CursedOne
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I aim this topic to be a serious topic. Im 25 years old, living in germany.
Never had a gf. I work full time in the office and part time in the market as a cashier.
My jobs are okay. My office job is a safe job with good income. My second job as a cashier kinda makes me see the different people of everyday life. There so many good looking women and when I see them Im telling myself "I will never have such a women" and its true. I cant even get ugly girls ffs. When I see outside I only see couples. Sometimes the men tend to be uglier than me and I ask myself "What did I do wrong." Its really lifefuel for me since I consider myself to be nice person but then again persoanlity doenst matter, looks matters. I curse my own existence giving me such shit cards in life. I cant believe that nature intended me to be trucel.
Sometimes when I look in the direction of women be it unintentionally or intentionally they tend to look away as if Im the ugliest guy in the world. But then again there are men who are shorter and uglier than me.
I also came to believe that couples tend to be more happier in life than single person because they have someone to spend their time with. It really makes me depressed as fuck. Im 25 never tasted a women warmth, kiss etc. I was laughed and picked and not respected by women in school.
Last year I used to be fat with 100 kilos at 178cm, I started losing fat. Now Im 81kg + muscles gained by gym. It made no dffference in my appeal for women. Sure Im not lean yet but Im not fat either. Im going for dropping even more bf + surgeries.
I fear even that might not work.
If I wont stand any chances with surgeries, does that mean I should simply give up?
I come from a family with a very gl mother. My mother made the mistake to marry a ugly man ruining my life. my brother looks more like my mother and is gl despite being shorter than me. but then again it is face what matters
Never had a gf. I work full time in the office and part time in the market as a cashier.
My jobs are okay. My office job is a safe job with good income. My second job as a cashier kinda makes me see the different people of everyday life. There so many good looking women and when I see them Im telling myself "I will never have such a women" and its true. I cant even get ugly girls ffs. When I see outside I only see couples. Sometimes the men tend to be uglier than me and I ask myself "What did I do wrong." Its really lifefuel for me since I consider myself to be nice person but then again persoanlity doenst matter, looks matters. I curse my own existence giving me such shit cards in life. I cant believe that nature intended me to be trucel.
Sometimes when I look in the direction of women be it unintentionally or intentionally they tend to look away as if Im the ugliest guy in the world. But then again there are men who are shorter and uglier than me.
I also came to believe that couples tend to be more happier in life than single person because they have someone to spend their time with. It really makes me depressed as fuck. Im 25 never tasted a women warmth, kiss etc. I was laughed and picked and not respected by women in school.
Last year I used to be fat with 100 kilos at 178cm, I started losing fat. Now Im 81kg + muscles gained by gym. It made no dffference in my appeal for women. Sure Im not lean yet but Im not fat either. Im going for dropping even more bf + surgeries.
I fear even that might not work.
If I wont stand any chances with surgeries, does that mean I should simply give up?
I come from a family with a very gl mother. My mother made the mistake to marry a ugly man ruining my life. my brother looks more like my mother and is gl despite being shorter than me. but then again it is face what matters
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