Nothing is really happening, but never stop trying...

[Histy]

Before I start, let me teach you about chuddism

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So, chuddism is a thing where you know nothing is happening, but it is only a problem when you care

4 truths
1. Nothing Ever Happens
2. You will have problems
3. Some problems are worth having
4. The source of problems is caring

"But that is just nonsense"

Change the Things which you can​

If something is worth caring about, it is worth fighting for​

Failure is not Forever​

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364 days of success are not undone by one day of failure​

When confronted by the world, a man can succeed for years only to fall short and believe that he has fallen forever. An alcoholic might stay sober for 5 years but fall off the wagon one day and now he believes he is only 1 day sober, which is a thought that can break you.


However it can be argued that if you take a broad look at your success you will see that in fact your failure accounts for only 0.0005% of the time you have been trying to be better. By definition 'better' is not perfect, you must spend your time striving for perfection but you must see your failures as a learning point and not a point of total obliteration. When you are running a race, if you trip, you are not magically at the starting line, behind you are but your progress has not been undone as long as you stand up and keep running.


Every journey begins with a single step, but it also consists of these same steps. When you find yourself failing or feeling like the goal is too far to reach, cast your eyes downwards, focus on your feet, and take each step without thinking of the future. You are here, right now, in this moment, where you are, and if you have stepped in a puddle, all you need to worry about is stepping out again.

Spoiler: cool wiki about chuddism

https://www.chuddism.com/

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Okay, here is my schizo venting.

So, it shows that nothing is happening.

I've been planning, solving shit out of my life.
Nothing has changed; all the same, it keeps getting worse and worse.

All a person like me wants is to find some mental peace
Feeling some affection, care, or unreasonable love.

That kid didn't choose to be born, willingly to suffer and be stressed all the time.

The regret keeps getting bigger; the will to live itself is vanishing, as if it is not what it should be.

"Hmm--But you have a GF and friends"

Well, you fuckin cunt, I'm a fucking psycho right here, and I can't control it.
The only reason you know "Histy" is because I found a real GF
"fakecel, kys" blah blah

Nigga, I wish you all experienced one thing of the shit I have seen in my life.

Knowing that, I was a person who would fight even if both my hands were injured.

I was a person who would fuck the shit out of you, but I loved to be kind all the time.

"yeye, you're just trying to fit in the com, and act like an incel"

BITCH, you would never know how it feels to always be the weakest around
You may feel what is getting bullied be like.

Yes, some of you are sensitive incels.

And those who are always Neurodivergent niggas who lack communication and the life fuck them hard.

"Ye nigga, you have friends"

Ye cuz, The realst niggas I know are either gone or some IRL friends who don't like to talk much with me.

The problem is me, but I'm done with it.

I can't handle this anymore, and I'm still pushing myself forward to be a natural human being.

For the fucking dopamine addicts:
TL;DR
I'm simply suffering while feeling lonely but being anti-social ND. May suffer from mental illness and still trying to be better

@Askinov @GonorrhoeaGobbler @Vrilltrum @Genio @iblamexyz​

 

[theonlytallirish]

investing

 

[dxo]

fire

 

[DrRodger]

Dnr

 

[Askinov]

Before I start, let me teach you about chuddism
View attachment 5530310​

---

So, chuddism is a thing where you know nothing is happening, but it is only a problem when you care

4 truths
1. Nothing Ever Happens
2. You will have problems
3. Some problems are worth having
4. The source of problems is caring

"But that is just nonsense"

Spoiler: cool wiki about chuddism

https://www.chuddism.com/

---

​

@Menas @imontheloose

 

[Sadist]

would you look at the time..

 

[Histy]

would you look at the time..

6 fucking AM

 

[Askinov]

Before I start, let me teach you about chuddism
View attachment 5530310​

---

So, chuddism is a thing where you know nothing is happening, but it is only a problem when you care

4 truths
1. Nothing Ever Happens
2. You will have problems
3. Some problems are worth having
4. The source of problems is caring

"But that is just nonsense"

Spoiler: cool wiki about chuddism

https://www.chuddism.com/

---

Okay, here is my schizo venting.
View attachment 5530318​

So, it shows that nothing is happening.

I've been planning, solving shit out of my life.
Nothing has changed; all the same, it keeps getting worse and worse.

All a person like me wants is to find some mental peace
Feeling some affection, care, or unreasonable love.

That kid didn't choose to be born, willingly to suffer and be stressed all the time.

The regret keeps getting bigger; the will to live itself is vanishing, as if it is not what it should be.

"Hmm--But you have a GF and friends"

Well, you fuckin cunt, I'm a fucking psycho right here, and I can't control it.
The only reason you know "Histy" is because I found a real GF
"fakecel, kys" blah blah

Nigga, I wish you all experienced one thing of the shit I have seen in my life.

Knowing that, I was a person who would fight even if both my hands were injured.

I was a person who would fuck the shit out of you, but I loved to be kind all the time.

"yeye, you're just trying to fit in the com, and act like an incel"

BITCH, you would never know how it feels to always be the weakest around
You may feel what is getting bullied be like.

Yes, some of you are sensitive incels.

And those who are always Neurodivergent niggas who lack communication and the life fuck them hard.

"Ye nigga, you have friends"

Ye cuz, The realst niggas I know are either gone or some IRL friends who don't like to talk much with me.

The problem is me, but I'm done with it.

I can't handle this anymore, and I'm still pushing myself forward to be a natural human being.

For the fucking dopamine addicts:
TL;DR
I'm simply suffering while feeling lonely but being anti-social ND. May suffer from mental illness and still trying to be better

@Askinov @GonorrhoeaGobbler @Vrilltrum @Genio @iblamexyz​

keep fighting we will make it histy

 

[Histy]

keep fighting we will make it histy

Do you think?
"

"

 

[Askinov]

Do you think?
"

"

something happened that day i met that guy iam not the same

something did happened from that day

and i believe it will happen again

 

[Histy]

@imontheloose @BigBallsLarry @Daddy's Home @Menas @TechnoBoss​

 

[RandomGuy002]

Website not safe

 

[Sadist]

6 fucking AM

out of zopiclone

 

[egyptiansub5]

Before I start, let me teach you about chuddism
View attachment 5530310​

---

So, chuddism is a thing where you know nothing is happening, but it is only a problem when you care

4 truths
1. Nothing Ever Happens
2. You will have problems
3. Some problems are worth having
4. The source of problems is caring

"But that is just nonsense"

Spoiler: cool wiki about chuddism

https://www.chuddism.com/

---

Okay, here is my schizo venting.
View attachment 5530318​

So, it shows that nothing is happening.

I've been planning, solving shit out of my life.
Nothing has changed; all the same, it keeps getting worse and worse.

All a person like me wants is to find some mental peace
Feeling some affection, care, or unreasonable love.

That kid didn't choose to be born, willingly to suffer and be stressed all the time.

The regret keeps getting bigger; the will to live itself is vanishing, as if it is not what it should be.

"Hmm--But you have a GF and friends"

Well, you fuckin cunt, I'm a fucking psycho right here, and I can't control it.
The only reason you know "Histy" is because I found a real GF
"fakecel, kys" blah blah

Nigga, I wish you all experienced one thing of the shit I have seen in my life.

Knowing that, I was a person who would fight even if both my hands were injured.

I was a person who would fuck the shit out of you, but I loved to be kind all the time.

"yeye, you're just trying to fit in the com, and act like an incel"

BITCH, you would never know how it feels to always be the weakest around
You may feel what is getting bullied be like.

Yes, some of you are sensitive incels.

And those who are always Neurodivergent niggas who lack communication and the life fuck them hard.

"Ye nigga, you have friends"

Ye cuz, The realst niggas I know are either gone or some IRL friends who don't like to talk much with me.

The problem is me, but I'm done with it.

I can't handle this anymore, and I'm still pushing myself forward to be a natural human being.

For the fucking dopamine addicts:
TL;DR
I'm simply suffering while feeling lonely but being anti-social ND. May suffer from mental illness and still trying to be better

@Askinov @GonorrhoeaGobbler @Vrilltrum @Genio @iblamexyz​

what u on abt nigga

 

[Histy]

what u on abt nigga

past schizophrenia

 

[iblamechico]

fakecel, kys