ocd ruining my life

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[Chungus]

What do you have ocd about

 

[registerfasterusing]

What do you have ocd about

every aspect of my life

 

[Olympus]

It’s an inconvenience sometimes in my life, im not self diagnosing but my dad also has OCD, so I might have picked up his behaviour disorder from him.

Sometimes there’s that voice in the back of my head that says do this or I won’t forgive you and you’ll think about it forever or your family will die, and I impulsively do it
E.g.. happened today actually: I locked my car and the voice said go round and pull the door handle five times on each door, so I did, and probably looked crazy.
Hope it doesn’t get any worse

 

[registerfasterusing]

It’s an inconvenience sometimes in my life, im not self diagnosing but my dad also has OCD, so I might have picked up his behaviour disorder from him.

Sometimes there’s that voice in the back of my head that says do this or I won’t forgive you and you’ll think about it forever or your family will die, and I impulsively do it
E.g.. happened today actually: I locked my car and the voice said go round and pull the door handle five times on each door, so I did, and probably looked crazy.
Hope it doesn’t get any worse

it’s constant for me everything I do, even typing this
idk if I can live like this anymore, idk how I’ve managed to go so long

 

[Prøphet]

I’m sorry bro

 

[Olympus]

it’s constant for me everything I do, even typing this
idk if I can live like this anymore, idk how I’ve managed to go so long

It started happening to me when I was about 14 I think.
There’s always help available bro it’s more common than you think

 

[Acquiescence]

I have this + moderate to severe tourettes and anxiety, depending on the day

Every day is a fucking struggle and I have come close to the rope more times than I care to admit

And of course nobody understands and judges you asf and laughs at your ND

Stay strong brother, I truly do believe there are ways to cope with this fucking curse and someday very soon AI will discover a cure

 

[registerfasterusing]

It started happening to me when I was about 14 I think.
There’s always help available bro it’s more common than you think

I’ve had symptoms since age 6 or potentially earlier
As long as I can remember

 

[Olympus]

I’ve had symptoms since age 6 or potentially earlier
As long as I can remember

Don’t hop on ocd medication tho it just fries ur brain

 

[registerfasterusing]

I have this + moderate to severe tourettes and anxiety, depending on the day

Every day is a fucking struggle and I have come close to the rope more times than I care to admit

And of course nobody understands and judges you asf and laughs at your ND

Stay strong brother, I truly do believe there are ways to cope with this fucking curse and someday very soon AI will discover a cure

I feel like some people don’t understand how much of an obstacle it is
like I physically can’t do things it’s like js daily tasks I can’t do them it’s impossible

 

[registerfasterusing]

Don’t hop on ocd medication tho it just fries ur brain

what then?
I tried therapy didn’t work

 

[Acquiescence]

I feel like some people don’t understand how much of an obstacle it is
like I physically can’t do things it’s like js daily tasks I can’t do them it’s impossible

I’ve been late to work multiple times and almost been fired because I got stuck in some retarded mental loop and kept me from getting out of bed

This shit is HELL to the highest degree

 

[afroheadluke]

 

[registerfasterusing]

I’ve been late to work multiple times and almost been fired because I got stuck in some retarded mental loop and kept me from getting out of bed

This shit is HELL to the highest degree

I agree we can’t be normal functioning members of society like this it’s an extreme disadvantage
But I also don’t wanna get locked up in an institution

 

[Acquiescence]

Don’t hop on ocd medication tho it just fries ur brain

Yep best thing you can do is learn various mental strategies and brute force methods to break through the current mental prison ur in

Meds just fuck you up

I tried therapy and meds once and it did nothing, unironically ChatGPT’s suggestions helped more

 

[acm]

my friend has ocd
does it come with a side effect of paranoia and high-inhib-ness

 

[registerfasterusing]

Thanks
ur right it’s a good cope

 

[Olympus]

Yep best thing you can do is learn various mental strategies and brute force methods to break through the current mental prison ur in

Meds just fuck you up

I tried therapy and meds once and it did nothing, unironically ChatGPT’s suggestions helped more

Sungaze in the morning and sunset and sunbathe in the afternoon I’d say is a good starting place to feel euphoric

 

[Acquiescence]

I agree we can’t be normal functioning members of society like this it’s an extreme disadvantage
But I also don’t wanna get locked up in an institution

My desperate need for surgery overrides the ND ngl, tradeslaving is my only salvation but I must admit the day to day is 100x more difficult than my gen Z zoomer coworkers experience

 

[registerfasterusing]

my friend has ocd
does it come with a side effect of paranoia and high-inhib-ness

Yes extreme in both

 

[acm]

Yes extreme in both

that's why my hb gets so scared when i borrow shit with him

 

[Acquiescence]

Sungaze in the morning and sunset and sunbathe in the afternoon I’d say is a good starting place to feel euphoric

My brotha I have to get up at 4 am for work, and especially in the Midwest USA in Jan it’s nothing but a dark desolate barren winter hellscape at that hour

I get the general vibe of what you’re saying though

Taking a couple minutes to do some cope deep breathing exercises + slamming some white monster + blasting my favorite tunes prior to my shifts helps the best

 

[registerfasterusing]

My brotha I have to get up at 4 am for work

I get the general vibe of what you’re saying though

Taking a couple minutes to do some cope deep breathing exercises + slamming some white monster + blasting my favorite tunes prior to my shifts helps the best

Building routines js makes it worse
fuck even the music I listen to is controlled by my ocd

 

[Olympus]

My brotha I have to get up at 4 am for work

I get the general vibe of what you’re saying though

Taking a couple minutes to do some cope deep breathing exercises + slamming some white monster + blasting my favorite tunes prior to my shifts helps the best

To be honest it sounds ridiculous and im sure you have already heard of it but if you slowly start eating so called ‘primally’ and being in the sun most days, it leads to unprecedented happiness in individuals

 

[registerfasterusing]

I realize my entire personality is built around my ocd

 

[registerfasterusing]

today I had a very sharp pain in my stomach
I started thinking of last fall when I had a similar pain and I vomited several times and went to the ER
literally js the thought of this made my entire body start shivering and shaking
even typing this out makes me feel uncomfortable again

 

[rape]

it’s constant for me everything I do, even typing this
idk if I can live like this anymore, idk how I’ve managed to go so long

not to sound like a medcuck but mood stabilizers did me wonders beforw my insurance fucked me in the ass

 

[registerfasterusing]

not to sound like a medcuck but mood stabilizers did me wonders beforw my insurance fucked me in the ass

I would but my parents said no to meds

 

[rape]

I would but my parents said no to meds

do the teenage girl method threaten to severely harm yourself to scare them into getting you meds. manipulation works