Nothing feels real anymore

[Deleted member 216958]

I just live in my constant state of insanity
I have no safe place to go to
No memories to forget about the present
Everything is surrounded by pain
I am surrounded by pain
Pain that doesnt show up until the night comes
Im being more "vulnerable" on org lately and am aware of it, but honestly who gives a fuck

 

[Deleted member 216958]

 

[prettyboylite]

Everything is a copy of a copy of a copy

 

[Deleted member 93861]

Im being more "vulnerable" on org lately and am aware of it, but honestly who gives a fuck

Higher chance of people understanding and caring here than irl which you’ll just get gaslit and further traumatized in all likelihood

 

[pony]

Blogs.org

 

[zalcus]

I just live in my constant state of insanity
I have no safe place to go to
No memories to forget about the present
Everything is surrounded by pain
I am surrounded by pain
Pain that doesnt show up until the night comes
Im being more "vulnerable" on org lately and am aware of it, but honestly who gives a fuck

Same here, I don’t feel sad but disconnected and hopeless. Like my life is over but I don’t mind, I just want to lay down in the soft sun on a windy day. It’s hard for me to explain but I feel like that’s where I am, like I’m in a windy field just watching stuff happen. It sounds sorta edgy but it feels comforting to me

This is what it feels like