October 2018

Vermilioncore

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Oct 26, 2018 at 11:49 PM


You know how when you're in love, you want no one else? My heart doesn't seem to want anyone but you. No other woman is desirable in my eyes. My heart is yours right now. I sit and think of you all day. I know you don't do the same. I know you are still loving your ex. I guess I am just not good enough. Either I'm ugly or maybe just something else. I know you have a good life full of many friends and people who hit on you....so texting me is the last thing on your mind. Well, for me, texting you is the only thing on my mind. Being with you is all I want. When I'm around others, I can't be happy. I can't help but feel ugly and sad. When I don't hear from you I get scared that you blocked me or have decided not to talk to me anymore. I fear that you fill the time by talking to your ex instead of me. I am a lonely, ugly person. It's hard to be happy when you're me. I am only happy when I'm talking to you. I wish I was with you 24/7. I am an obsessed and fucked up person. I love you. Love me back, please. I could die peacefully so as long as it is in your arms or with you. I need you. I need you now.
 
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Oct 28, 2018 at 1:39 AM

To _____

You have lost interest in me
I am now just an annoying fuck who constantly pesters you. When my text pops up on your cell, you probably sigh. With me, one text from you makes my whole day. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. It's come to the point where I don't care if we are just friends -- as long as I get to talk to you still. It's all that matters. PLEAAAASE! Please! I beg you! Please answer. I love you! I love you! I'll do anything for you! I love you! Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Life without you is ugly and I don't want it. Please stay in my life forever. I love you.
 
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Is this something that was sent or just kept as a draft?
 
Is this something that was sent or just kept as a draft?
Something in my phone notes I wrote late at night crying
 
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Did you manage to overcome it? Do you still remember them or do you just JFL at this as you are reading this now? I have a similar case from 2017 and the feelings aint going away, ngl.
 
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Hello nigga
 
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Did you manage to overcome it? Do you still remember them or do you just JFL at this as you are reading this now? I have a similar case from 2017 and the feelings aint going away, ngl.
Yeah I overcame it but she never forgot the fear I put her through. I recently saw her at a concert by chance and she kept looking at her bf and pointing at me and she left early like she had PTSD. Michael myers typeshit innit
 
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I have some cool based notes from last July in my files.
 
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