Blackout.xl
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Joined a discord server yesterday
the foids in it were gas lighting as usual saying personality matters more than looks. I hit it off with a foid in PMs and things go good until she sees my face. She tapers off convo
Then she talks to chads in chat for the rest of the night. I went to bed angry and tried to dream about good things but I was unable to
Then I wake up and just get non stop notifications from chat with the same foid doing a roleplay with a chad from chat. A role play about her being his mum or someshit and there was obvious sexual references. It’s stuck in my head and it won’t get out
I tried to talk to one of my irl niggas and he’s with his girl rn. Can’t talk to him until he’s done with her for today
try to talk to my other irl nigga and do it for 30 mins. He eventually goes off with his irl Hyper NT friends. Tbf he offered me to come but I couldn’t go as I don’t know these people that well and my body temp is too high, which will make me a sweating mess when I get there and probably a bit stinky. Regardless of a shower or clean clothes (I obviously shower, I’m not a caveman)
It is what it is. Not in a good place rn
the foids in it were gas lighting as usual saying personality matters more than looks. I hit it off with a foid in PMs and things go good until she sees my face. She tapers off convo
Then she talks to chads in chat for the rest of the night. I went to bed angry and tried to dream about good things but I was unable to
Then I wake up and just get non stop notifications from chat with the same foid doing a roleplay with a chad from chat. A role play about her being his mum or someshit and there was obvious sexual references. It’s stuck in my head and it won’t get out
I tried to talk to one of my irl niggas and he’s with his girl rn. Can’t talk to him until he’s done with her for today
try to talk to my other irl nigga and do it for 30 mins. He eventually goes off with his irl Hyper NT friends. Tbf he offered me to come but I couldn’t go as I don’t know these people that well and my body temp is too high, which will make me a sweating mess when I get there and probably a bit stinky. Regardless of a shower or clean clothes (I obviously shower, I’m not a caveman)
It is what it is. Not in a good place rn
