Nothing ever changes

[purpleskulltrooper]

Little recap of my depressing 4th of July:

• Woke up
• Ate protein powder and fruit
• Realized I didn't have enough time to go to gym before work and rushed to get ready
• Arrive late and clock in
• Get in trouble with strict manager for temporarily closing the shop for 2 minutes to scrape my tongue in sink (prolly thought I was smoking or smthn)
• Meet chill coworker my age and he compliments my physique and says I'm a chiller (hopefully a future friend)
• Take furo and pregab all to do nothing with it
• Drive to gym which was closed despite saying open on google
• Drive home and pick up burrito otw
• Chow down and throw it up cus I'm tryna calorie deficit
• Contemplate what went wrong for me to be in this position while everyone else is out partying, hooking up, and having a blast
• Dread hearing fireworks go off soon, an explosive reminder of my loneliness

But hey next year will be different right?

 

[enten]

how do you make yourself throw up i cant do it myself

 

[purpleskulltrooper]

how do you make yourself throw up i cant do it myself

Don't even get into it dawg. It's a huge looksmin in so many ways and will fuck you up mentally in the long run. If you're going to do it I would save it for certain occasional circumstances. Toothbrush backwards to activate gag reflex works better than fingers. Hope it gets better for the both of us

 

[enten]

Don't even get into it dawg. It's a huge looksmin in so many ways and will fuck you up mentally in the long run. If you're going to do it I would save it for certain occasional circumstances. Toothbrush backwards to activate gag reflex works better than fingers. Hope it gets better for the both of us

In the end we have eachother so its all gonna be fine! Thanks for the nice words