Nigga I miss them

[Jesus_ist_König]

I once had contact to a girl with bpd and suicidal thoughts and another girl that was in a christian cult, wasnt allowed to talk on weekends (wtf i dont know why i talked very little with her) and was servere Schizophrenic. Both of them were so mentally ill, that they made me feel NT i felt normal for a second but then i blocked them since i got so fucking attached and wanted to save myself from my downfall I just want a friend. My current bucket list is
1. Find a hobby (gym and chess probably)
2. Beat the shit out of some Indian 6 year old on chess.com (in the sense of winning in the least possible moves) but i needa train a lot, them indians get born with 1300 ELO wtf im at fucking 300 ELO OR SMTH
3. Do number one or 2
4. Do number 3
5. Do number 1; 2; 3 and 4

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

bump

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

@someonepleasecomment wtf why does no one care ughhhhh

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

I once had contact to a girl with bpd and suicidal thoughts and another girl that was in a christian cult, wasnt allowed to talk on weekends (wtf i dont know why i talked very little with her) and was servere Schizophrenic. Both of them were so mentally ill, that they made me feel NT i felt normal for a second but then i blocked them since i got so fucking attached and wanted to save myself from my downfall I just want a friend. My current bucket list is
1. Find a hobby (gym and chess probably)
2. Beat the shit out of some Indian 6 year old on chess.com (in the sense of winning in the least possible moves) but i needa train a lot, them indians get born with 1300 ELO wtf im at fucking 300 ELO OR SMTH
3. Do number one or 2
4. Do number 3
5. Do number 1; 2; 3 and 4

You should have made a move on the hottest of them

 

[Jimcel]

@someonepleasecomment wtf why does no one care ughhhhh

I care brah

 

[Jimcel]

Make sure to do number 3 (most important one)

 

[PSLbbc]

You were in a movie

 

[truewarlord]

I once had contact to a girl with bpd and suicidal thoughts and another girl that was in a christian cult, wasnt allowed to talk on weekends (wtf i dont know why i talked very little with her) and was servere Schizophrenic. Both of them were so mentally ill, that they made me feel NT i felt normal for a second but then i blocked them since i got so fucking attached and wanted to save myself from my downfall I just want a friend. My current bucket list is
1. Find a hobby (gym and chess probably)
2. Beat the shit out of some Indian 6 year old on chess.com (in the sense of winning in the least possible moves) but i needa train a lot, them indians get born with 1300 ELO wtf im at fucking 300 ELO OR SMTH
3. Do number one or 2
4. Do number 3
5. Do number 1; 2; 3 and 4

dnr
dnr

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I care brah

Followed

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

You were in a movie

huh why?

 

[tomahawk]

Relatable I had stuff with a BPD girl
Lowkey kick-started my depression

 

[PSLbbc]

huh why?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

You should have made a move on the hottest of them

bpd girl was into me but i didnt like her face that much. And since i change my mind often i was concerned about her doing suicide if i leave her, so i left her to not make her very attached to me since i was getting attached to her (the usual).
I dont know what schizo girl looked liked. She went to sleep at 8 pm cuz she told me that at night bad things happen in the house she lifes and i wrote like 10 minutes with her daily. I insulted her cuz i was attached to her and she never went online. She was kinda weird since she couldnt think rational. Its like she was completely brainwashed, she said not talking on the weekends is normal. Nigga wtf do u mean its normal its not.
Bpd girl had blue eyes though but wasnt Christian imma find my girl at Church if i will ever find one.
Sorry for long response

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Relatable I had stuff with a BPD girl
Lowkey kick-started my depression

why start depression?

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

bpd girl was into me but i didnt like her face that much. And since i change my mind often i was concerned about her doing suicide if i leave her, so i left her to not make her very attached to me since i was getting attached to her (the usual).
I dont know what schizo girl looked liked. She went to sleep at 8 pm cuz she told me that at night bad things happen in the house she lifes and i wrote like 10 minutes with her daily. I insulted her cuz i was attached to her and she never went online. She was kinda weird since she couldnt think rational. Its like she was completely brainwashed, she said not talking on the weekends is normal. Nigga wtf do u mean its normal its not.
Bpd girl had blue eyes though but wasnt Christian imma find my girl at Church if i will ever find one.
Sorry for long response

Dont be sorry bb
Pour your heart out whenever you're talking to me
We both on the same boat
But yeah you did the right thing with not giving the bpd girl a chance she probably would have been the "crazy ex" if y'all broke up

 

[tomahawk]

why start depression?

Just a poopoo reason, i had other reasons
She was toxic asf

 

[egyptiansub5]

Just a poopoo reason, i had other reasons
She was toxic asf

good

 

[tomahawk]

good

Who is this?

 

[egyptiansub5]

Who is this?

ur dad

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Dont be sorry bb
Pour your heart out whenever you're talking to me
We both on the same boat
But yeah you did the right thing with not giving the bpd girl a chance she probably would have been the "crazy ex" if y'all broke up

Im scared cuz of @tomahawk

 

[tomahawk]

ur dad

Where are you atm?

 

[tomahawk]

Yesterday I met a japanese girl. I dont think she was schizo but she was talking about eating my skin (probably to many animies) but she was talking about her friend and her friend was imaginary. I got jealous since i also wanted an imaginary friend and then i got angry at her retard imaginary friend and insulted it and blocked her. The same night i got angry at me again for being so mean to her she didnt deserve it, but i was angry since she had the key to an imaginary friend and could teach me. so i unblocked her and wrote her she was angry at me and after 4 sentences she blocked me finding a schizo girl is a true gem there are not many.
Sorry for writing so much i just feel bad

Insane mumbai asylum @MouthBreathingElite

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Insane mumbai asylum @MouthBreathingElite

what is mumbai asylum?

 

[tomahawk]

what is mumbai asylum?

You'll know

 

[loseratgenes]

I once had contact to a girl with bpd and suicidal thoughts and another girl that was in a christian cult, wasnt allowed to talk on weekends (wtf i dont know why i talked very little with her) and was servere Schizophrenic. Both of them were so mentally ill, that they made me feel NT i felt normal for a second but then i blocked them since i got so fucking attached and wanted to save myself from my downfall I just want a friend. My current bucket list is
1. Find a hobby (gym and chess probably)
2. Beat the shit out of some Indian 6 year old on chess.com (in the sense of winning in the least possible moves) but i needa train a lot, them indians get born with 1300 ELO wtf im at fucking 300 ELO OR SMTH
3. Do number one or 2
4. Do number 3
5. Do number 1; 2; 3 and 4

i play chess, what socials do u have

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

i play chess, what socials do u have

i have whatsapp, chess.com, discord, snapchat (but only 1 contact) and telegram and sms and phone

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

You'll know

u r scaring meeeee

 

[loseratgenes]

i have whatsapp, chess.com, discord, snapchat (but only 1 contact) and telegram and sms and phone

disc and snap is fine, ill dm u my disc

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

disc and snap is fine, ill dm u my disc

oki

 

[loseratgenes]

oki

i wrote it on your profile posts cuz i forgot how to dm on org

 

[catastropy]

At night she screaming ima ma ma out of my mind grab a cop gun kinda crazy shes poison but tasty yeah people say run dont walk away cause shes

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

Some of yall are so fucking kind to me
Its crazy that 90% of .org users have a better personality than 99% of girls
Followed you pookie

Yeah the thing is. I met bpd girl while i was on ed tumblr/ana tumblr i had a little phase and then after I went out of the brainwashed state and saw that i need to framemaxx i left anorexia and then i left her. 1 week ago she send me a discord friend request on her alt account. I talked to her and only the next day she told me that she was bpd girl i was so surprised since at the time i didnt know that it was her she told me "i wanna marry u" and similar stuff. But then pookie got to see how fucked up i am and i was 24/7 talking about blocking her since i get so fucking attached to ppl to the unhealthy point and then she got sick of me and blocked me i wanted to block her so bad but i never have the power to block ppl. I felt sad for 40 seconds and then antother 4 hours and then i forgot her. Now i dont miss her at all. I fucking miss schizo girl a lot she was so kind ughhh. I feel so bad for insulting kind ppl im such a bad person. I prayed for bpd (she was suicidal) and schizo girl (fucking mentally ill but had a big heart for Christ ) .

Yesterday I met a japanese girl. I dont think she was schizo but she was talking about eating my skin (probably to many animies) but she was talking about her friend and her friend was imaginary. I got jealous since i also wanted an imaginary friend and then i got angry at her retard imaginary friend and insulted it and blocked her. The same night i got angry at me again for being so mean to her she didnt deserve it, but i was angry since she had the key to an imaginary friend and could teach me. so i unblocked her and wrote her she was angry at me and after 4 sentences she blocked me finding a schizo girl is a true gem there are not many.
Sorry for writing so much i just feel bad

It's not your fault, God has different plans for you
Also, why do you need imaginary friends you can cope with online friends too like here on .org
My advice ? Assess your behaviour (attachment issues) and try to control them by being aware in situations like these

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

It's not your fault, God has different plans for you
Also, why do you need imaginary friends you can cope with online friends too like here on .org
My advice ? Assess your behaviour (attachment issues) and try to control them by being aware in situations like these

I talked to 844 ppl in the past 2 weeks nigga im trying so hard

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

I talked to 844 ppl in the past 2 weeks nigga im trying so hard

Address the symptoms first bro
Biohack your mind to become low inhib NT Chad
Just believe in yourself bro !

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Address the symptoms first bro
Biohack your mind to become low inhib NT Chad
Just believe in yourself bro !

Nigga im taking medication since im 5 years old i got fucking forced but im on day 8 without it and i hear things sometimes

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

Nigga im taking medication since im 5 years old i got fucking forced but im on day 8 without it and i hear things sometimes

So you're a mentalcel ?
Take your meds bro
Hope your mental health gets better and you achieve clarity

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

So you're a mentalcel ?
Take your meds bro
Hope your mental health gets better and you achieve clarity

My mental health is good im just suicidal the past 1 year but most of my life its kinda oki .
But the meds made that i only got 3 hours of sleep so i stopped. My dad wanted to put me in a mental clinic yesterday but today situation setteled. I kinda wanna go there to make schizo friends

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

My mental health is good im just suicidal the past 1 year but most of my life its kinda oki .
But the meds made that i only got 3 hours of sleep so i stopped. My dad wanted to put me in a mental clinic yesterday but today situation setteled. I kinda wanna go there to make schizo friends

Try to make NT friends
Force it to your brain that talking with them makes you like them

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Try to make NT friends
Force it to your brain that talking with them makes you like them

I get despised by NT ppl 90% have blocked me

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

I get despised by NT ppl 90% have blocked me

Same queen
Larp being NT it works

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Same queen
Larp being NT it works

Im tryyyingg broooo

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

Im tryyyingg broooo

Keep trying bhai
I believe in you 5

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Keep trying bhai
I believe in you 5

can i get ur discord ur so kind

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

g

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

can i get ur discord ur so kind

I deleted it
You can have my other socials though if you want
I need to build an ig profile for slays

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I deleted it
You can have my other socials though if you want
I need to build an ig profile for slays

i have snap and telegram

 

[iblameocclusalcant]

i have snap and telegram

Give me your telegram in pms