iamgoingtoascend
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I will have ascended by the time im like 20-21. Because of all the development i have missed in 16-20 i am so behind.
The lifestyle i envision to live i will be late to. I don’t know exactly what i will do, maybe travelmaxx and do vanlife , maybe try to go work as a model in some major city like ny. I have many ideas and i will see what i choose.
But, whatever it will be i will be fucking late to the game and when i turn like 25 i won’t be a young man anymore. So after ascending i only really have like 4-5 years. I would give up anything to have been able to ascend at 16 or 17 or 18. To turn back the clock. Fuck man. Brutal. Just brutal.
I fucking wish i discovered this website, and hardmaxxing earlier.
Yeah yeah i know minimize pain and do what you can but still that loss of time just itches at me. Imagine having that nice teenage life and after graduating moving to NYC or something like this. Or immediately going out to travel the world at 18 after graduating. People genuienly do this. I see it all the time. It genuienly drives me insane. Its all deterministic. If you are like me and have to ascend and catch up to these people, it fucking sucks. Why? Because of the lost time. 16,17,18,19,20 all gone. All while they were living i was living dead. I could have been in a coma and my life would not have been much different.
The lifestyle i envision to live i will be late to. I don’t know exactly what i will do, maybe travelmaxx and do vanlife , maybe try to go work as a model in some major city like ny. I have many ideas and i will see what i choose.
But, whatever it will be i will be fucking late to the game and when i turn like 25 i won’t be a young man anymore. So after ascending i only really have like 4-5 years. I would give up anything to have been able to ascend at 16 or 17 or 18. To turn back the clock. Fuck man. Brutal. Just brutal.
I fucking wish i discovered this website, and hardmaxxing earlier.
Yeah yeah i know minimize pain and do what you can but still that loss of time just itches at me. Imagine having that nice teenage life and after graduating moving to NYC or something like this. Or immediately going out to travel the world at 18 after graduating. People genuienly do this. I see it all the time. It genuienly drives me insane. Its all deterministic. If you are like me and have to ascend and catch up to these people, it fucking sucks. Why? Because of the lost time. 16,17,18,19,20 all gone. All while they were living i was living dead. I could have been in a coma and my life would not have been much different.
