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I manage to get a girlfriend. (mirin
bro)
I am able to fraud being NT with 1 person but I am too weird and autistic with multiples people and particulary if they are females.
she is 18 and in her senior years of highschool, we get along well together, I'm able to fraud being socially active and having friends and a huge social circle because I maxxed my IG, and snap and showed her photos of me with my cousins and during a high school trip with my class, (while actually I only have one friend IRL), I can fraud being someone funny and confident around her because I learned to know her better through text, She comments sometimes about the fact that how I do to be thaT funny and she says that she feel understood and in peace with me. and it's easier for me to not panic, be more at ease and manage things well.
Sometimes she ask me why I never talk to anyone on my snap? and why does I never post anything in my instagram and snapchat. I can manage to larp her fake stories somewhat I'm in a detox and I want to stop using them.
She sometimes ask me to meetup with my friends, ( and unfortunately this forum don't allow female users to register)
She asked me to come with her and hang out with 5-6 of her friends in 4 days, we will go to the amusement park.
On the flow I said yes without much thinking about it and bought our tickets the evening.
but Now I understand that I will just be unnable to don't screw eveything up.
I don't know her friends, I don't know the place we are going and it's filled with a enormous quantity of people all around me.
that will for sure trigger my anxiety, I will act again like a beta affraid puppy.
After this she will lost all the consideration she ever had for me it's sure to a 100%, she used and still use to look up to me, and tell me how cool and mature I am (I was able to manage pretty good all the PUA, and redpill techniques to make her likes me, and considered me masculine and non needy, while don't pass for a douchebag, or a nice guy)
Imagine what she will thinks of me after this.
She will watch my big balls she used to enjoy fall on the ground to show off a faggot pussy.
I'm actually very autistics with a group of teens, I lose my words while talking, I swet enormously, I act all silent, I lose all my capacity to be selfawre of my environnements, it's horrible I never felt more vulnerable in my life than in these kind of situations.
the only dates we eve had were in secure places like my house, at an empty park, or we just got take out some mcdonalds to eat it later in my house or in her (she is a single child and live only with her mother who like me) and in all these situation we were only 2 us together no one more.
I didn't think about it at first, and reserved the ticket for me and her. I only realise now how catastrophic this will be.
I would have maybe been able to look normal with her only with me, but her friends are coming. She will a100% break up with me, or lost the the esteem she had for myself.
I'm a dead man.
Help me please.
should I just cancel it and lie about being sick ? (the entry was quite expensive),
I thinked about it, and she really want of me to go out with her friends, she already asked me many times.
She will a 100% ask me to go out with her friends again, and I can't keep this trick forever.
How the fuck I got out of this situation?
bro)I am able to fraud being NT with 1 person but I am too weird and autistic with multiples people and particulary if they are females.
she is 18 and in her senior years of highschool, we get along well together, I'm able to fraud being socially active and having friends and a huge social circle because I maxxed my IG, and snap and showed her photos of me with my cousins and during a high school trip with my class, (while actually I only have one friend IRL), I can fraud being someone funny and confident around her because I learned to know her better through text, She comments sometimes about the fact that how I do to be thaT funny and she says that she feel understood and in peace with me. and it's easier for me to not panic, be more at ease and manage things well.
Sometimes she ask me why I never talk to anyone on my snap? and why does I never post anything in my instagram and snapchat. I can manage to larp her fake stories somewhat I'm in a detox and I want to stop using them.
She sometimes ask me to meetup with my friends
, ( and unfortunately this forum don't allow female users to register)She asked me to come with her and hang out with 5-6 of her friends in 4 days, we will go to the amusement park.
On the flow I said yes without much thinking about it and bought our tickets the evening.
but Now I understand that I will just be unnable to don't screw eveything up.
I don't know her friends, I don't know the place we are going and it's filled with a enormous quantity of people all around me.
that will for sure trigger my anxiety, I will act again like a beta affraid puppy.
After this she will lost all the consideration she ever had for me it's sure to a 100%, she used and still use to look up to me, and tell me how cool and mature I am (I was able to manage pretty good all the PUA, and redpill techniques to make her likes me, and considered me masculine and non needy, while don't pass for a douchebag, or a nice guy)
Imagine what she will thinks of me after this
.She will watch my big balls she used to enjoy fall on the ground to show off a faggot pussy.
I'm actually very autistics with a group of teens, I lose my words while talking, I swet enormously, I act all silent, I lose all my capacity to be selfawre of my environnements, it's horrible I never felt more vulnerable in my life than in these kind of situations.
the only dates we eve had were in secure places like my house, at an empty park, or we just got take out some mcdonalds to eat it later in my house or in her (she is a single child and live only with her mother who like me) and in all these situation we were only 2 us together no one more.
I didn't think about it at first, and reserved the ticket for me and her. I only realise now how catastrophic this will be.
I would have maybe been able to look normal with her only with me, but her friends are coming
. She will a100% break up with me, or lost the the esteem she had for myself.I'm a dead man.
Help me please.
should I just cancel it and lie about being sick ? (the entry was quite expensive),
I thinked about it, and she really want of me to go out with her friends, she already asked me many times.
She will a 100% ask me to go out with her friends again, and I can't keep this trick forever.
How the fuck I got out of this situation?
