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Seriously Summer 2022, my No fap Streak is on like 14 days then i start getting hit up by a 8/10 wasian that i knew from some teenage youth group type thing that i went to one time, things go well with her for like 2 months was about to make her my gf then i Break the No fap streak and all goes to hell with her very randomly, and one month later she was with some 5/10 110lb asian twink, 3 MONTHS LATER I DID NO FAP AGAIN AND THEY FUCKING BROKE UP, a similar thing has happend like the 2 other times i did NO fap and they happend completley randomly, its not like my sex drive was higher and i was seeking real pussy, i WAS THE ONE GETTING CONTACTED AND APPROACHED,
is Mary the Mother of Christ punishing me for looking so lustfully towards women ??
i need to test this again
and the first girl still the love of my life and it hurts, She fucking sleeps early, wears minimal makeup ,not ran through ,dresses fairly modestly and is basically perfect
i need to regain the virgin Marys trust and i will do better
is Mary the Mother of Christ punishing me for looking so lustfully towards women ??
i need to test this again
and the first girl still the love of my life and it hurts, She fucking sleeps early, wears minimal makeup ,not ran through ,dresses fairly modestly and is basically perfect
i need to regain the virgin Marys trust and i will do better