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I used to not get sick.
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I made a post a few days ago about how "I'm leaving this site" BS and look? I'm back.
I literally made memes (for myself) about leaving.
I wasn't even craving it that bad I just have lost any sense of meaning so have returned.
The day after I left .org I went completely off the rails. I had a mental break and just wandered around my city all day. I tried to flee the country and become homeless in France but my mom's credit card needed two-factor authentication.
Eventually I saw a couch in the middle of the street that some gypsies threw out. I sat down on it and stayed there chainsmoking for an hour.
Then I looked across the road and saw a barber. Being a low IQ low inhib schizo I walked in without thinking about it and asked the bloke to shave my head for no reason even though I have been growing my hair for a year (yes I fell for the short hair meme). I think I was just craving something, anything smfh.
It is truly over for me. The depression and schizophrenia get worse every day. I find it difficult to get bricked to consensual sex. I am a doomer virgin incel and I am going to stay this way for the rest of my life. I'll probably become homeless or rope sometime next year.
There's a certain point when you just have to accept that it is over; there is nothing you can do to fix it.
This might actually be my last post idfk anymore.
edit: no-one even replied to this it is truly over
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