Npd is starting to affect me negatively.

[Disturbed]

My parents are getting angry at me, like really angry. It feels like im living for nothing. There is no point anymore. I am not happy, i am not sad. I just feel nothing.

 

[chang cypionate]

Niggas watch one Nietzsche edit then post this.

 

[Disturbed]

Niggas watch one Nietzsche edit then post this.

I wish i was larping, but as i keep going forward in my life my life is just getting worse. I am not a good person, i use people, i never feel empathy for others, and i always wear a mask, i can never ever be myself

 

[chang cypionate]

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I wish i was larping, but as i keep going forward in my life my life is just getting worse. I am not a good person, i use people, i never feel empathy for others, and i always wear a mask, i can never ever be myself

Ok I can't read that shit. But I'm just gonna stop speaking because you post useful threads and aren't some useless grey. But if some random account posted the shit you just said...... Holy shit. Good chat.

 

[Disturbed]

Ok I can't read that shit. But I'm just gonna stop speaking because you post useful threads and aren't some useless grey. But if some random account posted the shit you just said...... Holy shit. Good chat.

The picture says: Diagnos, narcissistic personality disorder

 

[chang cypionate]

The picture says: Diagnos, narcissistic personality disorder

Ok. I can no longer participate in this conversation without disrespecting you. Hope you have improved relations with your family going forth.

 

[Disturbed]

Ok. I can no longer participate in this conversation without disrespecting you. Hope you have improved relations with your family going forth.

 

[chang cypionate]

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Nigga I can't lie it was a bit cringe typing that out, but it's the truth. And I somehow saw you as the Joker picture when I read your first message.

 

[whitecelcoper]

I personally just lie myself out of trouble
Try to do that
Good and bad don't exist, it's a vague concept
Don't punish yourself for actions that can be interpreted as good
Change your viewpoint
Most people are good people, we just need to do what we need to do
The fact you view your actions as bad means you still have some cognitive empathy and you should value that

 

[Disturbed]

I personally just lie myself out of trouble
Try to do that
Good and bad don't exist, it's a vague concept
Don't punish yourself for actions that can be interpreted as good
Change your viewpoint
Most people are good people, we just need to do what we need to do
The fact you view your actions as bad means you still have some cognitive empathy and you should value that

I dont view my actions as bad, i feel like im doing the world a favor putting other people down, because thats what they deserve, but as time has gone by, people have only started viewing me more as a bad person, my looks are the only thing keeping my status viable

Nigga I can't lie it was a bit cringe typing that out, but it's the truth. And I somehow saw you as the Joker picture when I read your first message.

 

[whitecelcoper]

and i always wear a mask, i can never ever be myself

Do you view the mask or your real self as perfect?

 

[Disturbed]

Do you view the mask or your real self as perfect?

My real self

 

[whitecelcoper]

I dont view my actions as bad, i feel like im doing the world a favor putting other people down, because thats what they deserve, but as time has gone by, people have only started viewing me more as a bad person, my looks are the only thing keeping my status viable

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People view everyone who does what is required in the modern world as bad
It does not matter as long as you find people to admire you for your favor of risking your status to serve the justice that is needed
I admire you for that

 

[whitecelcoper]

My real self

So why mask?
You don't need to
You don't need to do anything
No one can force you to do anything, you should be authentic to yourself, no matter how taboo it is

 

[Disturbed]

People view everyone who does what is required in the modern world as bad
It does not matter as long as you find people to admire you for your favor of risking your status to serve the justice that is needed
I admire you for that

Nah u dont get it, i like insulting people, i feel super good doing so, i feel like i should be praised when doing so, but instead it backfires on me, and i have a feeling as when i get older this will only get worse.

 

[Disturbed]

So why mask?
You don't need to
You don't need to do anything
No one can force you to do something, you should be authentic to yourself, no matter how taboo it is

Cause otherwise i will be abandoned by everyone i have ever known of.

 

[whitecelcoper]

Cause otherwise i will be abandoned by everyone i have ever known of.

Does it matter?
If they want to abandon you for being truthful they are the bad ones
They pretend to like you when they don't
That's not even real admiration
They are snakes and you shouldn't value their opinion
If you want real admiration you need to get it as your real self, otherwise it is a pointless lie, it will not bring you anything

 

[whitecelcoper]

I understand where you're coming from, but you won't achieve anything with this mindset

 

[Disturbed]

I understand where you're coming from, but you won't achieve anything with this mindset

Im just feeling empty atm, i think i also have undiagnosed bpd, sometimes i feel like a god, sometimes i feel like empty.

Its probably just cause im alone atm, whenever im around other people i feel hella good

 

[whitecelcoper]

Nah u dont get it, i like insulting people, i feel super good doing so, i feel like i should be praised when doing so, but instead it backfires on me, and i have a feeling as when i get older this will only get worse.

I do understand
Just use a valid reason to justify it so it can't backfire
Paint the person you are insulting as horrible and moral-less, normies would admire that

 

[Disturbed]

I do understand
Just use a valid reason to justify it so it can't backfire
Paint the person you are insulting as horrible and moral-less, normies would admire that

Maybe.

 

[whitecelcoper]

Im just feeling empty atm, i think i also have undiagnosed bpd, sometimes i feel like a god, sometimes i feel like empty.

Its probably just cause im alone atm, whenever im around other people i feel hella good

Ego death exists in npd, no?
Maybe you're a vulnerable narcissist
I'm just a CD nigger trying to understand you so correct me if I get something wrong

 

[whitecelcoper]

Maybe.

Just go after weirdos
I get in fights with pedophiles so normies view me as the good person in the situation

 

[Disturbed]

Just go after weirdos
I get in fights with pedophiles so normies view me as the good person in the situation

People will still view me as the bad person, i can’t take responsibility for my actions, i cant say thanks or sorry.

 

[whitecelcoper]

People will still view me as the bad person, i can’t take responsibility for my actions, i cant say thanks or sorry.

Just sinister rira cope

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

My parents are getting angry at me, like really angry. It feels like im living for nothing. There is no point anymore. I am not happy, i am not sad. I just feel nothing.

Yea you're a faggot, my brother is a narcissitist, nothing is ever his fault

If it is his fault, it's your fault too

He expects praise for being normal and not lashing out

He wanted an apology from me because I said he was hard to live with (he fucking is)

You rodents are unconsolable

I am narcissistic, I think im very fucking cool, high iq, attractive, people at work do actually orbit me and want to talk to me, want to get to know me (I'm a manager and htn)

Narcissism should be built, not natural

If it's natural it's not based on anything real. And you know that subconscious, so you lash out when people don't adhere to you

I, do not lash out. I do not care if people like me, I barely even care when people gossip about me, because I'm a real narcissist, not an insecure one like you

(I'm assuming you're insecure, but either way the issue is not that you love yourself so much, but that you don't consider others)

Golden rule nigga. If you are not kind to people, they will fucking hate you. You have to be kind and considerate and it will do wonders for your social standing, only sluts want some evil narcissist, even if you think all women do, NO men will put up with that shit, NO family can love a rodent like that

Be considerate. It will eventually become natural.

 

[Ashitonin]

Ok. I can no longer participate in this conversation without disrespecting you. Hope you have improved relations with your family going forth.

"I can no longer participate in this conversation without disrespecting you." Chatgpt ahh reply jfl

 

[Disturbed]

Yea you're a faggot, my brother is a narcissitist, nothing is ever his fault

If it is his fault, it's your fault too

He expects praise for being normal and not lashing out

He wanted an apology from me because I said he was hard to live with (he fucking is)

You rodents are unconsolable

I am narcissistic, I think im very fucking cool, high iq, attractive, people at work do actually orbit me and want to talk to me, want to get to know me (I'm a manager and htn)

Narcissism should be built, not natural

If it's natural it's not based on anything real. And you know that subconscious, so you lash out when people don't adhere to you

I, do not lash out. I do not care if people like me, I barely even care when people gossip about me, because I'm a real narcissist, not an insecure one like you

(I'm assuming you're insecure, but either way the issue is not that you love yourself so much, but that you don't consider others)

Golden rule nigga. If you are not kind to people, they will fucking hate you. You have to be kind and considerate and it will do wonders for your social standing, only sluts want some evil narcissist, even if you think all women do, NO men will put up with that shit, NO family can love a rodent like that

Be considerate. It will eventually become natural.

Then youre not a narcissist, you have narcissistic traits.

Everytime im kind to others, its cause i myself want something out of it, i never do something as an act of kindness.

And when i do not want anything, i am often not super kind