Oh my fucking god, its actually fucking over

[dookielooksmaxxer]

Before everyone spams dnr let me tell you, i really dgaf, this is for myself not for you

boiii ur so tuff

ok imma read now

 

[iblamemandible7]

I’ve seen your pics and I genuinely believe your Mtn your being way too hard on yourself if your getting surgery my best advice is to log off this forum for a while and start saving like I am. being on this forum for a long period of time is bound to fuck your mental health up

Ive never posted myself jfl, but yes good advice tbh

 

[tim:(]

Ive never posted myself jfl, but yes good advice tbh

You’ve sent me pics before

 

[iblamemandible7]

I have terrible anxiety like very bad and I still wage slave to save money honestly it’s easier said than done and I won’t lie it’s hard for me also but what I do that makes me feel slightly better is just view everyone else as NPCs and think of this world as your ouster if you want to succeed in life you have to be somewhat delusional anyways

Lifefuel bro I need to get like you

 

[iblamemandible7]

My life is similar to yours

Sorry bhai

I rebuke ts

 

[iblamemandible7]

Man that's genuinely tough
Go moneymaxx, become billionaire, and just stop caring about looks.
No point on crying about something you can't change. Vent, accept, move on

I can never let the dream to be gl die, its something I have embedded in me from childhood, Im actually writing a thread ab that rn, but yea man thats all I want in life, more than anything

 

[iblamemandible7]

U're a curry i presume?

Nah, white larper jfl

 

[iblamemandible7]

Brutal man but you write decently

Thanks bhai

 

[tim:(]

Lifefuel bro I need to get like you

Like I said my guy stop stressing your Mtn your definitely no where near subhuman I too am saving for Trimax your still young if you have a job keep grinding and if you don’t have one get one and stop stressing and the best advice I can give for you is stay off this site for a while for your own mental health and sanity

 

[croat_mtn]

Before everyone spams dnr let me tell you, i really dgaf, this is for myself not for you, im writing this in the hopes that maybe I can pick up 1 of the 1,000 broken pieces of glass that my life has become after putting these experiences into words, I wish I could make sense of my life and take away some moral or meaning more than anything.

I just took a candid of myself and realized deep down Ive been deluding myself for all these months. And I dont even know if it was on purpose or not. Ive played a trick on my own mind, using the best angles and jutting to convince myself im an mtn. But the candids dont lie. Guys, I can officially say I am a subhuman. And I really always have been. I am not one of you, I seriously doubt any of you guys reading this are in as bad a position as I am.

My upper eyelids take up as much space as my eyes themselves, I have syndrome-tier infraorbitals (more like lack thereof). An extremely recessed mandible with a weak chin, and even a recessed, flat maxilla. My big nose is taller than the entirety of my lower third. Basically everything below my forehead is an absolutely fucked, mangled mess of flesh in the wrong places and lack of anything in the right places. Actually, my forehead is too wide, and I am a norwood 2 at the age of 17 too. I also failed to reach the heights of my parents, so as far as my body goes Im a manlet with hips wider than my narrow clavicles. You would think God would pity me to at least give me the blue eyes that some of my relatives have, but he gave me T50 eyes instead. Speaking of eyes, my vision is twice the limit of legally blind, and I was born with disability of my eye muscles. Im also severely ND, or have extreme social/general anxiety, cant tell which, but whatever my mental state is, it has held me back almost as much as my physical being. I don't know if I was just born fucked up in the head, or if it gradually came on over the course of my childhood through being negatively reaffirmed about myself daily through my interactions. Probably a combination.

How many dice would I have to roll, and how many would have to land on 6, for me to be born with all of this instead of starting on equal ground?

Animals are so shallow, people are so shallow, there is no human being on this planet who can escape that. Even the most charitable, moral human will still make subconscious judgements based on your appearance. They will put you in your place on the ladder based on their lived experiences, even if they don't make you aware of that, it's an innate judgement that stays with them in their mind. It's not even a bad thing, it's just how we operate. Why do we kill flies, but spare butterflies? Why do we kill rats, but feed wild squirrels? Why do we eat pork, but could never imagine eating dog? This is just how nature works, is so obvious, yet the majority of people will deny this. We are addicted to proving to others that we are the exception, the saviors, the good in this world.

I dont really know where im going with this tbh, its just a collection of thoughts that come over me when I reflect on my subhumanity. I lost the game of life in its most primal form. I see no path ahead for myself. Ive coped with "supplements" to soothe my mind and anesthetize myself since 14, maybe thats what lies in store for me. I was squandered of the modern human privilege a good life having myself before I was even born. It was over before it began. I dont know why I even try, I just do these things to myself and sabotage myself on purpose from the future I want over and over and over again because Its the only thing that im used to. Dnr

Truly magical rant 10/10. On a real note though, i will never understand what its like to be you, but i was low aswell, and what distinguishes us humans from other species is our spirit that never lets go even against unsurmountable odds. Youve been dealt shit cards, no doubt, but there is always hope in winning the pot. And if in the end you still manage to fall short, at least you know that you didnt let some arbitrary social structure define who and what you are. Its never over boyo

 

[A_Ron_Kool_Aid]

Before everyone spams dnr let me tell you, i really dgaf, this is for myself not for you, im writing this in the hopes that maybe I can pick up 1 of the 1,000 broken pieces of glass that my life has become after putting these experiences into words, I wish I could make sense of my life and take away some moral or meaning more than anything.

I just took a candid of myself and realized deep down Ive been deluding myself for all these months. And I dont even know if it was on purpose or not. Ive played a trick on my own mind, using the best angles and jutting to convince myself im an mtn. But the candids dont lie. Guys, I can officially say I am a subhuman. And I really always have been. I am not one of you, I seriously doubt any of you guys reading this are in as bad a position as I am.

My upper eyelids take up as much space as my eyes themselves, I have syndrome-tier infraorbitals (more like lack thereof). An extremely recessed mandible with a weak chin, and even a recessed, flat maxilla. My big nose is taller than the entirety of my lower third. Basically everything below my forehead is an absolutely fucked, mangled mess of flesh in the wrong places and lack of anything in the right places. Actually, my forehead is too wide, and I am a norwood 2 at the age of 17 too. I also failed to reach the heights of my parents, so as far as my body goes Im a manlet with hips wider than my narrow clavicles. You would think God would pity me to at least give me the blue eyes that some of my relatives have, but he gave me T50 eyes instead. Speaking of eyes, my vision is twice the limit of legally blind, and I was born with disability of my eye muscles. Im also severely ND, or have extreme social/general anxiety, cant tell which, but whatever my mental state is, it has held me back almost as much as my physical being. I don't know if I was just born fucked up in the head, or if it gradually came on over the course of my childhood through being negatively reaffirmed about myself daily through my interactions. Probably a combination.

How many dice would I have to roll, and how many would have to land on 6, for me to be born with all of this instead of starting on equal ground?

Animals are so shallow, people are so shallow, there is no human being on this planet who can escape that. Even the most charitable, moral human will still make subconscious judgements based on your appearance. They will put you in your place on the ladder based on their lived experiences, even if they don't make you aware of that, it's an innate judgement that stays with them in their mind. It's not even a bad thing, it's just how we operate. Why do we kill flies, but spare butterflies? Why do we kill rats, but feed wild squirrels? Why do we eat pork, but could never imagine eating dog? This is just how nature works, is so obvious, yet the majority of people will deny this. We are addicted to proving to others that we are the exception, the saviors, the good in this world.

I dont really know where im going with this tbh, its just a collection of thoughts that come over me when I reflect on my subhumanity. I lost the game of life in its most primal form. I see no path ahead for myself. Ive coped with "supplements" to soothe my mind and anesthetize myself since 14, maybe thats what lies in store for me. I was squandered of the modern human privilege a good life having myself before I was even born. It was over before it began. I dont know why I even try, I just do these things to myself and sabotage myself on purpose from the future I want over and over and over again because Its the only thing that im used to. Dnr

considering it seems like you don't have much to lose. You might aswell just say fuck it, and hardmaxx. If you lock in, you could be living a happy life by 19-20.

 

[Azrail]

I genuinely relate fully and also have had and still sometimes delude and lie to myself with hitting my cheeks and squinting. Can’t even look at myself without doing it , i’m also ltn bro i feel u brochacho

 

[¿Nero]

Before everyone spams dnr let me tell you, i really dgaf, this is for myself not for you, im writing this in the hopes that maybe I can pick up 1 of the 1,000 broken pieces of glass that my life has become after putting these experiences into words, I wish I could make sense of my life and take away some moral or meaning more than anything.

I just took a candid of myself and realized deep down Ive been deluding myself for all these months. And I dont even know if it was on purpose or not. Ive played a trick on my own mind, using the best angles and jutting to convince myself im an mtn. But the candids dont lie. Guys, I can officially say I am a subhuman. And I really always have been. I am not one of you, I seriously doubt any of you guys reading this are in as bad a position as I am.

My upper eyelids take up as much space as my eyes themselves, I have syndrome-tier infraorbitals (more like lack thereof). An extremely recessed mandible with a weak chin, and even a recessed, flat maxilla. My big nose is taller than the entirety of my lower third. Basically everything below my forehead is an absolutely fucked, mangled mess of flesh in the wrong places and lack of anything in the right places. Actually, my forehead is too wide, and I am a norwood 2 at the age of 17 too. I also failed to reach the heights of my parents, so as far as my body goes Im a manlet with hips wider than my narrow clavicles. You would think God would pity me to at least give me the blue eyes that some of my relatives have, but he gave me T50 eyes instead. Speaking of eyes, my vision is twice the limit of legally blind, and I was born with disability of my eye muscles. Im also severely ND, or have extreme social/general anxiety, cant tell which, but whatever my mental state is, it has held me back almost as much as my physical being. I don't know if I was just born fucked up in the head, or if it gradually came on over the course of my childhood through being negatively reaffirmed about myself daily through my interactions. Probably a combination.

How many dice would I have to roll, and how many would have to land on 6, for me to be born with all of this instead of starting on equal ground?

Animals are so shallow, people are so shallow, there is no human being on this planet who can escape that. Even the most charitable, moral human will still make subconscious judgements based on your appearance. They will put you in your place on the ladder based on their lived experiences, even if they don't make you aware of that, it's an innate judgement that stays with them in their mind. It's not even a bad thing, it's just how we operate. Why do we kill flies, but spare butterflies? Why do we kill rats, but feed wild squirrels? Why do we eat pork, but could never imagine eating dog? This is just how nature works, is so obvious, yet the majority of people will deny this. We are addicted to proving to others that we are the exception, the saviors, the good in this world.

I dont really know where im going with this tbh, its just a collection of thoughts that come over me when I reflect on my subhumanity. I lost the game of life in its most primal form. I see no path ahead for myself. Ive coped with "supplements" to soothe my mind and anesthetize myself since 14, maybe thats what lies in store for me. I was squandered of the modern human privilege a good life having myself before I was even born. It was over before it began. I dont know why I even try, I just do these things to myself and sabotage myself on purpose from the future I want over and over and over again because Its the only thing that im used to. Dnr

Nah that’s fucked up God should’ve made you at least the height of ur parents and the other falios are genuinely heart breaking I’m sorry you gotta go through this twin

 

[iblamemandible7]

Nah that’s fucked up God should’ve made you at least the height of ur parents and the other falios are genuinely heart breaking I’m sorry you gotta go through this twin

Thanks twin

What's done is done, the only thing I can do now is try to change what happens going forward

 

[zemult]

Pm me a mirror selfie of your face where you're 3 feet away from the mirror and make sure the phone's at eye level

 

[FaceFirst]

Some were born to simply suffer.

That's their entire role in this hell of a simulation.

Nothing else.

 

[keife]

Tldr

 

[truexeno]

Before everyone spams dnr let me tell you, i really dgaf, this is for myself not for you, im writing this in the hopes that maybe I can pick up 1 of the 1,000 broken pieces of glass that my life has become after putting these experiences into words, I wish I could make sense of my life and take away some moral or meaning more than anything.

I just took a candid of myself and realized deep down Ive been deluding myself for all these months. And I dont even know if it was on purpose or not. Ive played a trick on my own mind, using the best angles and jutting to convince myself im an mtn. But the candids dont lie. Guys, I can officially say I am a subhuman. And I really always have been. I am not one of you, I seriously doubt any of you guys reading this are in as bad a position as I am.

My upper eyelids take up as much space as my eyes themselves, I have syndrome-tier infraorbitals (more like lack thereof). An extremely recessed mandible with a weak chin, and even a recessed, flat maxilla. My big nose is taller than the entirety of my lower third. Basically everything below my forehead is an absolutely fucked, mangled mess of flesh in the wrong places and lack of anything in the right places. Actually, my forehead is too wide, and I am a norwood 2 at the age of 17 too. I also failed to reach the heights of my parents, so as far as my body goes Im a manlet with hips wider than my narrow clavicles. You would think God would pity me to at least give me the blue eyes that some of my relatives have, but he gave me T50 eyes instead. Speaking of eyes, my vision is twice the limit of legally blind, and I was born with disability of my eye muscles. Im also severely ND, or have extreme social/general anxiety, cant tell which, but whatever my mental state is, it has held me back almost as much as my physical being. I don't know if I was just born fucked up in the head, or if it gradually came on over the course of my childhood through being negatively reaffirmed about myself daily through my interactions. Probably a combination.

How many dice would I have to roll, and how many would have to land on 6, for me to be born with all of this instead of starting on equal ground?

Animals are so shallow, people are so shallow, there is no human being on this planet who can escape that. Even the most charitable, moral human will still make subconscious judgements based on your appearance. They will put you in your place on the ladder based on their lived experiences, even if they don't make you aware of that, it's an innate judgement that stays with them in their mind. It's not even a bad thing, it's just how we operate. Why do we kill flies, but spare butterflies? Why do we kill rats, but feed wild squirrels? Why do we eat pork, but could never imagine eating dog? This is just how nature works, is so obvious, yet the majority of people will deny this. We are addicted to proving to others that we are the exception, the saviors, the good in this world.

I dont really know where im going with this tbh, its just a collection of thoughts that come over me when I reflect on my subhumanity. I lost the game of life in its most primal form. I see no path ahead for myself. Ive coped with "supplements" to soothe my mind and anesthetize myself since 14, maybe thats what lies in store for me. I was squandered of the modern human privilege a good life having myself before I was even born. It was over before it began. I dont know why I even try, I just do these things to myself and sabotage myself on purpose from the future I want over and over and over again because Its the only thing that im used to. Dnr

Hardmaxx.

 

[truexeno]

Before everyone spams dnr let me tell you, i really dgaf, this is for myself not for you, im writing this in the hopes that maybe I can pick up 1 of the 1,000 broken pieces of glass that my life has become after putting these experiences into words, I wish I could make sense of my life and take away some moral or meaning more than anything.

I just took a candid of myself and realized deep down Ive been deluding myself for all these months. And I dont even know if it was on purpose or not. Ive played a trick on my own mind, using the best angles and jutting to convince myself im an mtn. But the candids dont lie. Guys, I can officially say I am a subhuman. And I really always have been. I am not one of you, I seriously doubt any of you guys reading this are in as bad a position as I am.

My upper eyelids take up as much space as my eyes themselves, I have syndrome-tier infraorbitals (more like lack thereof). An extremely recessed mandible with a weak chin, and even a recessed, flat maxilla. My big nose is taller than the entirety of my lower third. Basically everything below my forehead is an absolutely fucked, mangled mess of flesh in the wrong places and lack of anything in the right places. Actually, my forehead is too wide, and I am a norwood 2 at the age of 17 too. I also failed to reach the heights of my parents, so as far as my body goes Im a manlet with hips wider than my narrow clavicles. You would think God would pity me to at least give me the blue eyes that some of my relatives have, but he gave me T50 eyes instead. Speaking of eyes, my vision is twice the limit of legally blind, and I was born with disability of my eye muscles. Im also severely ND, or have extreme social/general anxiety, cant tell which, but whatever my mental state is, it has held me back almost as much as my physical being. I don't know if I was just born fucked up in the head, or if it gradually came on over the course of my childhood through being negatively reaffirmed about myself daily through my interactions. Probably a combination.

How many dice would I have to roll, and how many would have to land on 6, for me to be born with all of this instead of starting on equal ground?

Animals are so shallow, people are so shallow, there is no human being on this planet who can escape that. Even the most charitable, moral human will still make subconscious judgements based on your appearance. They will put you in your place on the ladder based on their lived experiences, even if they don't make you aware of that, it's an innate judgement that stays with them in their mind. It's not even a bad thing, it's just how we operate. Why do we kill flies, but spare butterflies? Why do we kill rats, but feed wild squirrels? Why do we eat pork, but could never imagine eating dog? This is just how nature works, is so obvious, yet the majority of people will deny this. We are addicted to proving to others that we are the exception, the saviors, the good in this world.

I dont really know where im going with this tbh, its just a collection of thoughts that come over me when I reflect on my subhumanity. I lost the game of life in its most primal form. I see no path ahead for myself. Ive coped with "supplements" to soothe my mind and anesthetize myself since 14, maybe thats what lies in store for me. I was squandered of the modern human privilege a good life having myself before I was even born. It was over before it began. I dont know why I even try, I just do these things to myself and sabotage myself on purpose from the future I want over and over and over again because Its the only thing that im used to. Dnr

There is surgery for everything you talked about, just get the last bit of hope you have in ur mind & use it to make money then surgerymaxx bro

 

[truexeno]

99 percent of the things on this forum are cope, the only way to ascend if you weren't born a chad is taking that flight to turkey

 

[_looksmaxxer_]

I'm sorry man

 

[bttb]

My upper eyelids take up as much space as my eyes themselves, I have syndrome-tier infraorbitals (more like lack thereof). An extremely recessed mandible with a weak chin, and even a recessed, flat maxilla. My big nose is taller than the entirety of my lower third. Basically everything below my forehead is an absolutely fucked, mangled mess of flesh in the wrong places and lack of anything in the right places.

This is genuinely the funniest thing I've ever read on org bro

 

[ubermenschlord]

jfl, if you were smart, you'd just accept yourself and maxx out other areas in life,
just save up money and hardmaxx if you are desperate.

 

[KaisenMaxxer]

Cock size ?

 

[iblamemandible7]

Cock size ?

6.7x5

 

[yeeyeeass69]

Read every word i feel u man

 

[KaisenMaxxer]

6.7x5

Not over, go to malasya or sum