Ngl I hate being born Pajeet. Hurts my heart. Sinking feeling of; "WHY ME?!"

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For real. Feeling never used to be this bad.

I had it when I was really little and getting called Paki in infantry school. I even punched a fellow 9 year old white boy in my year group in the nose when he said during lunchtime I had curry on my face when it was really chocolate spread from my sandwich. That made me feel a bit better and the racism diminished as I got older and society got more liberal.

I think I then naturally became more neurotypical and convinced myself it didn't really matter and that it was all about what's inside and how you present the things you say and that. But boy.

After 4 months of discovering the looks theory community and the Black Pill settling in, I genuinely realise, I have been running from my deep-seated hate for being a put-put-ding-ding. I convinced myself that every "uncle" working in the corner-shop was doing so, because he had strong work-ethic and put family security before doing something passionate.

Now I realise it's really because pajeets are handicapped. Aesthetically, mentally and emotionally. The only phenotype weaker than us is flat-face fucks that are Asians and our genetic potential for good bodies, being good at sport, having good IQ etc is low. We have good concentration skills which is why we possess the ability to take on such boring jobs such as working in call-centres and crunching numbers on a balance-sheet. This is why our only Gold Medals at the Olympics come in the form of Archery. What a pathetic strength to have.

I dunno man. It's hell. We are handicapped in every aspect of life. I don't want to migrate to India to be a mogger of village girls with no asses and flat chests thank you very much.

All these years of believing I just had to be more charismatic, funny, engaging, a leader etc. I worked on all these aspects and yes it helped. But that was all only just so I could get on a level-playing field with these caucasian bitches who didn't even need all that. I'm going on 29 and as I've aged I'm slowly looking more and more pajeet. Before people used to confuse me for other stuff, occasionally. My orbital rims are telling me they are fed-up off looking after my ptosis and asymmetry is showing more. I've microneedled, I've red-light therapied. Used the sexiest of reviewed serums. Taken shit-loads of supplements. But at the end of the day, it doesn't matter. Pajeet is Pajeet and I will always be handicapped, even after leg lengthening and surgery to fix my asymmetry.

It impacts all aspects of life. Not just with women, but yes, you can forget getting with Staceys if your skin-tone reminds them of that time they had diaria on holiday.
 
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You have dark looks which make you look exotic and sexual to angelic blonde Stacies.
 
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You have dark looks which make you look exotic and sexual to angelic blonde Stacies.
Download
 
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Ethnics have an eternal inferiority complex due to media and beauty standards
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VOLCEL IN EASTERN EUROPE
 
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At least you have bones.
 
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bro you mog most of your race
 
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at least you have a chad voice and good bones. but curry tax is a harsh one, especially if you're on the shorter end of height in the west

non-ethnics will never understand how different guys of similar attractiveness are making just if they are of different phenos
 
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at least you have a chad voice and good bones. but curry tax is a harsh one, especially if you're on the shorter end of height in the west

non-ethnics will never understand how different guys of similar attractiveness are making just if they are of different phenos

Which is why for me it's best to get leg lengthening and fix asymmetry.

My bones are competent, not good I would say. If they were good I'd look good on camera, even if it's a shitty webcam and/or android phone. Even when I angle fraud to my side which ISN'T underdeveloped through good chewing during youth, I can't reach anywhere near above average. That's pheno tax but also decent without being good bones. Let's see how shit pans after asymmetry is fixed. I wanna fix that before LL because while I'm 5'8, it's not 5'6 or anything.
 
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bro you mog most of your race

JFL at this. No offence but did you go and meet/see people when it wasn't quarantine.

Appreciate the compliment but I don't. I am probably in the top 65-70 percentile for Indians and that was top 70-75 possibly when I was young, but it needs to be 80.

It's not just for chicks anyway. It's everything. I don't feel my looks matches my personality/character/confidence. I have no right to act the way I do with such sub-standard appearance. I can max out on body all I like.
 
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LMAO what a pussy
 
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Why Indians and other Asians don't date Indians and Asian girls? I mean they do, but reading their posts makes me wonder that they aren't happy with those girls. I like Asian girls and if I would be an Asian guy I would definitely try to get an Asian girl. It's not like you have to be a gigachang to get a good-looking Asian girlfriend.
 
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Good bones for a pajeet, but even then his poo-poo skin complexion limits him to low-tier Beckys with face-painting skill in the western world.

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Why Indians and other Asians don't date Indians and Asian girls? I mean they do, but reading their posts makes me wonder that they aren't happy with those girls. I like Asian girls and if I would be an Asian guy I would definitely try to get an Asian girl. It's not like you have to be a gigachang to get a good-looking Asian girlfriend.

I've been with Indian girls. Decent looking when I was younger. Event two fwb fling with two where we wee hanging out and chillin', but they weren't Stacey-lites and back then I mogged them without their face-painting artistry inside the equation.

All the Indian Stacey-lites and above 7+/10s are into white dudes. The moment an ethnic girl realises she has 7/10 looks she will fraud her way to 8+/10 and find tall white guys with top-tier social circles and money. She will also be superficial af and bitchy to a different level with her friends lol. They will avoid even the Chad-preets because they will say Indian guys are insecure lol. Not acknowledging there's a reason for the insecurity.
 
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jfl
i remember you coming into the blackpill scene as a fucking normie
Now you are too deep into this

But still there is hope
instagram.com/indianguysinterracial

A normie as a pajeet. That's different.

Its 3rd national lockdown in UK so had time to ponder this shit.

I'm still NT af lol. I'll never be a blackpill autist. My belief system about my attractiveness has just changed. I used to think I was kinda decent.
 
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I've been with Indian girls. Decent looking when I was younger. Event two fwb fling with two where we wee hanging out and chillin', but they weren't Stacey-lites and back then I mogged them without their face-painting artistry inside the equation.

All the Indian Stacey-lites and above 7+/10s are into white dudes. The moment an ethnic girl realises she has 7/10 looks she will fraud her way to 8+/10 and find tall white guys with top-tier social circles and money. She will also be superficial af and bitchy to a different level with her friends lol. They will avoid even the Chad-preets because they will say Indian guys are insecure lol. Not acknowledging there's a reason for the insecurity.
Interesting to hear from an Indian man. As a white guy, I have definitely noticed that on Tinder I get better matches with Asian girls compared to white girls. Don't get me wrong, I have had success with white girls, but with Asians I have more success. I'm talking about Asians living in the west, not some sex workers in Pattaya. I'm wondering if Indian and/or other Asian girls acknowledge this thing among themselves or admit it to Asian men. Some Asian girls like to bitch about yellow fever (that I don't have because I also like white and Latin girls), but some Asian girls might have a white fever.
 
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Same tbh
 
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This was the same realization I had when I discovered the most brutal pill of all: I’ll never be cro-magnon. I’ll never escape my gracile bones and neoteny. I’ll never have mogger rectangular orbitals. There’s no Eppley implant, no osteo, no Shady Italian max-fac, no filler that will ever ascend me to cro-magnon slayer. It was over for my bloodline before it even began.

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mogs me. idk what do I even think...?
 
You really shouldn’t be in the UK tbh, people are starting to resent curries there these days.
Over for currycels
 
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You’re normie with potential for LTR if you stop rotting
 
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This was the same realization I had when I discovered the most brutal pill of all: I’ll never be cro-magnon. I’ll never escape my gracile bones and neoteny. I’ll never have mogger rectangular orbitals. There’s no Eppley implant, no osteo, no Shady Italian max-fac, no filler that will ever ascend me to cro-magnon slayer. It was over for my bloodline before it even began.

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What ancestry are they?
 
People who aren’t white or white looking shouldn’t breed tbh, I’ll never have kids, not gonna pass my pain onto innocent beings
 
 
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People who aren’t white or white looking shouldn’t breed tbh, I’ll never have kids, not gonna pass my pain onto innocent beings
Like you really had the option to breed in the first place though Jfl
 
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For real. Feeling never used to be this bad.

I had it when I was really little and getting called Paki in infantry school. I even punched a fellow 9 year old white boy in my year group in the nose when he said during lunchtime I had curry on my face when it was really chocolate spread from my sandwich. That made me feel a bit better and the racism diminished as I got older and society got more liberal.

I think I then naturally became more neurotypical and convinced myself it didn't really matter and that it was all about what's inside and how you present the things you say and that. But boy.

After 4 months of discovering the looks theory community and the Black Pill settling in, I genuinely realise, I have been running from my deep-seated hate for being a put-put-ding-ding. I convinced myself that every "uncle" working in the corner-shop was doing so, because he had strong work-ethic and put family security before doing something passionate.

Now I realise it's really because pajeets are handicapped. Aesthetically, mentally and emotionally. The only phenotype weaker than us is flat-face fucks that are Asians and our genetic potential for good bodies, being good at sport, having good IQ etc is low. We have good concentration skills which is why we possess the ability to take on such boring jobs such as working in call-centres and crunching numbers on a balance-sheet. This is why our only Gold Medals at the Olympics come in the form of Archery. What a pathetic strength to have.

I dunno man. It's hell. We are handicapped in every aspect of life. I don't want to migrate to India to be a mogger of village girls with no asses and flat chests thank you very much.

All these years of believing I just had to be more charismatic, funny, engaging, a leader etc. I worked on all these aspects and yes it helped. But that was all only just so I could get on a level-playing field with these caucasian bitches who didn't even need all that. I'm going on 29 and as I've aged I'm slowly looking more and more pajeet. Before people used to confuse me for other stuff, occasionally. My orbital rims are telling me they are fed-up off looking after my ptosis and asymmetry is showing more. I've microneedled, I've red-light therapied. Used the sexiest of reviewed serums. Taken shit-loads of supplements. But at the end of the day, it doesn't matter. Pajeet is Pajeet and I will always be handicapped, even after leg lengthening and surgery to fix my asymmetry.

It impacts all aspects of life. Not just with women, but yes, you can forget getting with Staceys if your skin-tone reminds them of that time they had diaria on holiday.

How are you going to fix your asymmetry?
 
Asa black I feel the same way. Grew up getting made fun of To the point of constantly getting called nigger by my own “friends”, not as a joke where they were laughing but like with legitimate callous Spite giving me the most hateful look, as I got more popular in my later teen I didn’t go through that anymore So I convinced myself it was fine (even though some teachers Would still treat me like shit even though it was the white students misbehaving lol)
But now in my early 20 especially after seeing sites like niggermania and chimpmania whenever I go out whether it be to the store, gym, even walking out of my own fucking house to go to the car, I am always paranoid because I know at any given time in public several people are looking at me thinking “why is that subhuman Nigger here I wish he would just die”

I hate myself even more Every time I look in the mirror and see my disgusting protruding monkey mouth, bloated nigger lips, wide nigger nostrils, bulbous nigger nose tip and Brillo nigger hair

I would be lying if I said I don’t fantasize about being white sometimes. It really is a white persons world. I Legitimately believe Being born as a non white is some kind of curse or because god hates us. Everyone all over the world, from countries with minorities like the US, to homogenous countries with basically no whites like Korea, thinks whites are beautiful and intelligent, whereas non whites are viewed as inferior shit even in many of their own countries. I would not wish being a non white on my worst enemy. Whites do not realize how blessed they are.
 
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People who aren’t white or white looking shouldn’t breed tbh, I’ll never have kids, not gonna pass my pain onto innocent beings
This tbh, no one should have to bear the pain of living without being a 6'3 + North atlantid mogger.
 
Asa black I feel the same way. Grew up getting made fun of To the point of constantly getting called nigger by my own “friends”, not as a joke where they were laughing but like with legitimate callous Spite giving me the most hateful look, as I got more popular in my later teen I didn’t go through that anymore So I convinced myself it was fine (even though some teachers Would still treat me like shit even though it was the white students misbehaving lol)
But now in my early 20 especially after seeing sites like niggermania and chimpmania whenever I go out whether it be to the store, gym, even walking out of my own fucking house to go to the car, I am always paranoid because I know at any given time in public several people are looking at me thinking “why is that subhuman Nigger here I wish he would just die”

I hate myself even more Every time I look in the mirror and see my disgusting protruding monkey mouth, bloated nigger lips, wide nigger nostrils, bulbous nigger nose tip and Brillo nigger hair

I would be lying if I said I don’t fantasize about being white sometimes. It really is a white persons world. I Legitimately believe Being born as a non white is some kind of curse or because god hates us. Everyone all over the world, from countries with minorities like the US, to homogenous countries with basically no whites like Korea, thinks whites are beautiful and intelligent, whereas non whites are viewed as inferior shit even in many of their own countries. I would not wish being a non white on my worst enemy. Whites do not realize how blessed they are.
That’s why Muhammad Ali was a big supporter of segregation
 
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For real. Feeling never used to be this bad.

I had it when I was really little and getting called Paki in infantry school. I even punched a fellow 9 year old white boy in my year group in the nose when he said during lunchtime I had curry on my face when it was really chocolate spread from my sandwich. That made me feel a bit better and the racism diminished as I got older and society got more liberal.

I think I then naturally became more neurotypical and convinced myself it didn't really matter and that it was all about what's inside and how you present the things you say and that. But boy.

After 4 months of discovering the looks theory community and the Black Pill settling in, I genuinely realise, I have been running from my deep-seated hate for being a put-put-ding-ding. I convinced myself that every "uncle" working in the corner-shop was doing so, because he had strong work-ethic and put family security before doing something passionate.

Now I realise it's really because pajeets are handicapped. Aesthetically, mentally and emotionally. The only phenotype weaker than us is flat-face fucks that are Asians and our genetic potential for good bodies, being good at sport, having good IQ etc is low. We have good concentration skills which is why we possess the ability to take on such boring jobs such as working in call-centres and crunching numbers on a balance-sheet. This is why our only Gold Medals at the Olympics come in the form of Archery. What a pathetic strength to have.

I dunno man. It's hell. We are handicapped in every aspect of life. I don't want to migrate to India to be a mogger of village girls with no asses and flat chests thank you very much.

All these years of believing I just had to be more charismatic, funny, engaging, a leader etc. I worked on all these aspects and yes it helped. But that was all only just so I could get on a level-playing field with these caucasian bitches who didn't even need all that. I'm going on 29 and as I've aged I'm slowly looking more and more pajeet. Before people used to confuse me for other stuff, occasionally. My orbital rims are telling me they are fed-up off looking after my ptosis and asymmetry is showing more. I've microneedled, I've red-light therapied. Used the sexiest of reviewed serums. Taken shit-loads of supplements. But at the end of the day, it doesn't matter. Pajeet is Pajeet and I will always be handicapped, even after leg lengthening and surgery to fix my asymmetry.

It impacts all aspects of life. Not just with women, but yes, you can forget getting with Staceys if your skin-tone reminds them of that time they had diaria on holiday.
Don't worry bro, we're all gonna make it

You have dark looks which make you look exotic and sexual to angelic blonde Stacies.
The only exotic they like is Mediterrean Chads, Not Indian Bhais
 
I know dude. We are the most subhuman race.
 
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Who cares dude I’m half Asian from a shithole country full of trannies and white worshipping, it doesn’t get me down because being white isn’t part of my core identity. I don’t need to be a certain race to be happy, also it’s sort of retarded to think like the people on this site. The mentality on this site is sick, hilariously fallacious, and fosters loser incels. Just lol.
 
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We are handicapped in every aspect of life
You don‘t know what being handicapped really is. Lower social status based on your ethnicity isn‘t
 
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I feel sorry for pakis in UK they are usually seen as lower class by everyone @MakinItHappen. But you guys do marry your cousins and you guys are the top country known for that
 
@MakinItHappen you mog bro, my oneitis would be dripping wet after you, that fucking daddy problems attention whore bitch
 
 
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It’s not the beauty standards fucking retard. Whites just look better. Even in ancient times this was known.
I agree i just didnt want a chimpout comment by butthurt ethnics
 
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