Not being NT is my curse

[Rebooted]

I act too autistic around the people in my school, this whole BP thing has consumed me to the point where i struggle to pay attention in class because I think of BP edits . I wish this was a joke.

I was telling my friend (who looks like current James Sapphire and jokes about BP with me due to me indoctrinating him) that he should CrystalMethMaxx and starvemaxx to look like him. I show him and all my friends all the edits I’ve collected of James (a lot) , they find it funny and worrying at the same time. This obsession with James happened since I started having visions of him unironically. (That was featured in a previous thread I made a bit ago)

In class I started laughing while my James lookalike friend made eye contact with me while we pretended to Bonesmash. That’s not so bad, right. But before and after this happened, I would constantly zone out - thinking of BP edits I saw on TikTok. This happened so much to the point a becky next to me was asking if I was okay throughout the lesson.

This is all seriously starting to take a toll on my mental health, it makes me question if this journey for ascension is worth it or not. I’ll still continue though because BP is life.

Is this what it feels like to slowly go insane?

 

[Deleted member 93434]

 

[mogtivism]

You got a real good friend. Treasure him

 

[abdullah23k]

I act too autistic around the people in my school, this whole BP thing has consumed me to the point where i struggle to pay attention in class because I think of BP edits . I wish this was a joke.

I was telling my friend (who looks like current James Sapphire and jokes about BP with me due to me indoctrinating him) that he should CrystalMethMaxx and starvemaxx to look like him. I show him and all my friends all the edits I’ve collected of James (a lot) , they find it funny and worrying at the same time. This obsession with James happened since I started having visions of him unironically. (That was featured in a previous thread I made a bit ago)

In class I started laughing while my James lookalike friend made eye contact with me while we pretended to Bonesmash. That’s not so bad, right. But before and after this happened, I would constantly zone out - thinking of BP edits I saw on TikTok. This happened so much to the point a becky next to me was asking if I was okay throughout the lesson.

This is all seriously starting to take a toll on my mental health, it makes me question if this journey for ascension is worth it or not. I’ll still continue though because BP is life.

Is this was it feels like to slowly go insane?

Yep

 

[Rebooted]

You got a real good friend. Treasure him

Not many like him, legend

 

[LTNUser]

How to be more NT

 

[amoralez]

sounds strange brother

 

[Rebooted]

How to be more NT

My biggest question in life

 

[Olympus]