Nothing i did or do feels real

[Deleted member 8706]

jesus christ whenever i remember the past it looks like it was all fabricated by my mind.
NOHTING i do or memories feels like reality, tangible.
fuck ive done a lot of crazy shit on the past and have pain or struggle to remember them even WHEN THEY MARKED MY FUCKING LIFE, and even when i remember it feels lacking as it was just a dream.

 

[Deleted member 7863]

Welcome to scizhophrenia, your life Will spiral downwards from here

 

[Deleted member 8706]

Welcome to scizhophrenia, your life Will spiral downwards from here

you have this shit?
im schizoid but idk it has somethign correlated ( tho ive never been diagnosed as one, got twice as asperger but its quite commom to schizoids to get diagnosed as autism )

 

[sKdLeL]

same bro, it only happens in some memories not all of them tho, but you shouldn't worry

 

[Deleted member 8706]

same bro, it only happens in some memories not all of them tho, but you shouldn't worry

All my memories have this feeling

 

[CupOfCoffee]

I have the same feeling tbh. Its like u realize everything you did in the past was due to the situations you were involuntarily put into and you didn't really have control over anything

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[Deleted member 8706]

I have the same feeling tbh. Its like u realize everything you did in the past was due to the situations you were involuntarily put into and you didn't really have control over anything

Nah on my case it was deliberatly on my side, ive done some sick shit on the past and even tho they should remark my life this feeling is still strong
Normal memories do too, everything, i feel like im just alivs to keep breathing ntohing makes sense

 

[Deleted member 10913]

jesus christ whenever i remember the past it looks like it was all fabricated by my mind.
NOHTING i do or memories feels like reality, tangible.
fuck ive done a lot of crazy shit on the past and have pain or struggle to remember them even WHEN THEY MARKED MY FUCKING LIFE, and even when i remember it feels lacking as it was just a dream.

This aewma to be a side effect of taking many bp's

 

[Ritalincel]