not cutting my hair until i reach my weight goal

[Gomez]

I have to punish myself for not taking care of my body enough

No haircut will either ascend me and i'll be pleased with how i look or i will be just torturing myself because i am willingly descending myself

self punishment must become a part of me or i'm not going to learn on my own mistakes​

 

[aethel]

I think you like self punishment