Itsnotover77
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idk what i should do anymore.
today I wanted to go with a female colleague to the club and she said yes. about 2-3 hours before she wrote that she had stress with her family and parents a bit and lost the desire to come.
after that i‘ve written a friend if he would come with me and he replied that he would come later because he is at a dinner.
I wrote him like 3-4 messages and after waiting about 2 hours outside I went home – he didn’t look at the chat.
a couple of minutes later I‘ve saw at snap that he is in the club.
While waiting outside in the city in the cold I saw 3 girls, 2 of them I know very good and they walked past me.
I was a bit ashamed or sad, that they‘ve seen me again alone at night in the city.
I am at home now and I am tbh sad.
I just don’t know.
I am often alone and yeah…
Could give me somebody some good advice.
I am 17 at about 173cm. and I thought if I should hop on riods when I am 18 to get aesthetic and shredded to finally be noticed.
But still the sadness is in my heart.
I am thankful for every good advice
today I wanted to go with a female colleague to the club and she said yes. about 2-3 hours before she wrote that she had stress with her family and parents a bit and lost the desire to come.
after that i‘ve written a friend if he would come with me and he replied that he would come later because he is at a dinner.
I wrote him like 3-4 messages and after waiting about 2 hours outside I went home – he didn’t look at the chat.
a couple of minutes later I‘ve saw at snap that he is in the club.
While waiting outside in the city in the cold I saw 3 girls, 2 of them I know very good and they walked past me.
I was a bit ashamed or sad, that they‘ve seen me again alone at night in the city.
I am at home now and I am tbh sad.
I just don’t know.
I am often alone and yeah…
Could give me somebody some good advice.
I am 17 at about 173cm. and I thought if I should hop on riods when I am 18 to get aesthetic and shredded to finally be noticed.
But still the sadness is in my heart.
I am thankful for every good advice
