Not suicidal (on good days) but I am so tired of it all

[Deleted member 216958]

yes I am scared to kill myself
yes I want to experience love
yes the answer to everything is suicide
no I have no idea why I am posting this
yes I am talking to myself
no I am not going crazy
yes I find comfort in romanticizing everything that is wrong with me
what the fuck am I even doing

 

[Deleted member 216958]

you really need some help man

 

[Deleted member 216958]

you really need some help man

nah I can take care of myself

 

[Wicket]

I feel you bro I probably would've done it already but im scared of death