid spinal compression. I still prefer to be laying down most of the day while taking msm and glucosamine to maintain morning height. Maybe if i were 6’4 i wouldnt need to do this.
Maybe i should get LL for my mental health.
I dont have a single true friend anymore. I was able to get by through masking in the past, and i’ve always had a pretty good sense of humor so I had friends, but i isolated myself more and more over time. These days I got no one.
The only way to escape is to ascend to chad, literally the only way. Even then, maybe the shy girls wouldnt approach. I dont want a hoe with 1000 bodies, I want a girl that truly cares for me and values me above any other, guy. Maybe a religious girl with 0 bodies
I have been diagnosed with ADHD, and i might have some autism or ocd or some shit, but yeah i’m hella nd. What to even do. Do normal people really approach? They have no issue interacting with girls? Over
