kryn
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what a sad part of his manifesto, such a good read
And that is how my tragic life ends. Who would have thought my life will turn out this way? I didn’t.There was a time when I thought this world was a good and happy place. As a child, my whole world wasinnocent. It wasn’t until I went through puberty and started desiring girls that my whole life turned intoa living hell. I desired girls, but girls never desired me back. There is something very wrong with that. It isan injustice that cannot go unpunished. There is no way I could live a happy life with such a scenario.Not only did I have to waste my entire youth suffering in loneliness and unfulfilled desire, but I had tolive with the knowledge that other boys my age were able to have all of the experiences I craved for. It isabsolutely unfair and unjust. In addition, I had to suffer the shame of other boys respecting me lessbecause I didn’t get any girls. Everyone knew I was a virgin. Everyone knew how undesirable I was togirls, and I hated everyone just for knowing it. I want people to think that girls adore me. I want to feelworthy. There is no pride in living as a lonely, unwanted outcast. I wouldn’t even call it living.I am not meant to live such a pathetic, miserable life. That is not my place in this world. I will not bowdown and accept such a horrific fate.
And that is how my tragic life ends. Who would have thought my life will turn out this way? I didn’t.There was a time when I thought this world was a good and happy place. As a child, my whole world wasinnocent. It wasn’t until I went through puberty and started desiring girls that my whole life turned intoa living hell. I desired girls, but girls never desired me back. There is something very wrong with that. It isan injustice that cannot go unpunished. There is no way I could live a happy life with such a scenario.Not only did I have to waste my entire youth suffering in loneliness and unfulfilled desire, but I had tolive with the knowledge that other boys my age were able to have all of the experiences I craved for. It isabsolutely unfair and unjust. In addition, I had to suffer the shame of other boys respecting me lessbecause I didn’t get any girls. Everyone knew I was a virgin. Everyone knew how undesirable I was togirls, and I hated everyone just for knowing it. I want people to think that girls adore me. I want to feelworthy. There is no pride in living as a lonely, unwanted outcast. I wouldn’t even call it living.I am not meant to live such a pathetic, miserable life. That is not my place in this world. I will not bowdown and accept such a horrific fate.