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Your teenage years are meant to be the time where you go out to parties with your friends, hang out, and talk to girls. I'm 18, and the pain and regret I feel after spending my entire teenage years LDARing in my room because I was ugly and struggled socially is hard to cope with and I don't think I will ever get over it.
The realization that that era is gone forever is so fucking brutal. I feel like I'm completely stuck while everyone else gets to move on. Seeing people my age post pictures on their Instagram stories at clubs or parties is a reminder of how far behind I really am. It feels so unfair because I didn't choose to be ND or ugly. Even if I found out about looksmaxxing when I was 13, I had no money, so it's not like I could have done much anyway. There was literally nothing I could do, which just proves how deterministic life really is, which is pure blackpill.
The realization that that era is gone forever is so fucking brutal. I feel like I'm completely stuck while everyone else gets to move on. Seeing people my age post pictures on their Instagram stories at clubs or parties is a reminder of how far behind I really am. It feels so unfair because I didn't choose to be ND or ugly. Even if I found out about looksmaxxing when I was 13, I had no money, so it's not like I could have done much anyway. There was literally nothing I could do, which just proves how deterministic life really is, which is pure blackpill.