papidaddy
i need to ascend before college help
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Should I go to my high school graduation party? I don't want to go because I feel like everyone has been kind of two-faced towards me, plus I've done so many stupid things that I would feel weird going there and having my classmates' parents see me. I mean, I feel like people have already labeled me in a weird way, and maybe their parents would see me that way too. I'm not neurodivergent or anything like that, I'm just a little bit wild and sometimes I have an IDGAF mindset. Sometimes I'm like the fucking jester, plus I'm kinda insecure. Will I be missing out on an important event in my youth that I'll regret later? of saying goodbye one last time to that high school feeling, of seeing those people for the last time? In the last three years, people have treated me weird, sometimes they treat me well and sometimes they don't take me seriously. That's also one of the reasons I don't want to go. I feel like I wouldn't feel comfortable being there. Besides, I have to go with someone, otherwise they'll put me at a table with some classmates and their parents. I don't know if I should go with my sister, but the thing is, my sister doesn't have a partner, so it would be kind of weird, I don't know LOL.
Or if i ascend like good enough would i be more secure about my looks and what people thinks about me?
Or if i ascend like good enough would i be more secure about my looks and what people thinks about me?