Nostalgia will become the death of me

[Mike456]

I just cant accept the present,the past speaks so sweetly to me

I remember her holding my hand,the material of the dress she was wearing,my costume

How I was working like a slave but I was working for something I was looking forward to something

I remember staying so many hours studying and working just for it to be all in vain

 

[poindextahh]

no nigga I will

 

[Mike456]

no nigga I will

Death will cease my pain and I will embrace it

 

[poindextahh]

Death will cease my pain and I will embrace it

may death itself turn its face from thee

 

[Mike456]

may death itself turn its face from thee

My fate has been written far from the present I was meant to fall and I will at least fall like Icarus fell for one glimpse of true happiness will forever set me at peace

 

[crazyguy]

I just cant accept the present,the past speaks so sweetly to me

I remember her holding my hand,the material of the dress she was wearing,my costume

How I was working like a slave but I was working for something I was looking forward to something

I remember staying so many hours studying and working just for it to be all in vain

what happened between yall

 

[larpcel]

what happened between yall

We had to break it off, it wasn’t working

 

[danyept]

you’re 15 btw

 

[Mike456]

what happened between yall

So we were classmates quite a opposite in terms of friends and all

But on a fieldtrip she said she will do me and again at prom she wanted for us to dance

i failed and got in a shitty school where as she got in one of the top school and now zi will try to get to that school even if it is the last thing I will do

 

[Mike456]

you’re 15 btw

And?

 

[Deleted member 57377]

so true, I am weirdly nostalgic about the time when a crashed my test and became overly emotional cus I couldn't have prime emma watson

 

[danyept]

And?

You haven’t existed for enough time to say things like that, I used to think like that at your age but you’ll eventually realize that it isn’t that deep and that you’re being “cringe”, I don’t mean any disrespect against you with this im just letting you know

 

[crazyguy]

So we were classmates quite a opposite in terms of friends and all

But on a fieldtrip she said she will do me and again at prom she wanted for us to dance

i failed and got in a shitty school where as she got in one of the top school and now zi will try to get to that school even if it is the last thing I will do

your situation is salvageable, do your best at school and you'll find yourself next to her

 

[Mike456]

your situation is salvageable, do your best at school and you'll find yourself next to her

I hope and you are prob right to a certain degree but in this corrupted country my slave work means nothing in the hands of aristocrats

 

[Mike456]

You haven’t existed for enough time to say things like that, I used to think like that at your age but you’ll eventually realize that it isn’t that deep and that you’re being “cringe”, I don’t mean any disrespect against you with this im just letting you know

You’re probably right but how much do you really think I will be alive for

From everything that happened to me I was made to fall

 

[danyept]

You’re probably right but how much do you really think I will be alive for

From everything that happened to me I was made to fall

You remind me a lot of myself when I was your age by the way you’re talking, I think that you should start reading books, specially the philosophy ones I think you’re going to like it

 

[FiendFiend]

I just cant accept the present,the past speaks so sweetly to me

I remember her holding my hand,the material of the dress she was wearing,my costume

How I was working like a slave but I was working for something I was looking forward to something

I remember staying so many hours studying and working just for it to be all in vain

 

[Mike456]

You remind me a lot of myself when I was your age by the way you’re talking, I think that you should start reading books, specially the philosophy ones I think you’re going to like it

Actually I am currently reading Romeo&Julliet cause I am forced by the school

By I read like Dotoviesky,Kafka,George Orwell what do you recommend?

I only know like Nietche,Albert Campus,Plato and some others

 

[Mike456]

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The innocence of a child made any sickness any problem feel like a leaf in the wind

For a child nothing matters but playing and being happy once you got that taken from you and cant fully accept it that we slowly drain you

 

[FiendFiend]

The innocence of a child made any sickness any problem feel like a leaf in the wind

For a child nothing matters but playing and being happy once you got that taken from you and cant fully accept it that we slowly drain you

dont dwell in the past man, u cant go back, make new memories, should be a wakeup call to blast roids and just take risks to get out the spot man. I was pushed at the edge when i was 17 , school had finished a year ago, i was fucking super ugly , spoke to no one, would cry myself to sleep at night , just wish i could go back.

Have a goal , be it looksmaxxing, personal financial goals, have a cope like gym u will get through the tirbulation man, I thought I would have roped by this year by now but it is slowly getting better and better by month. You're missing out on life cuz the fear of not being judged, if u dont wanna be judged just fit in as a normie, work a job, look decent, fraud ur dick off.

Jfl people actually treat u as a subhuman if u openly say ur not in school or working and pity u super hard. Just take ur benzos, whatever shit u need and just get to doing shit man and it will get better i promise.

 

[danyept]

Actually I am currently reading Romeo&Julliet cause I am forced by the school

By I read like Dotoviesky,Kafka,George Orwell what do you recommend?

I only know like Nietche,Albert Campus,Plato and some others

I really like Kafka, you should read “the trial” by him, it talks about how the human being has no control over the justice system and how corrupt it is, its a short book i read it in 3 days i think

Dotoviesky is also really cool im currently reanding “The gambler” by him

George Orwell is nice also, he has a book that you’ve probably heard of called “ The picture of Dorian Gray”, it kinda talks about looksmaxing in a way

Albert Campus is personally one of my favourites, did you know that he’s not a real person? He is one of many personalitys that the portuguese poet Fernando Pessoa has, Pessoa was really a genius and Im proud to be born in the same country as him you should exolore more about him

 

[Mike456]

dont dwell in the past man, u cant go back, make new memories, should be a wakeup call to blast roids and just take risks to get out the spot man. I was pushed at the edge when i was 17 , school had finished a year ago, i was fucking super ugly , spoke to no one, would cry myself to sleep at night , just wish i could go back.

Have a goal , be it looksmaxxing, personal financial goals, have a cope like gym u will get through the tirbulation man, I thought I would have roped by this year by now but it is slowly getting better and better by month. You're missing out on life cuz the fear of not being judged, if u dont wanna be judged just fit in as a normie, work a job, look decent, fraud ur dick off.

Jfl people actually treat u as a subhuman if u openly say ur not in school or working and pity u super hard. Just take ur benzos, whatever shit u need and just get to doing shit man and it will get better i promise.

I will but until tell I must suffer