Need rating, need help on how to improve myself

[user91821]

Ive been depressed for so long and I’m just now starting to exit survival mode, so I feel I have some agency over my life, and I want to improve my physical appearance because I am so insecure about the way I look and I have zero confidence or self esteem, no idea how to take care of myself or Looksmax, all those black pill videos on TikTok really fucked up my mental health, any suggestions? How am I perceived, I feel subhuman, I feel so ugly and some times my mood stabilizes, but I’ve been feeling a lot of negative emotions for a long time. But damn it’s like how did I end up so chopped, none of this is my fault I just got molested in my sleep by my dad and I didn’t know how much it fucked me up, I just want to be myself without this constant fear of being perceived and anxiety

 

[user91821]

NEED HELP IM CHOPPED !!

 

[fortnitepro234]

im sorry, quit tiktok please and try to work hard in school and get a high paying job

 

[user91821]

im sorry, quit tiktok please and try to work hard in school and get a high paying job

I already dropped out and I’m planning to move to a different country I can’t stay here anymore, but I’m good all I want is some tips on how to improve my appearance thanks for the advice.

 

[fortnitepro234]

I already dropped out and I’m planning to move to a different country I can’t stay here anymore, but I’m good all I want is some tips on how to improve my appearance thanks for the advice.

im sorry but lefort 3

 

[user91821]

Jesus how did my shit get fucked up this bad

 

[user91821]

Bump need help, im sad now how did this happen

 

[Koyyendate]

Lean down, dye your eyebrows, test out different facial hair and different hairstyles using Google Nanobanana, and finally, rep me.

 

[user91821]

How to rep? Just upvote? thanks for the advice, I just want to be happy

 

[user91821]

Lean down, dye your eyebrows, test out different facial hair and different hairstyles using Google Nanobanana, and finally, rep me.

i am lean I think I might just be deformed

 

[Koyyendate]

i am lean I think I might just be deformed

Your face doesn't look lean, and stop hating urself so much omfg ts not good for you

Use the advice I gave you earlier, dye your eyebrows, and test out different hairstyles and different facial hair using Google nanobanana AI its rly good

Gymmax for good physique halo and high T (if you're short its easy to get jacked)

Status/money maxx because those are also halos, and u can also use the money for surgeries

Stop gooning and get off social media if it negatively affects you that hard or at least don't interract with the posts that make you feel bad

If you are still in HS talk to people and make friends so you can have fun, be happy, and improve your communication skills.

If you are short, once again, gymmax it will not be hard to get a good physique as long as work and don't eat like shit

If you are 17 or under live a healthy lifestyle (includes not being depressed, not sitting home all day, and exercising) so you can reach ur full height potential and shiet

 

[betamaxxing]

Ive been depressed for so long and I’m just now starting to exit survival mode, so I feel I have some agency over my life, and I want to improve my physical appearance because I am so insecure about the way I look and I have zero confidence or self esteem, no idea how to take care of myself or Looksmax, all those black pill videos on TikTok really fucked up my mental health, any suggestions? How am I perceived, I feel subhuman, I feel so ugly and some times my mood stabilizes, but I’ve been feeling a lot of negative emotions for a long time. But damn it’s like how did I end up so chopped, none of this is my fault I just got molested in my sleep by my dad and I didn’t know how much it fucked me up, I just want to be myself without this constant fear of being perceived and anxiety

Well

 

[johncenawwe1]

I already dropped out and I’m planning to move to a different country I can’t stay here anymore, but I’m good all I want is some tips on how to improve my appearance thanks for the advice.

When you do move, pls get back into school asap. That way your social mobility isn’t fucked.

 

[user91821]

When you do move, pls get back into school asap. That way your social mobility isn’t fucked.

I couldn’t care less about school. Which sucks because I just needed a year left for my engineering degree but I don’t care. My entire life was a struggle just to wake up and function, like dude my dad literally molested me in my sleep and I was so confused and scared that I just pretended to sleep. That fucked my life completely, I literally have zero friends ZERO, and the fucked up part was that my brain repressed the memory so I didn’t know what was wrong with me and then my friend commited suicide and I blamed myself every single day for a year and I still feel like I killed him. Anyways sorry for the trauma dump I think I just need someone to talk to, on a forum or wherever I have no one to talk to. I just resurfaced the memory a couple of weeks ago. I didn’t take my medicine today and I’m unstable right now, I don’t think I’m in crisis and I don’t want to get sent to an institution or psych ward so I just need to talk to someone because I’m in so much pain right now. Idk if I’ll go back to school, im either going to India or Europe or maybe china and just wander around and figure out who I am, I would like to go to London because I like the Beatles and the smiths but I want to go to India because usd lasts longer there and I only have 2k to last for a couple of months. Sorry, not one “molecule” you don’t have to read this im just hurting really bad right now and need to let it out, ChatGPT is a sycophant and just makes me feel worse

 

[johncenawwe1]

I couldn’t care less about school. Which sucks because I just needed a year left for my engineering degree but I don’t care. My entire life was a struggle just to wake up and function, like dude my dad literally molested me in my sleep and I was so confused and scared that I just pretended to sleep. That fucked my life completely, I literally have zero friends ZERO, and the fucked up part was that my brain repressed the memory so I didn’t know what was wrong with me and then my friend commited suicide and I blamed myself every single day for a year and I still feel like I killed him. Anyways sorry for the trauma dump I think I just need someone to talk to, on a forum or wherever I have no one to talk to. I just resurfaced the memory a couple of weeks ago. I didn’t take my medicine today and I’m unstable right now, I don’t think I’m in crisis and I don’t want to get sent to an institution or psych ward so I just need to talk to someone because I’m in so much pain right now. Idk if I’ll go back to school, im either going to India or Europe or maybe china and just wander around and figure out who I am, I would like to go to London because I like the Beatles and the smiths but I want to go to India because usd lasts longer there and I only have 2k to last for a couple of months. Sorry, not one “molecule” you don’t have to read this im just hurting really bad right now and need to let it out, ChatGPT is a sycophant and just makes me feel worse

I don’t want to be an armchair psychologist but maybe you’re having an episode. I’ve been there myself. just don’t do anything insane

To get to yr 3/4 of an engineering program shows you have pretty high iq

I can’t force you to do anything but I was in an out of school for a while. I’m in school now but regret not finishing earlier. I would just recommend finishing when you feel better.

 

[user91821]

I don’t want to be an armchair psychologist but maybe you’re having an episode. I’ve been there myself. just don’t do anything insane

To get to yr 3/4 of an engineering program shows you have pretty high iq

I can’t force you to do anything but I was in an out of school for a while. I’m in school now but regret not finishing earlier. I would just recommend finishing when you feel better.

thanks for talking to me, im terrified of dying so I’m not gonna do anything extreme, and if it gets worse I’ll call services, and no i don’t have a high iq, im a retard, well it’s not a good framework for intelligence anyways because the other students in my class are retards too, they are just academically inclined I guess, but damn I just want to be happy and I will get better I have hope, 21 years of suffering for me

 

[johncenawwe1]

thanks for talking to me, im terrified of dying so I’m not gonna do anything extreme, and if it gets worse I’ll call services, and no i don’t have a high iq, im a retard, well it’s not a good framework for intelligence anyways because the other students in my class are retards too, they are just academically inclined I guess, but damn I just want to be happy and I will get better I have hope, 21 years of suffering for me

don’t be hard on yourself. I had to withdraw out of pre calc. You clearly have the right level of talent. I would just recommend finishing like I said earlier.

Also, I’ve tried therapy and medication but life’s full of ups and downs so

Hope you get better. Just don’t rope. And don’t waste time because it goes by crazy fast