Vermilioncore
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Oct 26, 2018 at 11:49 PM
You know how when you're in love, you want no one else? My heart doesn't seem to want anyone but you. No other woman is desirable in my eyes. My heart is yours right now. I sit and think of you all day. I know you don't do the same. I know you are still loving your ex. I guess I am just not good enough. Either I'm ugly or maybe just something else. I know you have a good life full of many friends and people who hit on you....so texting me is the last thing on your mind. Well, for me, texting you is the only thing on my mind. Being with you is all I want. When I'm around others, I can't be happy. I can't help but feel ugly and sad. When I don't hear from you I get scared that you blocked me or have decided not to talk to me anymore. I fear that you fill the time by talking to your ex instead of me. I am a lonely, ugly person. It's hard to be happy when you're me. I am only happy when I'm talking to you. I wish I was with you 24/7. I am an obsessed and fucked up person. I love you. Love me back, please. I could die peacefully so as long as it is in your arms or with you. I need you. I need you now.
You know how when you're in love, you want no one else? My heart doesn't seem to want anyone but you. No other woman is desirable in my eyes. My heart is yours right now. I sit and think of you all day. I know you don't do the same. I know you are still loving your ex. I guess I am just not good enough. Either I'm ugly or maybe just something else. I know you have a good life full of many friends and people who hit on you....so texting me is the last thing on your mind. Well, for me, texting you is the only thing on my mind. Being with you is all I want. When I'm around others, I can't be happy. I can't help but feel ugly and sad. When I don't hear from you I get scared that you blocked me or have decided not to talk to me anymore. I fear that you fill the time by talking to your ex instead of me. I am a lonely, ugly person. It's hard to be happy when you're me. I am only happy when I'm talking to you. I wish I was with you 24/7. I am an obsessed and fucked up person. I love you. Love me back, please. I could die peacefully so as long as it is in your arms or with you. I need you. I need you now.