TsarTsar444
Asexual peaceful balkan monk
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Sat to study, and haven't eaten anything the whole day to leanmax and also didn't feel like eating, my mother was extremely worried that i wasn't eating and then decided to force me to eat, she made a very delicious meal and sat next to me and started feeding me while i was studying, i slightly got mad that she treated me like a baby, but then she said "im sad when you don't eat, you will always be like a little kid to me, i want to you to have good memories with me, cause someday ill be gone" Fuarkk that made me giga sad i almost burst in tears but held myself hard not to cry. She is right ngl, i treat my parents for granted, but nobody loves me unconditionally like she does. Can't imagine losing her tbh, im deeply emotional today, now i cant study, melancholy has clouded my eyes , life is terrible i hate it, wish i could spend eternity with people i love