OCD is brutal

[J.bass]

knowing u will have that thing everyday till u die is brutal

 

[PeaceAndLove4ever]

weaponize it g

 

[J.bass]

weaponize it g

I do that actually but man it’s really exhausting

 

[spust]

knowing u will have that thing everyday till u die is brutal

 

[sonic55555]

all my niggers dead push me to the edge

 

[registerfasterusing]

knowing u will have that thing everyday till u die is brutal

woofwoofwoofwoofwoofwoof

 

[TrueSarmale]

weaponize it g

How do you even weaponize it

 

[PeaceAndLove4ever]

How do you even weaponize it

use it to obsess over something until you reach perfection

 

[TrueSarmale]

use it to obsess over something until you reach perfection

Broo I been doing ts , I am so good at predicting people now. I can tell when someone's about to leave me , or I'm making a new connection

 

[satangoy]

meds and exposure therapy and you'll be fine but yeah it is brutal i hate it

 

[DazzlingMonkey]

Nothing burger

 

[J.bass]

use it to obsess over something until you reach perfection

U don’t choose what u obsess but you can notice everything it’s like detective mode on type shit

Broo I been doing ts , I am so good at predicting people now. I can tell when someone's about to leave me , or I'm making a new connection

 

[J.bass]

meds and exposure therapy and you'll be fine but yeah it is brutal i hate it

Therapy never worked for me and meds have brutal side effects

 

[satangoy]

Therapy never worked for me and meds have brutal side effects

it's not therapy, exposure therapy is just facing all the stuff ur head refuses to deal with if im making sense it requires no specialists just a lot of patience and determination

 

[AscendHQ]

i have OCD and I hope meds works

 

[AscendHQ]

And it sucks fuck ocd

 

[J.bass]

it's not therapy, exposure therapy is just facing all the stuff ur head refuses to deal with if im making sense it requires no specialists just a lot of patience and determination

Last time I tried this I got worse lol I don’t think u should go against it this who u are but did that work for u ? Mine is very severe so idk

 

[J.bass]

i have OCD and I hope meds works

Are u aware of meds side effects ?

 

[registerfasterusing]

Are u aware of meds side effects ?

It’s over isn’t it
I getting prescription in next couple of days

 

[satangoy]

Last time I tried this I got worse lol I don’t think u should go against it this who u are but did that work for u ? Mine is very severe so idk

yes it took years but it got wayyy better, I'll always have a bit of it in me but at least now I'm not psychotic and can live normally

 

[AscendHQ]

Are u aware of meds side effects ?

Yes I am aware roughly but I haven’t started doing anything yet

 

[AscendHQ]

It’s over isn’t it
I getting prescription in next couple of days

No bro is not

 

[satangoy]

It’s over isn’t it

it's not lol

 

[registerfasterusing]

yes it took years but it got wayyy better, I'll always have a bit of it in me but at least now I'm not psychotic and can live normally

U did erp? Anything else? how long it take?

 

[satangoy]

U did erp? Anything else? how long it take?

i forgot what erp is but if it's exposure therapy i saw a noticable difference after a year or so, i was on meds to help me desensitize myself and yeah it's better now

 

[J.bass]

yes it took years but it got wayyy better, I'll always have a bit of it in me but at least now I'm not psychotic and can live normally

Congrats bro I have this shit since I was 6 now I’m 19 sometimes it’s not as bad but it has like seasons I became legit crazy for 2 months or so since when u got it ?

 

[negative]

knowing u will have that thing everyday till u die is brutal

Same with autism, what your day to day life like though?

 

[registerfasterusing]

i forgot what erp is but if it's exposure therapy i saw a noticable difference after a year or so, i was on meds to help me desensitize myself and yeah it's better now

yes exposure therapy
how severe was yours?
I’m starting an intensive program next week or week after idk

 

[satangoy]

Congrats bro I have this shit since I was 6 now I’m 19 sometimes it’s not as bad but it has like seasons I became legit crazy for 2 months or so since when u got it ?

ever since I achieved self awareness so as early as i remember, and yeah the psychotic episodes are brutal i still get them every once in a while but they're not as bad as the past ones were

 

[J.bass]

Same with autism, what your day to day life like though?

Sound in my head forcing me to do anything he says even weird meaningless I can do anything random at anytime saying a word touching the guy next to me shoulder certain daily habits and shit like that and being always giga aware to everything like detective mode

 

[satangoy]

how severe was yours?

very severe i didn't go out of my room for weeks if i did i was sweating like crazy from stress i was showering 5x a day had strong psychosis beliefs and behavior's, didn't have contact with nobody was hallucinating yeah i had a rather severe case

 

[negative]

Sound in my head forcing me to do anything he says even weird meaningless I can do anything random at anytime saying a word touching the guy next to me shoulder certain daily habits and shit like that and being always giga aware to everything like detective mode

When you say your giga aware is it like paranoia?

 

[J.bass]

very severe i didn't go out of my room for weeks if i did i was sweating like crazy from stress i was showering 5x a day had strong psychosis beliefs and behavior's, didn't have contact with nobody was hallucinating yeah i had a rather severe case

Yours sounds similar to mine this type of it is rare no ? Never find cases like us

 

[satangoy]

trust me buddy boyos ocd isn't the end of the world you can live with it, if it's combined with schizophrenia like in my case its way worse

 

[monk321]

I do that actually but man it’s really exhausting

perfection comes at a cost

 

[satangoy]

this type of it is rare no ?

not really it's just high functioning ocd I've heard people experience similar

 

[J.bass]

When you say your giga aware is it like paranoia?

No just like detective mode Sherlock Holmes type shit u notice every fuckin thing around u sometimes it’s pro but usually not cuz it’s exhausting