normies mog you hard you subhuman shits. never try to rate yourself LTN

[the BULL]

you're unfuckable. the shit i take on the morning looks better than you. 70 yo grandpas look better than you. you're the genetic mistake, the error.

 

[The Grinch]

 

[the BULL]

you're a mistake. never try to compare yourself with normies

 

[Nick.Harte]

I graduated university with 130IQ.

 

[AlexBrown84]

you’re the last of a generation

about time to call it quits and move on bro

 

[The Grinch]

you're a mistake. never try to compare yourself with normies

 

[Banasura]

 

[Deleted member 17578]

I am subhuman, I don't deny it

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

I am subhuman, I don't deny it

LTN is too high of a rating for most guys here

 

[Artbreeder Is Law]

What is going on with your sorry ass today ? you got cucked and now you rant ?

 

[Deleted member 25198]

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

 

[Deleted member 25713]

I am subhuman, I don't deny it

You just have a non nt unique looking face so women don’t approach you due to lack of social proof. I bet you get iois though.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

You just have a non nt unique looking face so women don’t approach you due to lack of social proof. I bet you get iois though.

My interactions with women are extremely black/white. With my fragile abused-dog self-esteem my inner emotional state can get very turbulent because of it. Making me go from feeling like an utter subhuman to a mogger and vice-versa non-stop.

Yesterday I was at the gym and asked the receptionist girl till what time the showers were open.
She looked at me like: 'Wtf is this guy?! You look like shit. What do you want eww.'- that's the facial expression I read.
And then she awkwardly gave me an answer with no smile (even though I smiled when I asked her) and with no emotion.'

is this an indicator of disgust? Or just a roastie with 0 social skills? Weird thing also: I mogged her hard (she was LTB at best). And I was in a good gym outfit and in a pumped up state, so I looked big and massive.

I expected good behavior from her?! Why did she treat me like I am a subhuman.


Then today:

I had to go to the doctor today for an appointment (I have weird sores on my dick and nut-sack. Fucking disgusting and over, I know.)
I changed my mind about something later as I was leaving the hospital, so I went back in to the receptionist girl to ask if I could see the doctor again real quick for a few minutes to pass a quick message.

Note: I didn't sleep at all today (3 hours) and had to go to the hospital at 7AM.
I didn't do my hair and it was all fucked up, put on some trashy shit clothes I had laying around and rushed my ass to the hospital looking like a total mess.

The receptionist girl was HTB, if not stacy-lite. She immediately smiled at me and seems very empathic towards me, high-pitched friendly voice. She told me that it would be easier for her to pass my message on to the doctor and then she would call me back later.
I gave her my info so she could look me up in the computer.

Nigga, now I have to explain to this girl that I have fucking sores on my dick and I need a different lotion/medication for it than was discussed prior.

I tried to talk my way around it, but it made it unclear what message I needed to have passed on.
I mentioned the name of the condition, she noticed it was awkward for me to talk about it and said: 'I can see everything in your file here, I know the condition, don't worry about it, it's fine -genuine smile-'

Then she called me 30 minutes later and started the conversation: 'Hey it's me, the girl from the reception desk you spoke to earlier. haha, dont worry about it -blahblah- Thanks for your time ' but like in a genuine friendly way.


Is this an indicator of interest? Makes 0 fucking sense for her to treat me so well while I look like utter shit and she legit knows I have a disgusting medical condition?



What the fuck.

The only thing I can think of is that the girl at the gym knew that only incel subhumans do gymcelling so it was an instant turn-off for her for me to be there.

Meanwhile the girl at the hospital knew I had a contaminated penis condition that usually only sex-havers have. (Not me though, Idk where I got this subhuman skin condition from). But maybe she saw me as a slayer because of it.



But still makes no sense.

And it's not the first time I notice this. HTB/Stacylite legit treat me better than Becky/LTB/femcel. But idk if these were ioi/iod even?

I am also thinking ugly/average women simply have garbage social skills smh. Probably depressed because they aren't good-looking and their boyfriends/fuckbuddies aren't chad.

Fucking weird-ass shit.

 

[svlz]

i am heightmogged by subhuman inbred looking losers, the pain is unreal

 

[Napoleon de Geso]

I rate you LTN. Low tier neanderthal. But since other neanderthals extinct, it means you THE BEST

 

[einzigartig]

My interactions with women are extremely black/white. With my fragile abused-dog self-esteem my inner emotional state can get very turbulent because of it. Making me go from feeling like an utter subhuman to a mogger and vice-versa non-stop.

Yesterday I was at the gym and asked the receptionist girl till what time the showers were open.
She looked at me like: 'Wtf is this guy?! You look like shit. What do you want eww.'- that's the facial expression I read.
And then she awkwardly gave me an answer with no smile (even though I smiled when I asked her) and with no emotion.'

is this an indicator of disgust? Or just a roastie with 0 social skills? Weird thing also: I mogged her hard (she was LTB at best). And I was in a good gym outfit and in a pumped up state, so I looked big and massive.

I expected good behavior from her?! Why did she treat me like I am a subhuman.


Then today:

I had to go to the doctor today for an appointment (I have weird sores on my dick and nut-sack. Fucking disgusting and over, I know.)
I changed my mind about something later as I was leaving the hospital, so I went back in to the receptionist girl to ask if I could see the doctor again real quick for a few minutes to pass a quick message.

Note: I didn't sleep at all today (3 hours) and had to go to the hospital at 7AM.
I didn't do my hair and it was all fucked up, put on some trashy shit clothes I had laying around and rushed my ass to the hospital looking like a total mess.

The receptionist girl was HTB, if not stacy-lite. She immediately smiled at me and seems very empathic towards me, high-pitched friendly voice. She told me that it would be easier for her to pass my message on to the doctor and then she would call me back later.
I gave her my info so she could look me up in the computer.

Nigga, now I have to explain to this girl that I have fucking sores on my dick and I need a different lotion/medication for it than was discussed prior.

I tried to talk my way around it, but it made it unclear what message I needed to have passed on.
I mentioned the name of the condition, she noticed it was awkward for me to talk about it and said: 'I can see everything in your file here, I know the condition, don't worry about it, it's fine -genuine smile-'

Then she called me 30 minutes later and started the conversation: 'Hey it's me, the girl from the reception desk you spoke to earlier. haha, dont worry about it -blahblah- Thanks for your time ' but like in a genuine friendly way.


Is this an indicator of interest? Makes 0 fucking sense for her to treat me so well while I look like utter shit and she legit knows I have a disgusting medical condition?



What the fuck.

The only thing I can think of is that the girl at the gym knew that only incel subhumans do gymcelling so it was an instant turn-off for her for me to be there.

Meanwhile the girl at the hospital knew I had a contaminated penis condition that usually only sex-havers have. (Not me though, Idk where I got this subhuman skin condition from). But maybe she saw me as a slayer because of it.



But still makes no sense.

And it's not the first time I notice this. HTB/Stacylite legit treat me better than Becky/LTB/femcel. But idk if these were ioi/iod even?

I am also thinking ugly/average women simply have garbage social skills smh. Probably depressed because they aren't good-looking and their boyfriends/fuckbuddies aren't chad.

Fucking weird-ass shit.

for the 2nd story dude stop interpreting everything as a fucking ioi it is cringe and you could embarrass yourself


she works there and ofc she will be friendly towards the customers and idc if you looked like garbage they still need to be friendly

btw how u look? dm if u wanna no dox.

 

[einzigartig]

I rate you LTN. Low tier neanderthal. But since other neanderthals extinct, it means you THE BEST

xd

 

[Deleted member 25713]

My interactions with women are extremely black/white. With my fragile abused-dog self-esteem my inner emotional state can get very turbulent because of it. Making me go from feeling like an utter subhuman to a mogger and vice-versa non-stop.

Yesterday I was at the gym and asked the receptionist girl till what time the showers were open.
She looked at me like: 'Wtf is this guy?! You look like shit. What do you want eww.'- that's the facial expression I read.
And then she awkwardly gave me an answer with no smile (even though I smiled when I asked her) and with no emotion.'

is this an indicator of disgust? Or just a roastie with 0 social skills? Weird thing also: I mogged her hard (she was LTB at best). And I was in a good gym outfit and in a pumped up state, so I looked big and massive.

I expected good behavior from her?! Why did she treat me like I am a subhuman.


Then today:

I had to go to the doctor today for an appointment (I have weird sores on my dick and nut-sack. Fucking disgusting and over, I know.)
I changed my mind about something later as I was leaving the hospital, so I went back in to the receptionist girl to ask if I could see the doctor again real quick for a few minutes to pass a quick message.

Note: I didn't sleep at all today (3 hours) and had to go to the hospital at 7AM.
I didn't do my hair and it was all fucked up, put on some trashy shit clothes I had laying around and rushed my ass to the hospital looking like a total mess.

The receptionist girl was HTB, if not stacy-lite. She immediately smiled at me and seems very empathic towards me, high-pitched friendly voice. She told me that it would be easier for her to pass my message on to the doctor and then she would call me back later.
I gave her my info so she could look me up in the computer.

Nigga, now I have to explain to this girl that I have fucking sores on my dick and I need a different lotion/medication for it than was discussed prior.

I tried to talk my way around it, but it made it unclear what message I needed to have passed on.
I mentioned the name of the condition, she noticed it was awkward for me to talk about it and said: 'I can see everything in your file here, I know the condition, don't worry about it, it's fine -genuine smile-'

Then she called me 30 minutes later and started the conversation: 'Hey it's me, the girl from the reception desk you spoke to earlier. haha, dont worry about it -blahblah- Thanks for your time ' but like in a genuine friendly way.


Is this an indicator of interest? Makes 0 fucking sense for her to treat me so well while I look like utter shit and she legit knows I have a disgusting medical condition?



What the fuck.

The only thing I can think of is that the girl at the gym knew that only incel subhumans do gymcelling so it was an instant turn-off for her for me to be there.

Meanwhile the girl at the hospital knew I had a contaminated penis condition that usually only sex-havers have. (Not me though, Idk where I got this subhuman skin condition from). But maybe she saw me as a slayer because of it.



But still makes no sense.

And it's not the first time I notice this. HTB/Stacylite legit treat me better than Becky/LTB/femcel. But idk if these were ioi/iod even?

I am also thinking ugly/average women simply have garbage social skills smh. Probably depressed because they aren't good-looking and their boyfriends/fuckbuddies aren't chad.

Fucking weird-ass shit.

Me and you are similar. Similar mother and my face looks like yours. I also have very rare bumps on my balls that they don’t know the cause of (definitely not sex). I wonder if it’s the same thing lol.

You seem to care more about what others think than yourself. Like a reverse narcissist. I could give a fuck about others.

That gym girl just seems a bit of an awkward person. I doubt she was disgusted but if it seemed that way then I wouldn’t worry about it. Maybe you smelled or your smile seemed fake or maybe you’re just seeing things. A one off thing means nothing it only matters if it’s a general trend.

The same thing goes for the receptionist at the hospital. She was probably just being polite and doing her job which she is trained to do and suited for. Customer service workers are usually polite to me I’m sure it’s the same for everyone. Means nothing. Maybe she was into you, you can just never know. She won’t make fun of your condition because she is trained not to. She was probably a bit grossed out on the inside tbh.

You say you are ugly. You just need to know you look decent. Like that’s just a fact that won’t change. You should use that fact to help figure out social situations and the reasons why people treat you the way they do, not use social situations to try and figure out how good you look like you are doing.

You overthink things. As long as people are generally helpful to you you’re fine. Like I got kicked out of a McDonald’s last week because it was too full and my autistic brain started taking it too seriously. Then I realised I look good so who gives a fuck.

 

[Deleted member 25705]

Me and you are similar. Similar mother and my face looks like yours. I also have very rare bumps on my balls that they don’t know the cause of (definitely not sex). I wonder if it’s the same thing lol.

You seem to care more about what others think than yourself. Like a reverse narcissist. I could give a fuck about others.

That gym girl just seems a bit of an awkward person. I doubt she was disgusted but if it seemed that way then I wouldn’t worry about it. Maybe you smelled or your smile seemed fake or maybe you’re just seeing things. A one off thing means nothing it only matters if it’s a general trend.

The same thing goes for the receptionist at the hospital. She was probably just being polite and doing her job which she is trained to do and suited for. Customer service workers are usually polite to me I’m sure it’s the same for everyone. Means nothing. Maybe she was into you, you can just never know. She won’t make fun of your condition because she is trained not to. She was probably a bit grossed out on the inside tbh.

You say you are ugly. You just need to know you look decent. Like that’s just a fact that won’t change. You should use that fact to help figure out social situations and the reasons why people treat you the way they do, not use social situations to try and figure out how good you look like you are doing.

You overthink things. As long as people are generally helpful to you you’re fine. Like I got kicked out of a McDonald’s last week because it was too full and my autistic brain started taking it too seriously. Then I realised I look good so who gives a fuck.

Holy cope essay to cope with being an unfixable chinlet.

 

[Deleted member 25713]

Take this guy @normie_joe for example. I could respond properly to his imminent ramblings. Then I just remember he’s brown and I look good so whatever.

 

[Deleted member 25705]

Take this guy @normie_joe for example. I could respond properly to his imminent ramblings. Then I just remember he’s brown and I look good so whatever.

"Whew I'm glad I'm not brown"

 

[timid]

LTN is too high of a rating for most guys here

I am definitely a HTN-Chadlite on a psl scale. I’m not trolling

 

[Deleted member 17578]

for the 2nd story dude stop interpreting everything as a fucking ioi it is cringe and you could embarrass yourself


she works there and ofc she will be friendly towards the customers and idc if you looked like garbage they still need to be friendly

btw how u look? dm if u wanna no dox.

then why did the first receptionist girl treat me like a subhuman?

what is ioi or iod even?
I get almost no ioi when I go out to raves, clubs, etc. So I guess I am still subhuman and it's over then

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Me and you are similar. Similar mother and my face looks like yours. I also have very rare bumps on my balls that they don’t know the cause of (definitely not sex). I wonder if it’s the same thing lol.

You seem to care more about what others think than yourself. Like a reverse narcissist. I could give a fuck about others.

That gym girl just seems a bit of an awkward person. I doubt she was disgusted but if it seemed that way then I wouldn’t worry about it. Maybe you smelled or your smile seemed fake or maybe you’re just seeing things. A one off thing means nothing it only matters if it’s a general trend.

The same thing goes for the receptionist at the hospital. She was probably just being polite and doing her job which she is trained to do and suited for. Customer service workers are usually polite to me I’m sure it’s the same for everyone. Means nothing. Maybe she was into you, you can just never know. She won’t make fun of your condition because she is trained not to. She was probably a bit grossed out on the inside tbh.

You say you are ugly. You just need to know you look decent. Like that’s just a fact that won’t change. You should use that fact to help figure out social situations and the reasons why people treat you the way they do, not use social situations to try and figure out how good you look like you are doing.

You overthink things. As long as people are generally helpful to you you’re fine. Like I got kicked out of a McDonald’s last week because it was too full and my autistic brain started taking it too seriously. Then I realised I look good so who gives a fuck.

Interesting that our lives are so similar. Brutal that we both ended up here as well.

Yeah you are right.
I don't think it's reverse narcissism though, but just normal narcissism.
I am completely reliant on other people's judgement of me and have no inner core of confidence, self-esteem, positive thoughts of myself on my own.

I cope with that, by often zoning out mentally and having no emotions whatsoever anymore. Nothing matters anymore to me at that point, not my own negative feelings, nor anyone else's negative/positive feelings of me.

I use this -zoning out- to go to raves solo, meet-up with drug-dealers, to go on dates, to socialize, to be extroverted, etc. At parties I can do the wildest shit, approach dozens of women, have no inhibition, etc. But only because I am completely zoned the fuck out of my mind.

It's like I am not even there in those moments, I don't experience any emotions in these moments, just fake them. Rejection doesn't hurt me, but neither does acceptance. It's all a trick, a mask.

Over for my mentally ill autistic brain.

 

[Deleted member 25713]

then why did the first receptionist girl treat me like a subhuman?

what is ioi or iod even?
I get almost no ioi when I go out to raves, clubs, etc. So I guess I am still subhuman and it's over then

Most people will treat you well some won’t for reasons out of your control. That’s life.

I really doubt you get no IOIs.

 

[Deleted member 25713]

Interesting that our lives are so similar. Brutal that we both ended up here as well.

Yeah you are right.
I don't think it's reverse narcissism though, but just normal narcissism.
I am completely reliant on other people's judgement of me and have no inner core of confidence, self-esteem, positive thoughts of myself on my own.

I cope with that, by often zoning out mentally and having no emotions whatsoever anymore. Nothing matters anymore to me at that point, not my own negative feelings, nor anyone else's negative/positive feelings of me.

I use this -zoning out- to go to raves solo, meet-up with drug-dealers, to go on dates, to socialize, to be extroverted, etc. At parties I can do the wildest shit, approach dozens of women, have no inhibition, etc. But only because I am completely zoned the fuck out of my mind. I am not even there, I don't experience emotions in these moments, just fake them.

Over for my mentally ill autistic brain.

Our faces weren’t designed for this world. Guys generally like me but don’t want to be around me as my friend. People with normal faces turn out NT and happy because they get tons of social interaction handed to them. We can try as hard as we want but guys don’t like our faces and women think we’re weird. Destined to be a social recluse tbh there’s not much you can do.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Most people will treat you well some won’t for reasons out of your control. That’s life.

I really doubt you get no IOIs.

i got ioi from a gay bartender

Got free drink from gay bartender.

Was at a rave yday, ordered a white wine (screw beer, bloats me). Bartender gave me 2 white wine instead of 1 and said: extra drink for this handsome man. And winked. Gaymax.org finally paying off ngl. After all this time.

looksmax.org

but i get little/no ioi from women tbh. Nowhere, never. Which is why I believe I am very over-rated on this forum.
And just some LTN or normie in the real world.

 

[Deleted member 25713]

i got ioi from a gay bartender

Got free drink from gay bartender.

Was at a rave yday, ordered a white wine (screw beer, bloats me). Bartender gave me 2 white wine instead of 1 and said: extra drink for this handsome man. And winked. Gaymax.org finally paying off ngl. After all this time.

looksmax.org

but i get little/no ioi from women tbh. Nowhere, never. Which is why I believe I am very over-rated on this forum.
And just some LTN or normie in the real world.

Do you count stares or long looks as IOIs?

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Our faces weren’t designed for this world. Guys generally like me but don’t want to be around me as my friend. People with normal faces turn out NT and happy because they get tons of social interaction handed to them. We can try as hard as we want but guys don’t like our faces and women think we’re weird. Destined to be a social recluse tbh there’s not much you can do.

Exactly the same vibe here.

Guys treat me well, like they always want to be on good terms with me. But at the same time never want a closer connection than that either.

I honestly can't even remember the last time a guy disrespected me or picked a fight with me, bullied me, nothing. Must've been in high-school.

Women are extremely divided. With some women telling me I am extremely good-looking, like the stacy-lite I dated. (but this is extremely rare, rarely ever get compliments from women)
But a lot of women telling me I look 'intense, like a villain from an action-movie, angry' - ive heard all of these before.

Our faces just look too different compared to normal people, leading to massive amounts of social rejection tbh.

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

I am definitely a HTN-Chadlite on a psl scale. I’m not trolling

did i ask? Send pics

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Do you count stares or long looks as IOIs?

Yes I do. But I never catch women staring/looking.

 

[Deleted member 25713]

Exactly the same vibe here.

Guys treat me well, like they always want to be on good terms with me. But at the same time never want a closer connection than that either.

I honestly can't even remember the last time a guy disrespected me or picked a fight with me, bullied me, nothing. Must've been in high-school.

Women are extremely divided. With some women telling me I am extremely good-looking, like the stacy-lite I dated. (but this is extremely rare, rarely ever get compliments from women)
But a lot of women telling me I look 'intense, like a villain from an action-movie, angry' - ive heard all of these before.

Our faces just look too different compared to normal people, leading to massive amounts of social rejection tbh.

Yeah I remember my “friend group” from highschool thinking I’m some slayer who fucks girls on the side and would win a fight against them (they were all giga nt, gl, and taller than me). Then they would make plans in front of me without inviting me. Made me feel like shit and now I just reject people first by refusing to engage socially as a coping mechanism. Like I’m in a glass jar. Everyone can look but not touch.

There’s a silver lining when it comes to women though. A lot will just be very attracted to you but you have to do the approaching since your unique face makes you unapproachable.

I would do anything for a normal looking face, even if it meant being average looking. The way I see things going, the blackpill has never been more real. I am literally destined to never fit in. My flatmates go on nights out without me and then act like they like me but then never initiate conversation or invite me out when I do see them. It’s a constant back and forth that hurts my head. Alcohol is a decent cope.

 

[scrunchables]

over for rantcels

 

[Clown Show]

Exactly the same vibe here.

Guys treat me well, like they always want to be on good terms with me. But at the same time never want a closer connection than that either.

I honestly can't even remember the last time a guy disrespected me or picked a fight with me, bullied me, nothing. Must've been in high-school.

Women are extremely divided. With some women telling me I am extremely good-looking, like the stacy-lite I dated. (but this is extremely rare, rarely ever get compliments from women)
But a lot of women telling me I look 'intense, like a villain from an action-movie, angry' - ive heard all of these before.

Our faces just look too different compared to normal people, leading to massive amounts of social rejection tbh.

I think that you don't necessarily have to be ugly to fail at socializing, some of us have that "non NT" face(which is what non NT actually is) even though guys here can rate us normie or good looking.

I for example got rated as a ltn-mtn here, I can't remember that I was called ugly irl, I was only called out for acne and balding, so this means that on paper I should have had some success in dating but I didn't because I simply have that "non NT" face, I look like I am some different ethnicity compared to others where I live. And I never get treated like a normie, people treat me black and white, some find me extremely interesting and like me, some think that I'm mentally ill and hate me, I always have someone that tries to bully me or plot behind my back for no reason at all, at all points of my life.

Or maybe I'm just coping and I'm just ugly, which it is probably.

 

[Deleted member 25713]

Yes I do. But I never catch women staring/looking.

I only notice it when walking past girls on the street. Like they’ll just get very nervous all of a sudden and some just sneak a quick glance when we’re level with each other to see if im looking at them. Again my face just looks weird so they think I might rape them or something. Guys also look at me a lot in public too. Like they are trying to get my attention and impress me. It’s a weird experience.

 

[Deleted member 25713]

I think that you don't necessarily have to be ugly to fail at socializing, some of us have that "non NT" face(which is what non NT actually is) even though guys here can rate us normie or good looking.

I for example got rated as a ltn-mtn here, I can't remember that I was called ugly irl, I was only called out for acne and balding, so this means that on paper I should have had some success in dating but I didn't because I simply have that "non NT" face, I look like I am some different ethnicity compared to others where I live. And I never get treated like a normie, people treat me black and white, some find me extremely interesting and like me, some think that I'm mentally ill and hate me, I always have someone that tries to bully me or plot behind my back for no reason at all, at all points of my life.

Or maybe I'm just coping and I'm just ugly, which it is probably.

Funny how NT is more about face than personality. Like how NT your face looks will determine how extroverted your personality is due to positive feedback. Looks are everything at the end of the day.

 

[timid]

did i ask? Send pics

pm pic exchange?

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

pm pic exchange?

no i don’t post my face here, i rated tons of users before tho. you gotta send after you claim chadlite lol

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Yeah I remember my “friend group” from highschool thinking I’m some slayer who fucks girls on the side and would win a fight against them (they were all giga nt, gl, and taller than me). Then they would make plans in front of me without inviting me. Made me feel like shit and now I just reject people first by refusing to engage socially as a coping mechanism. Like I’m in a glass jar. Everyone can look but not touch.

Extremely relatable.

People assume I am dangerous, a fighter, would knock someone out if they disrespected me, etc.
Which is really weird to me, because I am really not the type of guy who would end up in fights easily. (And I haven't)

Same with people telling me I must be a slayer, really popular with women. Total strangers that I've only interacted with a couple of times, would tell me they think I must've cheated on a lot of girls, broken a lot of hearts.
Which again, is cage-fuel, because I am borderline incel now, khhv at 23yo, etc.

And yeah like you say, people make plans in front of me and don't invite me. I feel like if I invited myself in, they wouldn't mind me being there?
But I find it pathetic that they don't even ask me and that I have to do that. So I usually don't.

There’s a silver lining when it comes to women though. A lot will just be very attracted to you but you have to do the approaching since your unique face makes you unapproachable.

Yeah I guess this is true, maybe.

I don't have the self-esteem to romantically approach women I find attractive often. And even when I do, I notice I still have to lead a positive interaction to something more; escalate it, which is another hurdle/wall.

I would do anything for a normal looking face, even if it meant being average looking. The way I see things going, the blackpill has never been more real. I am literally destined to never fit in. My flatmates go on nights out without me and then act like they like me but then never initiate conversation or invite me out when I do see them. It’s a constant back and forth that hurts my head. Alcohol is a decent cope.

This completely.
I don't fit in whatsoever either.

I actually called out my dorm-mates on this one time, asked them why I wasn't invited. And I was just met with surprise and a response of something like: 'I figured you were already up to something on your own/with others.'

which again makes no sense tbh. social-interaction is fucked when you look non-NT

 

[Deleted member 25710]

Extremely relatable.

People assume I am dangerous, a fighter, would knock someone out if they disrespected me, etc.
Which is really weird to me, because I am really not the type of guy who would end up in fights easily. (And I haven't)

Same with people telling me I must be a slayer, really popular with women. Total strangers that I've only interacted with a couple of times, would tell me they think I must've cheated on a lot of girls, broken a lot of hearts.
Which again, is cage-fuel, because I am borderline incel now, khhv at 23yo, etc.

And yeah like you say, people make plans in front of me and don't invite me. I feel like if I invited myself in, they wouldn't mind me being there?
But I find it pathetic that they don't even ask me and that I have to do that. So I usually don't.


Yeah I guess this is true, maybe.

I don't have the self-esteem to romantically approach women I find attractive often. And even when I do, I notice I still have to lead a positive interaction to something more; escalate it, which is another hurdle/wall.


This completely.
I don't fit in whatsoever either.

I actually called out my dorm-mates on this one time, asked them why I wasn't invited. And I was just met with surprise and a response of something like: 'I figured you were already up to something on your own/with others.'

which again makes no sense tbh. social-interaction is fucked when you look non-NT

 

[Deleted member 17578]

So his advice is to accept that you simply don't fit in? Never truly will be a part of something bigger than just yourself?




Sad World. He could be a poster in off-topic section of this forum with posts like that.

You could be gandy-tier in looks, and still remain a .org poster in life, mindset.
In life dissatisfaction, loneliness. Not feeling part of something bigger, not feeling like a part of society.


Fuck man. This made me really sad.

 

[einzigartig]

then why did the first receptionist girl treat me like a subhuman?

what is ioi or iod even?
I get almost no ioi when I go out to raves, clubs, etc. So I guess I am still subhuman and it's over then

ok explain "treated me like a subhuman" idc how polite she was it is her job

 

[Deleted member 17578]

ok explain "treated me like a subhuman" idc how polite she was it is her job

its literally explained in the exact post?? lol wtf

 

[Orc]

I'm high tier subhuman.

 

[googlemoggee]

You’re probably socially awkward/autistic you seem like an attractive guy by the way your life is. You gotta figure out how to blend in with the norimes, You need to find inner confidence