milkshake_addict
maybe in another life?
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sinces summer coming up i need to find a way to waste time everytime i have spare time i think about my shitty life and how everything/everyone i care about disappears or dies
now obviously i cant just be mopping about my life so i tried ways to distract myself i started with vaping at middle school didnt work tried weed,prozac,writing recently but all didnt do shit except prozac which helped me a little but made me dependent still wont quit yet then id realized to try to do menial things that would later help me in life so i could be depressed and rich so i tried getting good grades,attenting classes im failing now last yr i damn near had it all almost got into a relationship and had a actual social life and now i just tag along others and barely get noticed
im gonna start boxing bcuz during late 2021 i got jumped for no reason and got a massive black eye for 2 months and got the top of my nose broken permantely its better than how it used to be but its still noticeable
does anyone have another way to waste time?
@Jgns @filthycurrycel @IStalkMyself
now obviously i cant just be mopping about my life so i tried ways to distract myself i started with vaping at middle school didnt work tried weed,prozac,writing recently but all didnt do shit except prozac which helped me a little but made me dependent still wont quit yet then id realized to try to do menial things that would later help me in life so i could be depressed and rich so i tried getting good grades,attenting classes im failing now last yr i damn near had it all almost got into a relationship and had a actual social life and now i just tag along others and barely get noticed
im gonna start boxing bcuz during late 2021 i got jumped for no reason and got a massive black eye for 2 months and got the top of my nose broken permantely its better than how it used to be but its still noticeable
does anyone have another way to waste time?
@Jgns @filthycurrycel @IStalkMyself
