NTpill is killing me

[Deleted member 14203]

There's a foid I am talking to at job and it is brutally painful knowing that she probably likes me but I'm never going to touch her because of ass burgers syndrome. I don't think I am coping either because she is always talking to me and she touches me a lot and smiles but I have autism so who knows. Is 4/10 ethnic noodle so I'm probably not delusional tbh.


Is very reminiscent of the other opportunities I had to ascend that I completely fumbled because of autism. I'm just a weirdo and it is killing me bro. Women aren't attracted to guys who give off wierd vibes. It's probably the equivalent of being 6 inches shorter. Family hates me because high IQ autism isn't compatible with their stupid religion. I overthink everything and I have been having existential crisis since I was 14. Honestly bro autism seems to give you some abilities but it basically guarantees that you will die alone and unloved if you are male and sub 6 PSL. All I can do is cope with STEM dollars and weed.

 

[Deleted member 13787]

find a girl thats is higher inhib than you and make the moves on her

 

[Beetlejuice]

find a girl thats is higher inhib than you and make the moves on her

 

[wristcel]

how does it manifest itself?
Not being able to think of anything to say? Noticably awkward body langauge that you are aware of that you can't control? Do you say weird shit and then it gets a weird reaction?
Or are you just saying that it makes you unable to make a move on her/high inhibition?

 

[LipstickAlley]

You and me both. When I was with my ex she'd always make me go to Starbucks with her but then i'd just sit there sperging out on my phone like a faggot since I didn't know what to say

fuck fuck fuck why are we like this bro

 

[Deleted member 14203]

how does it manifest itself?
Not being able to think of anything to say? Noticably awkward body langauge that you are aware of that you can't control? Do you say weird shit and then it gets a weird reaction?
Or are you just saying that it makes you unable to make a move on her/high inhibition?

Oh I'm actually pretty good with knowing what to say, I have practiced that a lot.

Body language, no eye contact, visible signs of nervousness, super high Inhib is what kills me.

 

[ChristianChad]

high IQ autism isn't compatible with their stupid religion

which?



also bro you just need to NT maxx by clubbing etc. on drugs like beta blockers, mirtazapine, low dose xanax, low dose phenibut

 

[Deleted member 14203]

which?



also bro you just need to NT maxx by clubbing etc. on drugs like beta blockers, mirtazapine, low dose xanax, low dose phenibut

I'm not completely anti-religion btw, I don't blame people for seeking explanation about things and I have had spiritual experiences myself tbh.

Don't want to dox myself but their religion was borderline cult like and shunning family members and people who break rules is encouraged.

 

[ChristianChad]

I'm not completely anti-religion btw, I don't blame people for seeking explanation about things and I have had spiritual experiences myself tbh.

Don't want to dox myself but their religion was borderline cult like and shunning family members and people who break rules is encouraged.

Sounds gay tbh, unless the rules are based

 

[Deleted member 14166]

There's a foid I am talking to at job and it is brutally painful knowing that she probably likes me but I'm never going to touch her because of ass burgers syndrome. I don't think I am coping either because she is always talking to me and she touches me a lot and smiles but I have autism so who knows. Is 4/10 ethnic noodle so I'm probably not delusional tbh.


Is very reminiscent of the other opportunities I had to ascend that I completely fumbled because of autism. I'm just a weirdo and it is killing me bro. Women aren't attracted to guys who give off wierd vibes. It's probably the equivalent of being 6 inches shorter. Family hates me because high IQ autism isn't compatible with their stupid religion. I overthink everything and I have been having existential crisis since I was 14. Honestly bro autism seems to give you some abilities but it basically guarantees that you will die alone and unloved if you are male and sub 6 PSL. All I can do is cope with STEM dollars and weed.

she like you fucker carpe diem that female

 

[loksr]

Oh I'm actually pretty good with knowing what to say, I have practiced that a lot.

Body language, no eye contact, visible signs of nervousness, super high Inhib is what kills me.

you should throw yourself into as many social situations as you physically can and see if you get any better at faking it

 

[John124]

There's a foid I am talking to at job and it is brutally painful knowing that she probably likes me but I'm never going to touch her because of ass burgers syndrome. I don't think I am coping either because she is always talking to me and she touches me a lot and smiles but I have autism so who knows. Is 4/10 ethnic noodle so I'm probably not delusional tbh.


Is very reminiscent of the other opportunities I had to ascend that I completely fumbled because of autism. I'm just a weirdo and it is killing me bro. Women aren't attracted to guys who give off wierd vibes. It's probably the equivalent of being 6 inches shorter. Family hates me because high IQ autism isn't compatible with their stupid religion. I overthink everything and I have been having existential crisis since I was 14. Honestly bro autism seems to give you some abilities but it basically guarantees that you will die alone and unloved if you are male and sub 6 PSL. All I can do is cope with STEM dollars and weed.

shrooms help with lowering inhib, srs