ndcel

[wastedloveletter]

im not autistic or all of that, i just have 135iq (tested by professionals) and a neurodivergence, i think im normal looking, but by the way i act people around me (either jokingly or not) tell me im "weird in a good way" or something. is there anything i could do to mask this? i tried but its really draining.

is it over being an ndcel?

 

[Misanthrope]

i just have 135iq

prove it

 

[wastedloveletter]

prove it

lmao i had a psychiatrist and now i have a psychologist, the psychologist gave me professional tests.

its really not a fun thing to have lol i feel frustrated and, misunderstood. people with a high iq tend to overthink and overanalyze and that takes me to depressing or eating disorder cycles that will mostly be chronic

 

[procencion//]

lmao i had a psychiatrist and now i have a psychologist, the psychologist gave me professional tests.

its really not a fun thing to have lol i feel frustrated and, misunderstood. people with a high iq tend to overthink and overanalyze and that takes me to depressing or eating disorder cycles that will mostly be chronic

well if ur not lying and u don’t wanna be true to urself best way to do it is to slowly copy ur peers in things like speech movement and humor. do it over the course of 3-4 months then there u have it

 

[wastedloveletter]

well if ur not lying and u don’t wanna be true to urself best way to do it is to slowly copy ur peers in things like speech movement and humor. do it over the course of 3-4 months then there u have it

i tried but then i ended up having an identity crisis, tho i had mdd so it might work this time

 

[procencion//]

lmao i had a psychiatrist and now i have a psychologist, the psychologist gave me professional tests.

its really not a fun thing to have lol i feel frustrated and, misunderstood. people with a high iq tend to overthink and overanalyze and that takes me to depressing or eating disorder cycles that will mostly be chronic

i feel u but in ur case it’s hard cuz if you copy ur peers ur gonna end up even more misunderstood and miserable so u should reconsider what u rlly want

 

[procencion//]

i tried but then i ended up having an identity crisis, tho i had mdd so it might work this time

funny cuz this is what’s happened to me within the past few months

 

[wastedloveletter]

funny cuz this is what’s happened to me within the past few months

lmao i just recovered, hope you get better too

 

[procencion//]

thx bhai

 

[wastedloveletter]

i feel u but in ur case it’s hard cuz if you copy ur peers ur gonna end up even more misunderstood and miserable so u should reconsider what u rlly want

im trying to find more people alike, some of my friends are nd too and i feel less pressure from them, i think i just have to find the right circle, something i didn't understand last year and that got be cooked lol