JamalJackson
Old pfp when i was natty
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Stims dont feel euphoric anymore
And everyday is a pattern of avoiding pinning and wasting oils when I draw in syringe but let it sit for too long and it goes to waste.
Even with fucking uncontrollable bruxism dose of a amph I lit cant pin.
Stims aint replacing the drive test gives to do shit you dont rlly wanna do.
holy fuck bro it acc piss me off. I just need to this one pin to get some fucking Test in my system so it can snowball into making pinning a habit.
allat is after I pinned tren A twice 2 days in a row (100mg) total and adding anadrol (iv been on halo,winny, for a while now) and I reached a new low of suppression.
I had to drop letro and tamox I dont wake up dead inside any more but still fucking depressed as shit.
fuck my life. Yesterday I wasted the peak stim affect to go by groceries just to come back procastinate abt pinning then my mom came home and it became to late, although the stim did make me admit to my mom im pinning (she only thought I do orals).
Today is another try took amph on empty stomach not leaving my home until i pin (stims make me crave outdoors), but see fuck Im writing this instead of mentally building up to pin.
Fuck broo I just need some test in my body
And everyday is a pattern of avoiding pinning and wasting oils when I draw in syringe but let it sit for too long and it goes to waste.
Even with fucking uncontrollable bruxism dose of a amph I lit cant pin.
Stims aint replacing the drive test gives to do shit you dont rlly wanna do.
holy fuck bro it acc piss me off. I just need to this one pin to get some fucking Test in my system so it can snowball into making pinning a habit.
allat is after I pinned tren A twice 2 days in a row (100mg) total and adding anadrol (iv been on halo,winny, for a while now) and I reached a new low of suppression.
I had to drop letro and tamox I dont wake up dead inside any more but still fucking depressed as shit.
fuck my life. Yesterday I wasted the peak stim affect to go by groceries just to come back procastinate abt pinning then my mom came home and it became to late, although the stim did make me admit to my mom im pinning (she only thought I do orals).
Today is another try took amph on empty stomach not leaving my home until i pin (stims make me crave outdoors), but see fuck Im writing this instead of mentally building up to pin.
Fuck broo I just need some test in my body
