Not being good looking in my teens crushed my confidence

[klip11]

The photos of me on here are very recent photos. I was physically a slow developer, even my facial bones. I also suffered from ADD. Back in the 2000s when I was in high school I had no cheekbones and my face shape was more egg shaped than square shaped. As you can imagine, that plus having ADD and being non NT caused me to be rejected alot by the opposite sex . That rejection during my teen years scarred me psychologically.

My slow development and ADD stem from my mom having gestational diabetes and birth complications while pregnant with me. It's not fair and I hate God for dealing me this hand .

@WayneSarcosuhus
@Octillionaire
@Trilogy
@looksmaxxer234
@gsizzle

 

[Deleted member 23772]

where the pictures at

 

[Deleted member 20370]

yeah acne fucked my ass up

 

[Deleted member 21661]

The photos of me on here are very recent photos. I was physically a slow developer, even my facial bones. I also suffered from ADD. Back in the 2000s when I was in high school I had no cheekbones and my face shape was more egg shaped than square shaped. As you can imagine, that plus having ADD and being non NT caused me to be rejected alot by the opposite sex . That rejection during my teen years scarred me psychologically.

My slow development and ADD stem from my mom having gestational diabetes and birth complications while pregnant with me. It's not fair and I hate God for dealing me this hand .

@WayneSarcosuhus
@Octillionaire
@Trilogy
@looksmaxxer234
@gsizzle

How old are you now?

 

[klip11]

where the pictures at

As you can imagine, I hated pics back then. Plus, that was right before smart phones and so you couldn't just do selfies. Back in the 2000s you still had to have an actual camera.

 

[ifyouwannabemylover]

same exact situation

i feel inferior on a subconscious level interacting with other people due to negative reinforcement during formative years

 

[klip11]

How old are you now?

I'm a child of the 1990s

 

[gsizzle]

The photos of me on here are very recent photos. I was physically a slow developer, even my facial bones. I also suffered from ADD. Back in the 2000s when I was in high school I had no cheekbones and my face shape was more egg shaped than square shaped. As you can imagine, that plus having ADD and being non NT caused me to be rejected alot by the opposite sex . That rejection during my teen years scarred me psychologically.

My slow development and ADD stem from my mom having gestational diabetes and birth complications while pregnant with me. It's not fair and I hate God for dealing me this hand .

@WayneSarcosuhus
@Octillionaire
@Trilogy
@looksmaxxer234
@gsizzle

You were in HS in the 2000s? I thought you were a nt zoomer bbc slayer

 

[cytoplasm]

I had high smv in my early teens. Meant fuck all im still here

 

[gsizzle]

The photos of me on here are very recent photos. I was physically a slow developer, even my facial bones. I also suffered from ADD. Back in the 2000s when I was in high school I had no cheekbones and my face shape was more egg shaped than square shaped. As you can imagine, that plus having ADD and being non NT caused me to be rejected alot by the opposite sex . That rejection during my teen years scarred me psychologically.

My slow development and ADD stem from my mom having gestational diabetes and birth complications while pregnant with me. It's not fair and I hate God for dealing me this hand .

@WayneSarcosuhus
@Octillionaire
@Trilogy
@looksmaxxer234
@gsizzle

I’m the same way though. I moved to a new area in Middle school and was always the jester of every “friend group” I joined and it caused me to be high inhib and have no confidence even though I’m kinda GL now.

 

[klip11]

You were in HS in the 2000s? I thought you were a nt zoomer bbc slayer

Id be more of a millennial slayer

 

[MoggerGaston]

Same, i feel you.

If I looked like I do now, in my childhood, I wouldve never been this unconfident in my looks ngl.

 

[Deleted member 21661]

I'm a child of the 1990s

Didn't see that part, but it's brutal man. It is what it is. But it's far more than just about good looks.
It's about growing up good looking
Arvid and Amnesia grew up ugly, and they became abused dogs who chase surgery after surgery even after ascending. There's no escaping growing up ugly. Muh peaking in high school is unironically far better for your mental state.
It is what it is. But no matter how much you "ascend", it's over because you had to ascend in the first place.

 

[klip11]

Same, i feel you.

If I looked like I do now, in my childhood, I wouldve never been this unconfident in my looks ngl.

Even though I consciously know I'm not ugly now, I still subconsciously feel like that 13 year old kid that got rejected by girls at his school and called ugly. I haven't been called ugly in years, but that shit sticks with you, particularly if it happens from girls during your teen years.

 

[Deleted member 29435]

Even though I consciously know I'm not ugly now, I still subconsciously feel like that 13 year old kid that got rejected by girls at his school and called ugly. I haven't been called ugly in years, but that shit sticks with you, particularly if it happens from girls during your teen years.

That's me, but I'm 15. Girls by nature are blackpilled.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Even though I consciously know I'm not ugly now, I still subconsciously feel like that 13 year old kid that got rejected by girls at his school and called ugly. I haven't been called ugly in years, but that shit sticks with you, particularly if it happens from girls during your teen years.

Exactly.

I was being called ugly atleast weekly in primary/middle/high school.

Now I often still feel like that's how people think about me, even though I can rationally, logically argue this is no longer the case. You still feel that way

 

[Deleted member 23772]

Even though I consciously know I'm not ugly now, I still subconsciously feel like that 13 year old kid that got rejected by girls at his school and called ugly. I haven't been called ugly in years, but that shit sticks with you, particularly if it happens from girls during your teen years.

tbh ive always been a ltn all my life and never got the teen love i should have had like my peers used to get. However i completely changed the game when i got introduced by the redpill ( saw youtube channels like AMS, stephiscold, fixfearless) and started to mass aproach girls in public places. I sooner or later started to become low inhib and i attented to parties, met with a bunch of ppl etc and got kisses and some sex but still no deep teen love. Havent been into a real relationship yet so it sucks

 

[Deleted member 29456]

You cant change the past only the future

 

[klip11]

Exactly.

I was being called ugly atleast weekly in primary/middle/high school.

Now I often still feel like that's how people think about me, even though I can rationally, logically argue this is no longer the case. You still feel that way

Your teen/early adult years are very important when it comes to confidence with the opposite sex. And it's not about being rejected once or twice, it's about rejection being the pattern. A Chad might be rejected once in a while for various reasons, but he has more successes than failures, so the few rejections he gets don't phase him and he develops confidence in dealing with the opposite sex.

 

[forevergymcelling]

I ascended and became more cocky by the day

 

[klip11]

That's me, but I'm 15. Girls by nature are blackpilled.

People on here think it was easier before dating apps and social media. When I was 15 in the 2000s, that was right before dating apps and social media. And trust me, girls still judged you on your looks and NT.

 

[klip11]

I ascended and became more cocky by the day

Look at the pic of you in your avi. You're Chad

 

[forevergymcelling]

Look at the pic of you in your avi. You're Chad

But the Dalits rated me HTN

 

[The Grinch]

Go €R

 

[klip11]

Go €R

And Er, Judah's firstborn, was wicked in the sight of the LORD; and the LORD slew him.

Genesis 38:7

 

[Deleted member 10106]

most self defeating shit ive read in a long time.

 

[LiterallyNightwing]

Arvid and Amnesia grew up ugly, and they became abused dogs who chase surgery after surgery even after ascending. There's no escaping growing up ugly. Muh peaking in high school is unironically far better for your mental state.

I was good looking in highschool and got a lot of blackpilling experiences from it. Middle school is what traumatised me before i had a growth spurt or puberty.

 

[Deleted member 23157]

i THINk MOST OF US ARE HERE because we suffered before.

 

[Deleted member 21661]

I was good looking in highschool and got a lot of blackpilling experiences from it. Middle school is what traumatised me before i had a growth spurt or puberty.

What blackpilling experiences? Could you describe?

 

[LiterallyNightwing]

What blackpilling experiences? Could you describe?

My friend took a snap of me at the gym (I'm not buff but my face was in the picture) and a couple different girls invited us to hangout with them, one of those girl groups we did end up having over but that ended in disaster even made a thread abt that way back (tried to wingman my normie friend but didn't tell the girls who were sluttily dressed for us that he was joing jfl).

Another girl had seen me at mcdonalds with my friends and asked her friend next to her who ended up inviting me and another guy over to their apartment a week later.

An old class mate said she wouldn't snitch on me if i told her what plastic surgery i had gotten because she thought i looked so much better and she was deadass, mind you this was before i had any work done.

These are just some examples but you get the idea. These things never happened to me when i was avarage looking and short.

 

[ihatereddit]

Total Human Death is the only solution

 

[LiterallyNightwing]

My friend took a snap of me at the gym (I'm not buff but my face was in the picture) and a couple different girls invited us to hangout with them, one of those girl groups we did end up having over but that ended in disaster even made a thread abt that way back (tried to wingman my normie friend but didn't tell the girls who were sluttily dressed for us that he was joing jfl).

Another girl had seen me at mcdonalds with my friends and asked her friend next to her who ended up inviting me and another guy over to their apartment a week later.

An old class mate said she wouldn't snitch on me if i told her what plastic surgery i had gotten because she thought i looked so much better and she was deadass, mind you this was before i had any work done.

These are just some examples but you get the idea. These things never happened to me when i was avarage looking and short.

Thing is these experienes have been the biggest blackpill fuel ever to experience the difference firsthand more so than any looksmax post could ever accomplish.

Gets me excited for how being a chad in college could be like after i've hopefully ascended from chadlite with my side burn transplant, chin and lip fillers and my already finished scalp advancement.

 

[klip11]

I had high smv in my early teens. Meant fuck all im still here

How did you end up here?

 

[cytoplasm]

How did you end up here?

Literally zero social life for about a decade now